| Title: Of Past and Present Author: Kitsune Spirit Warnings: LEMON, male/male graphic sex, Sap, NC-17. Romance. Translations at the bottom Part 12: ~its in his kiss~ *lemon* Before Zesian had realized what he was doing he'd leant down and kissed Kala-nesh. Panicking he scrambled up moving away from the other man, turning his back before a sob over took him. /kuso why the hell did I do that/ he thought, /he'll hate me now/. He didn't sense the other man until he was turned around. "Zannen...mphh" was as far as Zesian got in his apology before he felt lips upon his own, eyes flying open he stared at the other man to shocked to respond. They only parted when the need for breath took over. Zesian stood panting whilst Kala-nesh looked at him, arms going to his waist and pulling him closer before kissing him again. Zesians arms grabbed the others shoulders as his breath was took in a passionate kiss. Cupping Zesians cheek with a hand Kala-nesh ran his tongue against Zesians bottom lip. "Open your mouth for me" he whispered. Zesian hesitated before opening his mouth slightly, gasping when he felt the tip of a tongue. The gasp allowed it in to caress his own, coaxing Zesians into Kala-neshs own mouth. Shyly at first it followed, both caressing. Zesian felt his grip tighten on the other man, pressing closer to him, feeling the others erection. Gasping again the tongue slipped in further, demanding. Hands trailed down to cup his bottom pressing into him more and Zesians arms wrapped around the others neck. Zesian opened his eyes as he was lifted and set gently down on the futon, their kisses now gentler, more loving. Once again they parted for well-needed breath, their gazes met lust shining from both. /he's beautiful/ Zesian thought, shying away. /why does he want me?/ Kala-nesh answered the silent thought by kissing him again, hands trailing down his chest brushing his nipples and making him gasp. "Beautiful" Kala-nesh whispered, his mouth moving to trail kisses down Zesians neck as hands reached for the material that lay on his shoulders. Pushing it down he revealed a smooth, defined chest and hard dusky nipples. This time Kala-nesh trailed his kisses across the chest taking a nipple into his mouth, licking it, nibbling gently before sucking it. Zesian moaned, writhing against the other, wrapping hands into flowing hair to keep him there. Kala-nesh smiled to himself before moving to the other nipple to give it the same ministrations as its twin whilst pinching the other gently, rolling the bud. Zesian arched up whimpering, closing his eyes as Kala-nesh found the sash to his kimono, tugging it undone and pushing apart the fabric to reveal the body underneath. Zesian whimpered when the other man stopped his caresses, opening his eyes to find the other man staring at the scar that adorned his body from navel to hip and around to the back. He felt shame overcome him, feeling ugly to the beauty before him he tried to sit up only to be pushed down and kissed softly. "I'll never let anyone hurt you again" was whispered into his neck, as the other man moved down tracing his tongue against the scar and kissing it. Zesian moaned again writhing, he watched the man intently as he was pulled up to a seated position. Kala-nesh looked at him, his mouth swollen from kissing, lust and need pouring from his eyes and hidden within, love. Reaching up Kala-nesh pulled at the ties keeping the front sections of Zesians hair up unraveling the silky black locks before moving onto the back part, pulling out the chinese ivory sticks which kept his hair up. Kala-neshs breath caught as the hair unraveled to flow over Zesians shoulders and down his back. Emerald eyes darkened with need watched him intently, waiting, blushing at the intense gaze. Kala-nesh lent forward kissing Zesians forehead, trailing his lips along an ear and down the hair nipping gently pulling the kimono along with his hands. Lifting his hips Kala-nesh pulled the material off, dropping it to the floor before he turned back to look at Zesian in all his glory. He smiled licking his lips, hearing Zesian gulp as he untied his own sash shrugging his shoulders and letting the heavy material fall to the floor. He stood naked under Zesians gaze feeling his flesh heat as the sparkling eyes traveled from his face down his body to his groin earning him a cute blush from Zesian as he looked up again into his lovers eyes. Falling to his knees in front of Zesian he parted the closed knees running his hands slowly