At a young age, I was taught that there was someone special for everyone!
Reaching my late twenties, I thought I had found that special someone, a man like no other...
But I was wrong. I began to doubt myself, and still do.
Am I to picky? Are my expectations to high?
This continued into my thirties. Again I reached out to who
I thought was the one....Only to find he would later not be.
Now in my forties, I am totally confused,
because I know what I am looking for, like we all do!
So, may I ask,"When will it be my turn".
Am I being passed over, or perhaps there is no one for me.
Is it all a lie, am I to walk this world all alone...
I will never know the happiness of a mate,
sharing my years with me. Am I being punished,
for the life I lead...Will I always eat and sleep alone,
no one to share my wisdom, my thoughts, to be one together,
and grow old gracefully. Life sometimes is cruel,
but as long as I have good memories.
Is that someone special still out there
or did he walk by unnoticed...Did he say "Hello"
to me or he has never been here at all....
I will wait from him, and at this point in time in my life,
I can ask, when will it be my turn,
to find that special person to share my life with!

The midi song you can ear is "Free" by Ultra Nat�.
The reason why I have chosen that song, is that it
reflects me quite a bit, and also, I will write down
the lyrics for you. Now read them closely, there is
a meaning to that song, and I believe in it. The way
the world is today.......stop and think about that!

Lyrics to the song:
Where did we go wrong..
Where did we lose our faith..
My brother is in need..
But can he depend on me..
Do you think if one of you tried..
Maybe you could find..
A better friend than any other..
If you gave more than you took..
Life could be so good..
Come on and try..
Now's the time..
'Cause you're free..
To do what you want to do..
You've got to live your life..
Do what you want to do..
Are we all strangers..
Does anyone really care..
Deep down we're all the same..
Trying to hide our pain..
You think you can never trust another..
'Cause they're all out to get ya'..
We have to live in this world together..
If we open up our hearts..
Love can finally start..
Come on and try..
Now's the time..
When you're down and you're feeling bad..
Everybody has left you sad..
Feels like no one will pull you through..
It's your life watcha gonna do..
Make that change, let's start today
Get outta bed, get on your way..
Don't be scared, your dream's right there..
You want it, reach for it!!!
'Cause we are free!!!!

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