Spirit of Cyber
by Antoinette
Chapter Four: The Dream
She wasn't sure how long she sat there after leaving the chat room. She seemed to have gotten lost in the myriad of thoughts that ran helter-skelter around in her head. First and least answerable to her was the question of how he had done that to her. Her body ached, her thighs were coated in her own honey, and she couldn't seem to stop shaking.
A millions questions begged to be answered and she had no answers for any of them. Not to who he was. Not to how he intended to call her to him and the most puzzling of all was " How can I seriously be contemplating doing the things He told me to? "
Yet just thinking about what had happened her made her body ache with longing for more.
" I've lost my mind." she spoke aloud to herself. " There no way I'm going to do all that stuff. Just won't go back. " Almost angrily she shut the computer down and glared at it as if it had betrayed her.
She tried to forget about it for a little while, going about her business as usual. Cleaning her little house. Watering her garden and then sitting down to have a bite to eat before turning on the TV to see what there was to watch. But, she kept finding her thoughts slipping back to the Master and the events of that afternoon. She shut off the TV angrily, tossed the remote across the couch and looked around for something to distract herself.
Turning on the radio to hear Sara McLachlan singing " Sweet Surrender" she closed her eyes, with a shudder, she felt again the sweetness of her own surrender to this Master. With a sigh she reached out and shut off the radio, walked to her bedroom and removed her clothing. Sighing again, half in disbelief that she was going to follow His orders, and half in anticipation of doing so. She knelt on the floor, placed her hands lightly against her thighs, closed her eyes and let her mind fill with his image.
For a distracting little images chased around her head, which had nothing to do with what she was trying to concentrate on. " I need to buy toilet paper." " The car needs an oil change. " She didn�t try to fight them, instead she watched them race by like swallows on the wing. Her thoughts returned to Him, to the power He exuded, the eyes that watched her from the monitor as the experience had happened. She shuddered and her thighs grew damp with her sweet oils as she remembered how powerfully she had cum. She wondered if He was thinking of her at that moment.
Her hands slid up the insides of her thighs, fingers delighting in the soft firm skin. Her body filled with a sweet aching of need, she let the fingers slide higher until they were caressing the bare smoothness of her pussy lips. She moaned softly as she recalled the bite of the clamps where her fingers now played.
For a few minutes she was once again feeling awe at the whole experience. A multitude of emotions swept through her, all demanded her attention, but she could give it to none, save the memory of the pleasure she had experienced at His hands and the intense desire she was feeling to be with Him again.
Her fingers fluttered over her clit, she moaned aloud in the silence of her room. Already she was so close to orgasm that even when she recalled His voice telling her she was not to cum she had no will to resist. Her memories of the day were too powerful, her body too sensitive to the slightest touch. She curled into a ball on the floor gasping as her body sparked and exploded into orgasm.
Curling onto her side with a soft moan she lay there on the floor, tracing the track that had brought her to this point. She had always known and acknowledged her submissive side, but she had never been truly allowed to express it until finding the Internet and chat rooms. Even that was not the total experience that she longed for, only words that sometimes aroused feelings of pleasure in her. But, she had never experienced words the way she had with this Master. She could still feel the ache in her in her shoulders, nipples and anus that the words had induced.
The voices of doubt and ego assailed her mind once more, with all their unanswerable questions. Too tired to fight the questions or seek answers, she crawled onto her bed to seek shelter from it all in slumber. Within moments she fell into a deep exhausted sleep. So tired she hadn�t even bothered crawling under the sheets, she slept deeply, dreamlessly until shortly before the dawn.
She dreamt that she had been picked up in strong arms, which were holding her as if she were as light as a feather. She felt safe and warm as she snuggled down, not caring where they were going. Then she heard His voice speaking softly in her ear.
" Are you alert pet? "
" Yes Master. " she whispered as she opened her eyes to total darkness. "Why can�t I see Master? "
" Good. I have no need of light little one, and for the moment I do not wish for you to see, you only require use of your other senses for now. Listen to me carefully. You disobeyed me this evening. You were told not to cum. Even when you knew that it would displease me you made very little effort to stem the tide of your orgasm. "
His words sunk in, her eyes were open wide in surprise, straining against the darkness, but she couldn�t see him. All was darkness, pitch-black darkness. She struggled in his grasp, only to find that her hands were immobilized at her waist by what felt like a silk scarf. Her ankles too were bound together with a silk scarf. A rush of panic swept through her twisting her guts into a knot that threatened to strangle her.
" Calm yourself little one. " His deep rumbling voice soothed her. " It is my fault for demanding too much of you so early. You have deep needs to be met before you are ready to deal with some of the things I will demand of you."
