* This page is where I am about to reveal the very deep inside of me. I don't play games at all. Being true to myself and to the one I care really soothe my entirely. Sincerity to someone means a lot. It's a Blessing, humbling and selfless. My heart is innocence, easily broken. I write free verse poems and I'll treasure him for the rest of my life... And now I'm free fallin'... and this is all for alex...SO LONG MY UNDYING PAIN*
Date: 8/28/08 Where at:Bedroom
Time: Around 11p.m.
Hansipred: Sound trippin'
Inspired By: Someone So Dear
Mood: Deeply frozen
Music: Georgia of Hanson
*anntay*
He's walkin' fast, I'm talkin' fast
'm tellin' 'bout the knotty conversation
we've said last night
I'm keepin' track, he's out of track
I got hang-up & mistify with his quirk
he poured to me that night
He's kindah' hot, that never last
Puffin' your "clove cigar" is like
givin' me all his ass
You give a "Hi", I cannot lie and I
got high
What kind of drug you just gave to me
Your grumpy mood that I can't stand
But then, I gave my "sweetest smile"
still
He's like a "drug", my favorite drug
The best-love drug that weakens all my
vein
The way I look "my bony skin"
You never seem to like it anyway...
With all "my stopping" that you had
Catch
I had to think the second line to make
you mine
Now, it is the time to say "goodbye"
And time to rest "my once a non-stop
rubberneck"
And now I know, I surely know that
that you're hooked with someone else so deep
If that is that, well then "so long" my
friend,
I had enough, and now it is the time to say that,
this must be the end of the line...
Even all this time, we're still making it fine
But, this must be the end of the line...
Date: 10/02/07
Where at: Bedroom
Time: Around 10p.m.
Hanspired: Talkin' Him On Phone
Inspired By: Someone So Dear
Mood: Deeply frozen
Watching T.V.
UNTITLED/UNFINISHED
*anntay*
Your frownin' eyes with unglued glance
makes me feel so right whenever see you live!
Sunscreen's telling me to stop from believing
but Sunday's comin to keep me savin'
Scared so fast we can't hide
come to think there's no way out!
And so I'm achievin'
the risk of seekin'
With back en fort the friendship
I've longin'...
Where at: Bedroom
Time: Around 10p.m.
Hanspired: Sweet Revenged
Inspired By: Someone!
Mood: Deeply fuckin' frozen
Mood: Shitin'!
DON'T YOU
*anntay*
Behind all the laughter's
Despite all your lies
Unfolded broken dreams and unforgotten
Third of August must be trashed and forgotten
Like ashes in the sand that casts away through
Bleeds my heart and soul 'til the end of dawn
Those vicious eyes around my face
In the called dead city place
Damn you, what we've been through
Making me believe you are so dear true
( Chorus )
'coz baby...
Unthinkable, don't you understand ( don't you...)
Invisible, don't just pretend
Inseperable, this is what I intend
And unbelievable, that's the way it stands... ( don't you...)
Timeless time of the Godfather's eye
Tears that never less than by
Indian sung me lullabies
Throw yourself and said goodbye
( Bridge )
lasted Love so fast and faded
Stolen dreams are gone and jaded
Broken arms that no longer bathed
Come and see what you have shaded
