Poems by Farrah Jane Tate


 
"I can't fix the past, can't fear and avoid, 
The world, the future, just in case it's null and void. 
I'll take control, won't flip the coin for inspiration and guidance. 
I'll stop looking to others for answers I already know, 
I'll trust myself, and take time instead to learn and to grow. 

I could read every book, transverse every land, 
Read the palm of every stranger's hand. 
I could be any thing I wanted, achieve every goal ever set, 
Touch the stars, claim the heavens, 
and yet, 
I still wouldn't know why
The hardest lesson learnt, to let the question with no answer pass unattended by ... bye."
  


From "AGAIN" by Farrah Jane Tate, copyright 1995-2001

 
 
The verses above are the first that I ever wrote, as part of a poem about domestic violence. I have spent my whole life pondering over issues and the sad things that have happened to those around me, and of course myself. I have always felt the need to know people intimately -- and by that I mean in terms of what they are thinking and feeling at any particular time. Otherwise relationships are purely superficial and those who cannot trust me with themselves will simply remain mere aquantainces.

My passion is poetry for many reasons. Inspiration is abounding in my little world -- I only have to look as far as throughh the window to derive a sense of fascination. People are the ultimate fascination. I studied psychology in the first year of University but remember being astonished with the things that I instinctively knew that others were only learning for the first time. I also derive a sense of calm, and an almost hypnotic state from writing poetry. I have called my collection of the good, bad and terrible (but all meaningful to me never-the-less) poetry, 'Once Every Other Night' because that explains my writing habits. On the one hand they occur with regularity but the regularity may be erratic in that I don't have specific nights or times on those nights that I write. My scrap-book is always close by in case my mind starts speaking poetry to me.

It is nice to have something in my life that I am particularly average at yet still thoroughly enjoy. Most of my pursuits in life have had a competitive edge to them and in the end winning can be quite a bitter realisation. Being average is much more enjoyable. I like attempting to learn from those who are so much more skilled than myself and one day, I will no doubt enjoy taking many short poetry writing courses and work-shops.

I hope you enjoy my poetry. I can't pick out too many of my favourites for you but most people really like She's Like a Sea-shell and The Scent of a Woman. I always need to add a disclaimer to my poetry! I write from the perspective of many -- males & females, young & old included -- and my poetry can not serve to reveal any thing about my life as I write predominantly about the experiences of others as revealed by their mind's eye. I might only catch a mere glimpse every so often, however it will be enough to set me off. There are a few poems about my experiences or of those close to me, included a poem that I wrote For Neil my incredibly wonderful boyfriend (whom I plan to marry one day when we're more financially sound) and a poem For Kerry my cousin and her baby yet to be born at the time. He's now 3 months old and you can see piccies of him @ www.angelfire.com/poetry/orpheus/. (He's very cute .... and I'm probably just a fraction  biased!)


 
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Darker Days -- 
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