over them and his thighs, watching for the other mans reaction. He crawled between them, leaning forward to kiss Zesian as one had stroked lazy circles on the skin, the other grasping Zesians neck then trailing it down his body. The caress gentle, teasing and light coming firmly to stop just above the others dripping arousal, It then trailed down and cupped it. The pad of his thumb skimming across the tip to collect the moisture whilst Zesian rocked forward, his knees opening more with his groan and leant in to kiss Kala-nesh in a demanding passion. Stroking the shaft for some moments he stopped kissing Zesian, opening his eyes Zesian saw Kala-nesh between his thighs giving him a flash of a smile before swiping his tongue briefly across the oozing head taking the tip into his mouth and sucking. This caused Zesian to cry out and arch into it, hands gripping the sheets as his head lolled back, eyes closing in pleasure. /I guess he liked that ne?/ Kala-nesh grinned to himself. Careful of his teeth he licked around the head tasting the precum before returning to sucking it, licking the shaft he swallowed as much as he could without gagging. Zesian screamed his passion as he gripped onto the sheets to stop from grabbing Kala-neshs hair, he tried to resist thrusting up but the urge overcame him as he felt Kala-neshs tongue sweep along the underside of the shaft, thrusting up he moaned, locking his ankles around Kala-neshs back. Deciding he liked the flavor Kala-nesh swept his tongue back to the tip sucking hard as he trailed a hand up to Zesians nipple and pinched it, making Zesian writhe and thrust into the hot cavern of his mouth. The other hand kept a hold on his hips limiting the force of the thrust. Sliding his mouth off he blew against the tip his warm breath making the other man cry out, eyes tightening. He flicked his tongue across the tip before taking it back into his mouth. Pulling his hand back from the reddened nipple he continued to sweep his tongue across the tip, alternatively sucking and nibbling gently, whilst he ran his fingertips across Zesians lips. Opening his eyes Zesian looked at him, opening his mouth he sucked the fingers in lathing them with his tongue, sucking and making the other moan around his erection causing Zesian to arch. Pulling the wet fingers out Kala-nesh flicked them against sensitive nipples and then trailed them down to the entrance of Zesians body. He gently rubbed one across the pucker making Zesian open his eyes wide panting and thrusting against both touches. Opening his knees wider Zesians mouth fell open as a wet finger gently slipped into him, it was moved slowly so not to cause too much discomfort thrusting gently in and out before another joined it. Slipping two in Zesian cried out as he was stretched and sucked. Scissoring his fingers Kala-nesh gently stretched him, and soon he was searching for the little bundle of nerve endings that would make Zesian cry out. Although he'd never done this before he had heard about it, and wanted to please his lover as best he could. /found you/ he thought when he brushed against something inside making Zesian rear off the bed, crying out sharply, thrusting himself into the mouth and onto the fingers. "Onegai" was Zesians sweet cry. Adding a third finger he prodded and probed the bundle of nerves again and again until Zesian couldn't stand anymore, whimpering and thrusting he came hard "Kala-nesh" he moaned before closing his eyes thrusting once more as the other swallowed his juices. Panting he opened his eyes as Kala-nesh licked him clean. Removing his fingers and mouth Kala-nesh slithered up Zesians body kissing him harshly letting him taste his own juices. Zesian trailed his own hand down Kala-neshs body making him whimper as he grazed a nipple with a nail before grasping his erection gently, pumping it, feeling himself slowly becoming hard again at the others whimpers of pleasure. "Onegai" Kala-nesh sighed thrusting himself into the hand, wanting more. Opening his eyes when the hand was lifted he stared at the other hoping he didn't regret it. /please don't regret this, I couldn't handle it if you did/ his mind buzzed, Zesian stroked his face before lowering his eyes shyly. "I... I" he blushed looking up... "Willyoumakelovetome" he rushed out in a held breath holding it once again as he waited for the reply. "Hai" came the silky reply. "Sueshijuu" and leaning forwards he kissed him, pushing him back on the bed. "Turn over" Kala-nesh whispered