wishing we last forever

Title: Wishing we last forever  Company: Cinepoly  Date of Release: June 1999

1. Exit

2. Starting from tomorrow

3. At the verge of love and pain

4. Lost

5. You are in my heart

6. My loneliness 

7. However that day 

8. Date

9. I will always cherish you and I

10. Sky

11. Sky and earth

12. Romantic storm 

13. Cold war

14. Everything 

15. Fragile woman

16. Pledge

DISC 2

1. No regrets

2. On time 

3. Ambiguous 

4. Wishing we last forever 

5. Back shadow 

6. Because to him 

7. Excuse 

8. Lotus in the snow 

9. Undercurrent 

10. Put the keys in the mailbox 

11. Seasonal wind 

12. Chesspiece

13. Like wind 

14. Clarinet in the night 

15. Middle person 

16. Decadence

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EXIT Heard that 1999 would be the year of judgement~~By that time we have to get married~~And have a child~~Before this child commits too many acts of sin~~Allow God to take him into heavenIn that way, we may be enlightened as well~~I have a lot of questions~~A lot of unsolveable questions~~I lack patience~~Nothing can satisfy me~~I often offend people~~Seems I was just born that way~~I hate being a famous star~~Yet I like attention~~On opening the entertainment newspapers~~The stars are performing charity acts~~Everyones coming to donate money~~Thats our contribution~~I hate politics~~It feels dangerous~~Caring for society~~Yet society is on moral fall~~Obviously there is a good side to it~~I only believe in love~~I hope to have a happy family~~However, fate told me that my marriage would not be a happy one~~It said that youd have an affair at 40~~That worries me~~It worries me a lot~~I want to find an exit~~Is there an exit anywhere~~I believe in Buddhism~~Is that any help~~Ive tried to hold onto happiness~~But what is happiness~~My concept of it is so vague~~I only believe in love~~I hope to have a happy family~~However, fate told me that my marriage would not be a happy one~~It said that youd have an affair at 40~~That makes me worried~~It really makes me worried

STARTING FROM TOMORROW The long night is not too long yet~~Its enough for me to think about who~~I still cant get to sleep~~So I can mightily cry this tear out~~Seems that there is only this night~~And no other~~Mightily act one last time~~This fragile woman~~Starting from tomorrow~~His story ends~~Starting from tomorrow~~He doesnt count as anything anymore~~Whether its memories or thoughts~~Take advantage before the nights over~~But it still lacks something~~And something again~~In order to make it happen or to have thoughts on it~~If I can be awake tomorrow~~I no longer require love~~If I must be alone~~Then Ill just wait for tomorrow to blame it on my life~~ beginning from tomorrow, its not too late

AT THE VERGE OF LOVE AND PAIN Wandering about in the road ahead~~Turn round and take a look at that time~~You have kissed my face~~Many times already~~I never went to consider~~That eventually, one day, in the rain,~~I will not be able to decide~~Allow me to be alone here~~And wait from 1 oclock till 3~~Its still my wish of being afraid to meet up with you~~I have my feelings too~~Do I have to hide them?If you dont want to be with me anymore~~Then why did you lie~~Allowing me to wait~~To wait for the day that you and I rekindle our past~~Love is like raindrops-~~Look like theyre broken but in actual fact, theyre not~~The more I think about it, the more mixed up I am~~I no longer want to love you anymore~~I have my dignity~~Dont want to get hurt anymore~~No matter how much my heart wants reasons; it cant~~Theres no use in waiting after saying goodbyes~~Always at the verge of love and pain~~How should I choose

LOST Yellow is like the sunset after rain~~Blue is like the men in the world~~Following the long path~~Red lights; green lights; red lights~~In front is your silhouette~~Hypnotising; hypnotising~~Turn round but feel that the story~~Is fading, fading~~Immersed in a journey of thoughts~~Why is it not clear~~Never clear~~Hoo....ah~~Ive lost my way in my memories~~Hoo....ah~~Which way leads me home~~Use your shadow from the past~~Attach it to my eyes~~Continue to think about you~~Your moves, your words, the time, the surroundings~~Its the snow view in April~~The rain in August~~Think about you until, until, until there are no more memories~~Its good to think about you until I lose my way~~Dont want to be silent~~Love is the emotions from the past~~Time is yesterdays clock hand~~Following the path ahead~~Trapped in a forest f thoughts