She did calm a little at the sound of His words�Her confusion as to how He knew that she had disobeyed were brushed aside by His words. "I am your Master. How could I not know?" He stopped walking and stood with her in His arms as he continued to speak quietly.
" My pet, it does not bring me pleasure to have to punish you. My only wish is to bring you pleasure on levels you have never experienced before. But to do this I must have your complete obedience. There must be mutual trust and respect between us. I intend to push your limits but I will not damage your spirit. I do not want you broken and spiritless."
He lowered her onto some sort of leather bench. She felt the smooth cool surface against her bottom and thighs. As she shifted she found that it wasn�t wide, she swayed before finding her balance, He steadied her with a hand on her shoulder, speaking softly to her. " Many times you will find yourself teetering on the edge much as you are doing now. But you will not fall unless I wish you too."
His hand pushed against her shoulder sending her off balance. She gasped in shock as she felt herself beginning to tumble backwards. But, He quickly stopped her backward motion and set her upright again. " I shall endeavor to see that you do not fall again unless it is by my command."
Before she could formulate a reply, His hands guided her to lie back on the narrow surface of the bench. It was only about ten or twelve inches wide, her shoulders stuck out over the edges. His right hand reached down to grip her ankles, raising her legs up at right angles to her body and the bench, while His left steadied her with its grip on her right shoulder. " Keep your legs upright like this little one. Lay very still I have to let go of your shoulder for a moment."
She obeyed wordlessly, the racing of her heart threatened to rock her from the narrow surface as she felt Him release the scarf that bound her ankles. His cool fingers pressed against her calves spreading her legs, until they are about two feet apart, before snapping shut foam lined cuffs around her ankles to keep them in that position. Her body rocked on the beam that suddenly felt very narrow, she stomach lurched when she felt His hands on her hips pulling her naked bottom toward Him until her tailbone was poised over the end of the bench, her legs were stretched up over her ribs with just enough give to allow her to bend her knees a little. Her arms, still bound to her waist, offered her no means of maintaining balance.
He steadied her with one long fingered hand as He moved back to her side, fingers stroking her hair. He spoke softly. " Now my pet," the fingers traced the rise of her cheekbone, " I need you to understand something. You feel this ledge you are laying on?" His thumb brushed across her lips, " This is where I want you. When I am giving you pleasure this is the place you will await my command to cum."
His right hand stroked the back of her thigh, the touch soft and unhurried. His left forefinger followed the contour of her jaw to her earlobe before sliding down her neck to the hollow of her throat. " You must learn self control in order to fully enjoy your submission to my will. You are in a position now pet where you are completely at the mercy of your own will. If, while I am giving you pleasure, you should lose control, you will fall and you will hang there while I punish you for failing."
His fingers slid down to cup her breast, the thumb circling her aureole, the dark skin puckered up around her hardened nipple. Her stomach roiled as the impact of His words sank home. In spite of her efforts to control it her heart raced, its beats drumming in her ears. His palm cupped her ass, squeezing and kneading it gently. A soft groan escaped her lips, "another setup" her ego whispered from the back of her mind, "you will fail, He has set you up for it again."
" You will only fail if you allow it to happen little one." His hand emphasized the point with a sharp snap of His fingers against the rounded globe of her ass.
She flinched, biting her lower lip as she concentrated on keeping her balance. " Very good little one. Lets see how long you can keep that up alright? Look to your left my pet."
She turned her eyes to the left to find an old fashioned sand filled hourglass floating in the blackness. As she watched, it slowly turned over, " If you can wait until the sand has run from the hour glass and cum when I command without losing control of your position I will forego the punishment you have earned today."
She watched as the grains of sand trickled from the upper globe, the tiny stream fell in slow motion, she could hear its soft hiss as it tumbled onto the bottom of the lower globe. She swallowed the lump in her throat as she turned her eyes to look at Him, only to find herself peering into the ebony darkness once again. Looking back to the hourglass, the only relief from the blackness, she watches the sands of time move slowly. His hands left her body, allowing her to hover there in the deep darkness.
A moment later, she felt His palms against the backs of her thighs, then His breath like fire washing over the exposed lips of her pussy. She shut her eyes, a shudder ran through her, forcing her to concentrate in order to maintain her balance. The hot tip of His tongue stabbed deep inside the honey coated mouth of her sheath, snaked its way to an impossible depth and began to squirm, probing every hidden place in her womb. Then it slowly withdrew to snake up and around her clit where it rolled and played with the hard little nub, twitching back and forth across its head until she was groaning with the effort of remaining still. She wanted to writhe wildly beneath its touch.