softly. Zesian looked at him, fear etched onto his face. "I'll never hurt you" Kala-nesh whispered hugging him to him, kissing him again before pulling away. "Onegai" he whispered, and Zesian looked then smiled. "Hai" he replied and turned onto his stomach, a pillow was positioned underneath him lifting his hips and his rear up. He felt vulnerable in this position as his legs were gently spread but he trusted the older man. On his knees Zesian turned to watch him, his eyes slitted. Kala-nesh was kneeling behind him, bent over and was caressing his silky black strands before moving them to the other side so he could nip at his neck. Lathing the nips with his tongue soothing him. Zesian turned as much as he could in the position and leant forwards. Kala-nesh stole his lips with a kiss as his hands slid down the lean body, massaging the shoulders before one hand grasped a hip. Breaking the kiss he trailed butterfly kisses down the smooth soft body licking and nipping as he went. As he reached the rest of the scar he licked along it, kissing it before moving on. Leaning back on his knees he swept his hands down to caress Zesians buttocks, parting them, watching the other for any resistance. All he received was a heart-warming smile, and emerald eyes filled with trust and love. Moving forwards Kala-nesh swept his tongue across the puckered opening earning him a startled gasp from above. Clutching the hips firmly but not to bruise, he stroked his tongue across again, gently stabbing at the opening before pulling away and sucking two fingers into his mouth. He watched as Zesian started to pant, thrusting his hips wildly showing his need. One hand again grasped a hip whilst a finger slid to the opening, already stretched slightly he pressed it in watching as Zesian thrust back onto the digit, stroking before he added a second then third. He stretched the muscle making Zesian whimper again as he found and jabbed at Zesians prostate earning him cries and thrusts, breaking his barriers away at the moaned whimpers and cries. "Onegai" Zesian called again thrusting wildly whilst digging his now hard erection into the pillow beneath him. Pulling his teasing fingers out Kala-nesh lined himself up "this may hurt a little" he whispered, he didn't want to hurt his love but knew it would hurt a little at first. Grasping hips he began to push in, stopping every so often at pained whimpers or just to let the younger man get use to him. The tightness was too much and he thrust the rest of the way in making the other man cry out and whimper beneath him. Stroking the mans back he waited, giving the other time, groaning at just the tight heat surrounding him. He began to move when Zesian thrust back and gently stroked in, once, twice and Zesian was thrashing, he lent up to kiss the mans neck as the other met his strokes. "Harder" he groaned out, Kala-nesh complied and started to thrust into him whist Zesian pushed his hips back hard against him. "HARDER!" Zesian gritted out and Kala-nesh started to pound into him. Zesian groaned burying his head in his arms as he felt Kala-nesh move his hips angling his thrusts to hit his prostate each time. Kala-nesh pulled out almost completely before thrusting back in hard, Zesian biting into the pillow as Kala-nesh filled him with hard, angled strokes. "Zesian" Kala-nesh panted. "Want to hear you" he groaned as he buried himself again, Zesians head rolled back and a large cry of pleasure filled the small room. He whimpered as he rubbed his erection into the bedding wanting release, whimpering again as Kala-nesh took pity on him, grasping the hardness and pumping him in time to his thrusts. "Kala-nesh!" he cried out thrusting into the hand as he came, Kala-nesh groaned above him thrusting in twice more, bringing his love to rest against his chest as he pounded into him rubbing the softening erection as he himself came with a large groan. Panting Kala-nesh collapsed onto Zesian keeping his weight off the man with one elbow, kissing his neck as they panted softly, the storm around them flashing, lighting up the room with its soft blue rays. Pulling out gently, he turned Zesians face to kiss him before spooning his body tightly to his own, both coming down from the high. Listening to the rain thundering against the window for a moment Kala-nesh snuggled into the back of his lover. "Ai shiteru Zesian" he whispered, but the other was already fast asleep, smiling contentedly. ~TRANSLATIONS~ Onegai: Please Ai Shiteru: I love you |