YOU'RE IN MY HEART You said youll definitely come back here to see me~~Do you know that I wait for you everyday~~Dont forget, you once told me~~That you truly loved me~~Hope that you can return quickly~~So that I can find the love from before~~Please stay and dont leave again~~Listen to the words form my heart~~In my heart~~I love you so much~~Just hope that I am also in your heart~~You must remember all the words I have told you~~You must cherish the days we shared together~~Forget the time we said our farewells~~And our loneliness and pain~~And please dont relentlessly forget me~~Please stay and dont leave~~I love you that much~~In my heart I will always love you~~Just hope that I am also in your heart

DATE Still remember the sign on the hotel~~Still save the smile on leaving the hotel~~That day the whole city was so happy~~Following the road and walking one and a half miles~~Still remember the streetlights shone a yellow beam~~And illuminating the convenience store~~Your illuminated face is good-looking~~Only dare to look after my tears turn cold~~Forgetting everything~~Probably cant even remember myself~~But never forgetting we had a date to watch the yellow leaves fall down~~Even though I have to separate from you~~Sad film~~I need to try and forget~~Only in that way can I truly forget~~In tomorrows world~~Im just afraid of not being able to recognise myself~~But never forgetting you and I have a date~~As if there was no such thing as death~~Even though you pluck up your courage~~You still cant fight the weather~~You will still be recognised~~Still remember that days guitar chord~~Still understand each melodys gentleness|~~That day the street was flowed with your voice~~Follow the road ahead, accompanied with the song

I WILL ALWAYS CHERISH YOU AND I This day is even older than old photos~~But its accompanied me through different seasons~~Ive learned how to cherish it more for its loyalty~~The world craves new and is bored of old~~Always seems like it needs new things~~Seems like its afraid of giving its heart out~~Seems like its satisfied after its had it once~~My love for you~~Does not require to have anything~~An extra day will allow us to understand each other more~~When you come back you cherish more~~If we can share pain together~~Then when we come back we will cherish even more~~Perhaps your background has changed~~But its accompanied me through everything~~I cherish even more that I can go away with you~~As everyday passes~~You or I may turn even older~~The main part of this relationship~~Is more valuable~~My love for you~~Basically only knows how to continue to go~~Pray that you will always cherish me~~When were together it doesnt matter what we go through~~Allow that the older the relationship is; the deeper the love~~Allow your lifetime to be mine~~As for the light;~~It can only cherish more~~I love you more and more~~An extra day will allow us to understand each other more~~When you come back, you cherish more~~Everytime I look at you~~There are more things to cherish

SKY AND EARTH As the clear wind flies past the night~~As the sky surrounds just you~~In my sea of thoughts, I hope that you have thought of me~~When the deep day has no way of breaking~~When the blackness has no way of understanding me~~I can only pretend that you are tightly embracing me~~But the man that I have parted with~~At night is it only you~~Will you, out of boredom, love somebody else~~Seeing you~~Kissing you~~Is when I achieve everything~~I hate~~Everytime~~Long or short separations~~Will wait~~I will wait for you~~No matter if well separated from sky and earth~~Every kiss~~I keep~~I wait again~~Until the time I can kiss you again~~As the clear wind flies past the night~~As the sky surrounds just you~~Do you know who is thinking about you~~When the deep day has no way of breaking~~When the blackness has no way of understanding me~~Do you know who wishes to possess you at this moment~~Please remember me in your heart until the next time we kiss

