Always questioning every thing
Yea it is always whats worth haveing
But any thing you love is worth it
But I guess I didnt make it
You love the way I kiss you
And You know its true
But i guess your just scared of fallin again
I can feel it as it sets in
Your gone anyways
Every one leaves only after so many days
Every one is leaveing
When Im tryin to confesse everything
so close yet so far
I dont even know who you are
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As I lay in bed
I cant get you out of my head
Its so hard
Now I am scared
You have cut so deep
And left me so weak
It all started with a simple kiss
That I thought was bliss
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As I lay down to rest
I find my self takein a test
You push me so hard
and I have made it so far
You can turn me down
But I wont turn around
I have told you I cant run away
Im here every day
I was so strong
Yet I did everything wrong
As you go your own way
I age with every passin day
Im on the brenk
I feel so weak
In you I trusted
But Im the one that got busted
Why do I always lie for you
Why can I just be true
Every thing has been pushed too far
The life I live is so hard
With every word you say
I feel the pain every day
I feel so much hate and so much rage
You cant keep this locked up in a cage
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You say love is somethin you give
How can I give when I cant live
Kept chained down
Remember your turn will come around
You tried to strip me of my pride
I can feel it burnin inside
The power to walk on
I can live on even if your gone
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So much rage
Such a little cage
Ill live on
Even when your gone
How could this be
How could you do this to me
I would of took the fall
But now Im goin down this long hall
How did this come around
How is it Im the one goin down
How could it be this way
How many more days
as I count
I know i can count you out
I thought I was your friend
But I guess things come to an end
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As the days pass
I know I will always be last
They say your dead inside
But i thought you just had somethin to hide
But now that I have seen you cry
I realized its me who died
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No heartbeat
Just a cheat
Im the one to blame for your misery
But its your own history
Though it involves me
You keep me away alone this is how it has to be
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I was there through think and thin
But you still turned your back on me once again
As thoughts run through my head
This story has already been read
(chorus)
In the end I see
Its not you who wont let me be
I wont let my self be