| Poems |
| written by: Amanda Frehner |
| A True Friend |
| When everyone walked away from me, You were there for me When I had so much hurt to let go, you were there to listen to me. It seems that every time I needed someone you were there to hold me tight A true friend like you is something that not even my heart can describe. You seem to know when I need you As if you read my mind You always made sure I was happy, even if you were hurting inside I thank God for sending someone as special as you to be by my side. In your life you'll find such friends, you'll be as happy and thankful too. This is a rare thing, we can all agree true friends are a wish come true. At times I feel as if you're an angel I seem to enjoy each moment I spend with you. Why are you such a special friend? At times I wonder, I ask anyone out there can this really be true? I hope in this world we can always be such friends. I know when you are down, I will be there for you too. Just like you a true friend that you are, I will always be one for you too. |
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| I reach for you but can't touch you I yell and you can't hear me I run to you, but I still stay I move one step towards you, but two away I want you but just can't have you |
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| Friend |
| A friend to cry with To know your tears A friend to hide with To know your fears A friend to hold A friend to care One you know Will always be there A friend of hope A friend of love A friend to do for you All of the above A special friend could be hard to find One who will always be In part of your mind A friend to talk with To know what you are saying A friend to shop with Either is paying Go out and party Not out alone Someone to be with Gone or at home An arm to carry you To help you hold strong A person to help you No matter how long A voice of comfort A voice of fun A person to play with In the bright sun A power of faith A power of hope A power through pain Will help you cope This is a person Someone to be there 'till the end This is what makes someone Your best friend. |
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| Why Say Goodbye? |
| Why say goodbye? Why turn away? Why say we won't see eachother; after this day? Why do you frown? Why shed a tear? Why do you bow your head, as if in fear? Why that hurt look in your eyes? Why that look on your face? Why do you feel; as if this is the last place? Why all the sorrow? Why all the pain? Why all the sadness? Why again? Goodbyes are not forever They are not the last word They are just something to say Something to be heard They are a continuation A forwarding of what is to begin, A promise, a hope Not something to condemn Goodbyes should not bring torture, torment or dispair Feeling of comfort and patience should instead be presented there. This is not the end. This is not our last chance For in this thing we call life, It is only one dance. So I say once more, Why say goodbye? To end this way, to make it final, Why even then??? |
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| For You |
| I dream of us laying in a field of green With the sun shining and lighting our scene You are so beautiful and fruitful this day And forever in this place with you I would stay I look onto you as you gaze onto the horizon You have a look that is all so suprising A look of gratification In this place you have found peace in its strangeness The two of us alone in a scene so tranquil It is what I wanted, my hopes fulfilled I turn to you and tell you how I feel But you press your fingers to my lips Keeping my words at bay, so the words I skip Just to see you here brings a tear to ease It must not end, we must not leave Here with you is where I stay But the other world is true; no dream; no fake So I close my eyes and take in a breath I have made my choice and it was to death A dream has to end sometime I believe And death is forever, it would not allow me to leave So today I will live in a world that has you Keeping in mind the dream I've seen to make it true In hopes that one day I could recreate it with you The vision of you and I together again, Gives me inspiration, motivation, and a place to begin. |
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| A Dream |
| You were in my dream the other night I long to see you once more, I just might. In my dreams you are everything To you in reality, I am nothing What are you like once I awake? Are you similar to my dreams, or just as fake? When I am awake do I love ou the same? Or to think you love me, is that just lame? I dream again knowing we will never meet For that reason, my heart aches on every beat My only hope to see you lies in other dreams My heart begs for you to return in loud painful screams |
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| Reflections |
| Reflections of moments in time Reflections of what I left behind Dinstant memories of those I use to know Come back when something familiar will show And though I can't bring back the past At least I have those moments that are happy and sad, Those moments in time, Those memories of a time, Those reflections of my life. |
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| Mindly Whispers |
| My subconscious whispers in my dreams It calls your name in tortured screams Be wildered mind and vanquished heart I wish it would, this pain, depart But no, my mind, won't let it be My heart it just won't set me free I'm told to fight a battle lost A battle fought with utmost cost. The light is gone, I've lost existence My souls bound by absurd persistence. I can't awake the dream has control The phases of sleep, pain, then bitter cold. It's almost as if i'm going to die The dream remains, but the body still lies. Again the cold has come and gone As I awake to yet another dawn I ask again, as I have before Why, this pain, must I endure? |
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| Simply A Dream |
| I dreamed last night of a place I long A place I feel welcome, a place I belong A place that will always bring satisfaction To people who strive to do their best And people who really care about the rest. This place is simple, yet so complex Nothing breaks so nothing is fixed A place free from discrimination and race These social restrictions never enter this place. Hipocracy and materialism aren't known, And the stream of honesty is forever flown A place where love is the only key For everyone to feel contene and free Then I awake from this tremendous place, To realize that this world was mearly a trace. And I was left with what seemed Was simply an idea, simply a dream. |
