My fucked up mind,
Lifes cruel torment
I'll leave behind.
No will to live
Yet scared to die,
I close my eyes
And start to cry.
The Numbing Pain
I feel all day,
I search to find
An easier way.
To live my life
Away from fear,
These screams of pain
Are all I hear.
My mind strung out
I'm nearing the edge,
Atop a tall building
My feet on that edge.
I collapse on that ledge
My face wet with tears,
I can't seem to do it
I must face my fears.
I won't die today,
Not here.
Not now...