jan13

Jan 13, 2003
"When life makes you mad enough to kill, that's rock bottom, when you want something bad enough, you'll steal, that's rock bottom. You feel like you've had it up to here 'couse your mad enough to scream, but your mad anough to tear."

Saturday was fun. Me and Aisha hung out most of the day. We played some guitar, she has same electric I do, but its green!!! I taught her how to play the intro to "Come as you are" by Nirvana. She's pretty good. After that, we went to go see catch me if you can. Great movie. What makes it so great is that it's a true story. I can't believe a 16 year old could steal around $2,000,000 from the government, and then 2 years later work for the FBI. And make even more money working there. That just gives me ideas.

I had a good day, except for work. I kinda fell asleep in my car during my break and came back about 20 minutes later. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Any way.... I woke up this morning thinking, today is a good day. Then I took a look at the time and once more I'm late fo school. Pedro didn't go today cuz he had to babysit his lil sister. I get to school and walk into class to see Gripkey playing my guitar. I let Patty borrow it for the weekend. She is my new aprentice. I feel like some sort of guitar guru. Me, Patty, and Michelle are going to hippy-out and play guitar during lunch tomorrow. My guitar seems to attract people to it. I don't know why. I like teaching people how to play guitar. Even though I think I'm a horible teacher, I like seeing the look on peoples faces when they learn how to play something. I'm thinking about starting some kinda club or something after school. Mabey we can get some kind of music program started or something. But if I do this, it means I got to quit my job, which I would be happy to do. It takes up way to much of my time. Plus it's to far away.

Over break, Kayleigh asked me what her flaws are. I couldn't answer that. So she asked me to say something good about her. That I could answer. Then I asked her to say something good about me. She told me that I'm the guy everyone wants to hang out with. I've been thinking about that and I wonder if it's true. Like I've said before, I am full of my self, and I'm not afraid to admit it. I'll brag if I want to. I don't see why not. Well she got me thinking about it, and I have noticed how I have been hanging out with alot more people than before. I can honestly say that I didn't talk to 3/4 of the school last year. It's not because I didn't like any one, I just didn't. This year I'm running from one group of peeps to another, jumping in and out of conversations. I've started to realize how I've changed in the past couple of months. I've become more out going, I cuss alot more than usual, and I've been going out alot more. I've also noticed a bad change, I don't care about things like work, school, and driving illeagaly. I don't like that. I'm kinda suprised at how i've changed. I used to be very quiet and shy. Now I;m the total opposite. I'm going to sleep. I seriously need it.

A few last things before I go. #1 Whats up with Paco, and what did I do to him? #2 I don't like my older brother cuz my parents aren't making him fix his car. He still hasn't fixed it. #3 I have to stop reading the freekin horoscope crap. #4 Must start looking into collage and SAT shit.

Jan 20, 2003

I finally found a way to get into geocities. For the past couple days, I couldn't get geocities to work on my internet explorer browser, so I thought I can try using AOL. At first I thought it wouldn't work because AOL uses internet explorer as the default browser. But it did, and here I am. So... the past couple of days have been kinda boring. Saturday, I went to my neices b-day party. I was talking with Aisha on the phone and my sister was telling my neice that I was talking with my girlfriend. Then my sister asked me to invite her to the party, and I did. Aisha couldn't go, her loss. Well when I go to the party, my neice came running up to me and said, "Fali, where's your girlfriend?" I was like, she's not my girlfriend. But how do you explain something like that to a 4 year old? I als o invited Kayleigh, Paco, Pedro, Monse and Angel to the party. You would think, with all the people I invited, it would be my b-day. Pedro had to work, Kayleigh had to go some where with her mom, and Monse and Angel, I think got lost. I gave them directions to the place, about an hour before the party and they didn't show up. I should call them up tomorrow to find out what happend. Sunday, I had to work all day. Not much happend there. Today was very boring. I woke up at about 12 in the afternoon, made some Rice-a-Roni and Mac 'n' Cheese and mixed them up and ate it, and then played guitar all day. That's about it. I probably could have called some friends up to go do something, I was to lazy to do it. I cleaned my room and organized some stuff I keep on my dresser. I'm a pack rat. I keep things for no reason. I got movie tickets, coins (there's nothing special about them they are normal coins), cards, speakers from broken radios, and some other crap. My older brother attacked me with my mom's Revo Styler. That hurt. For those of you who don't know what that is, it's that brush that you stick in your hair and it spins. It seriously hurt, but thanx to him, I now hve smooth, silky soft hair. LOL!!!!! Hey Patty, I know why your Nelly Furtado CD has that extra track, It's an imported version from the UK. Dumb Brits. Have to go and make a better version than the US. Whats up with those British peeps. Driving on the wrong side of the road, using the metric system. Calling their shopping karts by different names. Seriously, they call them wagons, trollies, wheellies, bloggers, and some other one I can't remember. They are a funny people, but I have to admit, I love that accent. If I knew a British girl, I would ask her out in a jiffy!!!!! I'm almost done with my Blend 2 CD. I got Mixes and Blends. Mixes are collections of good songs that I can listen to over and over. Blends are live, and acoustic versions. I'm kinda going for a blender type theme here with my CD's. Next I planned to have a set of remixes called Liquify. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!