Her body quivered with the effort she was exerting to maintain control. Her whimpers grew desperate, as His tongue set her on fire. It lashed against her clit and delved deep inside her with alternate timing. Drawing her to the edge of orgasm then changing, interrupting the flow only to begin again, until she felt she would go mad. She looked to the hourglass once more to find it barely trickling through the opening. A weak cry of desperation and frustration broke from her lips. Just when she felt like her mind was going to shred apart at the seams He drew back from her with a soft whisper. " Very good my pet. "
She felt Him step closer to her up-raised bottom. The thick bulbous head of His penis teased along the lips of her vulva. She swallowed hard, not having seen or experienced His erection in their previous encounter she had not known what to expect, but the massive hardness against her was truly beyond her wildest imaginings. Fear of having that forcing it�s way into her, almost shook her from the narrow bench�she forced herself to be as still as the quaking of her body would allow. Barely daring to breath as the head of the monster shuffled along the insides of her thighs, nosing into the wet folds to butt up against her clit. Circling and searching until it found the tiny tight opening of her pussy, where it pressed against the clenching muscles, testing their strength.
She tried to breath between the sobbing whimpers that she couldn�t control. Torn between her desire to wake up, to escape and the burning desire to find fulfillment.
" Don�t you cum my pet. Do Not Cum!" He voice sounded like thunder in the air around her. She turned desperate eyes to the hourglass. The sands had filled the bottom globe to nearly three quarters full. A little ray of hope bloomed in her heart that she might yet make it. Her back muscles were screaming with the strain of maintaining her balance on the beam. Her insides felt like molten lava bubbling and roiling about, seeking escape.
The head of His enormous cock began to probe in earnest now. It thrust forward seeking entrance with an unrelenting pressure that forced her tissues aside and stretched her mercilessly. She cried out piteously, the agony of resisting the siren�s song of her orgasm worse than the pain of being opened so wide to accept his erection. The head bottomed out against the back of her womb and He paused to give her a moment to adjust.
She took a few shuddering breaths that threatened her tenuous position, the muscles in her back and hips struggled to keep her level. Her eyes fluttered open again to look at the hourglass. The sands were piling high in the bottom globe. " Soon." She thought.
Then He began to move inside her. Upon His withdrawing from her, she felt as if she were being pulled inside out. Completely leaving her clinging sheath to circle the opening before driving back into her with such force that she was shifted up the beam. Her body surged with the rush of adrenaline from having her precarious balance nearly snatched away from her.
His hands gripped the tops of her thighs drawing her back toward Him, but offered her no stability. Her sobbing cries of frustration and fear of failing broke the darkness into blazing flashes of lightening. The Hourglass was nearly empty. His cock drove in to her with a hard steady pace.
" What do you want little one? " His voice boomed. " Tell me what you want. Beg me for it little one� convince me to allow it. " He ordered.
Beg? The word distracted her for a moment of time. Talk� he wanted her to talk� dear god � she could barely breath for fear of losing control. Her lips opened and closed as her mind frantically sought the words that would give her what she so desperately needed.
" WHAT DO YOU WANT??" His voice boomed again.
" AAAAAAAHHH GaWD Masterrrrrr� " She screamed, " I want to Cummmmmm!"
" I want to Cummmmmmm." Her voice broke, she sobbed helplessly. " Please Master� Please I want to cum. I need to cum."
Her eyes sought the hourglass the last grains of sand fell from the upper globe to float slowly down.
" Then cummm for me pet. Cum now! " His cock drove into her with a fury as the hourglass exploded, sending out the grains of sand in meteor shower of light. Her cry of release became a wavering scream as her body was suffused by wave after wave of ecstasy. Every muscle in her clenched tight then snapped free, as the wave that had been towering over her crashed down and drove her from the edge of the beam.
She screamed in terror as she swung into the blackness, and hit the floor with a loud thud. For several minutes she was completely confused, her eyes darted around the familiar confines of her bedroom, she gasped and lay back limp on the pale carpet.
" Oh my god." She whispered. Lifting her head she looked at her feet where they still rested atop the mattress, the corner of the sheet wound around one ankle. Her body glistened with a fine layer of perspiration, the muscles twitching from the over load of adrenaline, up and down the insides of her thighs the fine coating of her own oils shimmered in the morning light that filtered through the blinds. She lay back once more and stared at the ceiling. " Oh for Pete�s sake," she muttered. " It was a dream. "
With a sigh, she tugged her foot free of the sheets and pushed herself to her feet. Her eyes, automatically moving to check the time display of her clock radio, widened with alarm as she saw the object sitting on top of the clock radio.
The tiny brass hourglass, the exact replica of the one in her dream, gleamed softly in the pale light. The strength went from her knees dropping her to the floor where she could only sit staring at the little hourglass in stunned amazement.