I am not a plaything for stupid boys, and I am not girl. I am a woman. I am a protective mother, and I am a sensual person. I have no tolerance for stupidity and lack of common sense, and I'm a bitch completely to the core. I am not a woman to be trifled with, nor am I a person to ignore. I'm perfectly willing to take my company elsewhere. It's not like I'm not pretty enough to get the attention that I want. I am dark and secretive, and I love my misery. It's a comfort blanket for me. I am sexual and wild, and if you can't handle it, you'll get nothing from me. I'm a smartass and a handful. I'm wild and unpredictable. I'm art inclined, singing induced, and I live in a fantasy world of my own. I'm a nerd. I love card games, and I love comics. I believe that love is just a fluke, and that real love lasts a lifetime. I believe that God chooses His favorites, and I wasn't one of them. My ideal mate is a person where I can be an enemy to their hero, a friend to their soul, and a lover to their sexuality. I want to be swept off my feet and seduced. I dream of flying through the clouds and seeing angels. I want my son to be handsome, and I dream everyday of what he will become. I work my ass off at school because I know that I can't get what I want by not caring. I'm hot and passionate, and I'm severe and cold. I believe that beauty is only skin deep, but it can be soul deep if you're willing to accept that looks aren't everything. I believe that highschool isn't reality. I think that war is just an excuse to own more land. I think that if you don't like who I am, then you should take a hike. I feel upset and hurt when a friend tells me my flaws. I believe that I CAN achieve perfection. It's just unlikely. I'm a powerful speaker, and I am highly intelligent. I can be mean and spiteful, and I know that I have a backstabbing streak in me. I am gentle and compassionate with my friends, and I believe that I shouldn't have to put on a mask over my feelings to prevent them from seeing how I really am. I believe that changing for someone isn't a bad thing... I believe that it is the progression of life. I'm opionated and arguementative when I want to be. I grew up in a good home where my parents loved each other. I have no reason to complain about my life.
So this is how I am. Take it for what I am. I'm complex, passionate, hot, cold, bitchy, happy, joyful, depressed and I'm beautiful. Don't like that? Tough.
That's who I am... REALLY. |
