November 30th 2003
Hey babe take a walk on the wild side... so i'm bored eh and decided i need a new entry of a this journal like thing... hmm so what have i been up too? well if thats a question you actually have to ask fuck man i don't know, and like anyone is actually reading this, fuck now thats a mighty scary thought. so drama in life has cooled down lately... i've enjoyed many nights as of late to of drunkeness and endless days of intoxications.... i've come to terms with the fact that i seem happy to many but i am incredibly sad with how my life is going and that i'm not ready for change... and yet it seems the world is pushing me towards it. but anyways we'll leave that at that. so today no drugs no alcohol no nothing, odd, but you know a break is good. i figure i shall enjoy what youth i have left while i have it now... i know one day i won't be able to do all the things i do... though i know if i live to be like 50 i would say 80 but i already question the number 30 anyways i'll become a full fledged happy face again. hmm, i wonder if anyone understands that. for those of you who don't i plan on being a friggin pothead yeah thats a hell of a goal ain't it. anyways i would like to send out mad love to my friends that are sticking by me and newer ones who treat me like a civil person, like i matter, and give me a sense of a place in the world, you all know who you are so yeah, you you are by far some cool cool motherfuckers, yeah well then, peace love and hippiness
joshie c
p.s. i don't know if anyone likes nin well i do but this makes a pretty cool background, yeah cuz you know trent he's a fucking badass, yeah i'm done.
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