| To My Dear Friend, Far Away |
| You left my house Just a minute ago And I almost burst into tears It makes me so scared For all the other sad goodbyes That await in my life I can't believe you are gone The only one that let me in Who opened the door that opened my heart The person I love most in this world Farewell, return safe to me How I wish I had courage I wish I could look into your eyes and say those words. Without a smirk, Or even a love drenched tear To disturb the perfection of the moment. |
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| Always You |
| I think of you every night Thinking that you would think of me But no matter how hard I try You are still in my mind But I don't know how to say these words to you. Maybe because I am afraid of your love for me. Maybe your not going to return that love for me. I will still love you at the end of my days. Because I know we were ment to be together and I want to spend all the days of my life with you All I want is you to be by my side forever. |
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| Are You Thinking of Me? |
| Are you thinking of me? I am thinking of you I wonder if you are thinking of me 'cause I still miss you We don't see eachother for weeks, and I still miss you. I wonder if we are going to see eachother soon Because the only thing that matters to me is you. You are the one thing on Earth that I care the most for. So I am asking you, Are you thinking of me? |
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| A Special Friend |
| You seem to know how to make my days so bright You always take the time to ask if I need anything before we say goodbye, You're so true and loving only God could know How much you mean to me, how much you capture my heart and soul. You seem to know what I need in this world, Whenever I am lost. Taking the time to share with me Your open heart and deepest thoughts. You keep me smiling even if you are down and blue Making me feel the bond we have with eachother is stronger than glue I may at times not know, how to show you how much I care I can tell you; that I will always be there for you Time goes by fast when I am with you I seem to enjoy our conversations with someone sweet and true In this world I hope, we can be such good friends This friendship means so much to me Praying this will never end. I will always be here to listen to you I will always be your special friend. |
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| Best Friends in Love |
| Best friends are always the best They understand you And you understand them. When you know them well, You have a weird feeling deep in your heart As you start to look at them in such a different way. What happens when you start to fall in love with your best friend? You'll do everything to find out. What if your feelings are right? You are starting to fall in love with your best friend. It is a good thing because you know them and you know everything is going to be ok But what if they don't have the same feelings as you? Would you hide it from them? Or would you let them know how you really feel? Believe in yourself Do what is right Tell them There are times when the answer could be 'yes' Believe in yourself Have a little bit of courage. Because everything will be like you dreamed of, and that special one will never imagine how blind he was, without knowing the real love is for you. |
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| All About Me! |
| Amanda Blunt, Fun, Random, & Sarcastic Relative of Daniel Frehner Who feels Alive, Anxious, & Hyper Lover of Dolphins, England, & Her "guy" Who fears Moving, Punishments, & Tests Who needs Family, Friends, & Love Who gives Happiness, Hugs, & Jokes Who would like to see Alaska Resident of Provo Utah Frehner |
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| Lets Do A Haiku |
| Dragonflies Haiku Dragonflies are great Fluttering their scaly wings Very very fast My Guy Haiku His wonderful eyes My hope for his love so great The love for my guy Waterfall Haiku As waterfalls fall I hear the water splashing now it is alive Castles Haiku I see them building Building castles in the sky The key I do have |
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| Am I lieing? |
| I am Amanda Frehner. I love frogs. I have broken my left arm twice. My middle name is Ariel. I had a monkey as a pet. I am half Swiss and half Canadian. My favorite movie is A Walk to Remember. I was born in a cab while my parents were on vacation in LV. I can do a helicopter toss with a color guard flag. I know how to fix my VCR. My middle name is Ariel because of The Little Mermaid. I love England. I am Amanda Frehner. |
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| This was not written by me, I am unaware of who to credit it to, if you know, please inform me in the guestbook |
| I AM A WOMAN |
| I am a woman I shave my legs, I sit down to pee. And I can justify any, Shopping spree. Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon. Can get a massage, without a hard-on I can balance the checkbook, can pump my own gas. Can talk to my friends, about the size of my ass. My beauty's a masterpiece, and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit, to others when I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles, at any cost. And I don't have a problem, admitting I'm lost. I never forget, an important date. You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late. I don't watch movies, with lots of gore. Don't need instant replay, to remember the score. I won't lose my hair, I don't get jock itch. And just cause I'm assertive, don't call me a bitch. Don't say to your friends, "Oh yea, I can get her." In your dreams, my dear, I can do better! Flowers are okay, but jewelry's best. Would you look at my face, not at my chest! I don't have a problem, with expressing my feelings. I know when you're lying, you look at the ceiling. Don't call me a girl, a babe or a chick. I am a WOMAN, and I have a name! |
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