COLD WAR How do I know whether Im really embracing you in the silence~~Its like holding onto a pile of air~~With my eyes, I see many question marks~~Which are kissed away by you~~Can only speak evasively to myself~~I never had the heart or dared to see through you~~Heard that you and that mime fell in love~~I also copy others and silently act out this act~~But I dont want to separate~~We dont say anything when were together~~Seems that you and I have a tacit understanding~~Never want immature disputes~~But our gestures suggest that this is a cold war~~How many years~~Has it been that we dont speak when were together~~Like the wind, rumours surround us everywhere~~We never listen, speak or think one word~~For the fear of embarrassing ourselves~~How do we face this?~~Trample my feelings in the silence~~Turns into the most intriguing mime act~~Who doesnt cheat~~I always silently act out your other half~~No matter who you are thinking of* ~~How many years~~Until today~~I love you and you love me too~~This you, in the past has heard of and spoke of~~Has been broken-hearted, has been hurt, has been rejected, has changed before~~You and I are always afraid of being said that we are in~~ Cold war again and again and again~~Wrong and wrong again~~I have fallen in love with this wrong~~I blame you and leave you~~Will that make me feel any better?~~When were together, we dont have anything to say to each other~~Seems that you and I have a tacit understanding~~Never want immature disputes~~But these gesture, these gestures~~Seem like they have nothing to say either~~Nothing to say~~Nothing to say~~Its like cold war~~How many years~~When were together, we dont have anything to say to each other~~How many years~~We love but forget to speak~~We love but we forget to speak~~Allow you to walk past me

FRAGILE WOMAN As we get deeper into the night, we become more drunk~~At this moment we are so close~~My memories seem to be shaking~~My worries grow deeper~~Today I allow you to come close to~~My once broken heart~~So much consolidation and doubt~~Secretly growing inside me again~~ Love is hard to resist~~I actually belong to being~~A very fragile woman~~Please dont, please dont~~Please dont come and go again~~Please cherish my heart~~If you understand me~~Then continue to love me~~This fragile woman~~Dont wait any longer~~Please kiss me at this moment (Even when this life comes to an end, passionately kiss me)~~Even when I get drunk in this long night~~It still seems real with you~~Allow me finally to have found someone to rely on~~Doesnt matter if all is still vague~~Happiness is a person in love*~~I once feared for my life~~But it was you who persisted in coming close to me~~I realise that what I have is love~~Re-build my confidence

PLEDGE I thought that~~It could be this way all the time~~Many a time~~I didnt want to sleep~~Due to thinking in that way~~If you could give me a definite possibility~~It doesnt matter~~Nothing matters anymore to me~~The road ahead~~Really doesnt seem too clear~~After following it with an assured heart~~I still will feel tired~~Even if I want to stop; I cant~~As the sky gets darker~~My heart gets more tired~~I see your face~~Hear you say the unspeakable pledge~~At that moment~~I realised that~~One day I~~Walked passed you~~Yet couldnt find your eyesight~~I give you my heart as a gift of consolation~~Is it possible~~That I dont need to take it back again~~Dont think that~~A persevering heart is unbreakable~~Dont think that~~It doesnt really matter to me

NO REGRETS This time I boldly face it~~With immaturity,~~I dont care whether this is right or wrong~~Even if Ive fallen deeply into it~~I dont care about anything~~Even if I am holding onto uncertainty,~~I hold onto it with no regrets~~Dont say I should give up~~Or that I should open my eyes~~I use my heart to see and to feel~~You're not me~~So how can you understand~~Even if I am holding onto uncertainty~~(Just) allow me to do it with no regrets~~I'm not as perfect as you think I am~~I admit that sometimes~~I can't even differentiate right from wrong~~Its not that I dont wish to leave this uncertainty~~Its just that this time~~This time its just me~~(And) no-one else ~~Who's heart do you want me to use to realise~~To truly feel the surroundings around me~~Even though there's pain and tears~~It all belongs to my grief~~Whos heart can I still use to realise~~To truly feel the surrounds around me~~Even though Im tired and exhausted~~I can only have no regrets