You have hurt me too many times
I am through with you.
I have made up my mind.
I don't need you anymore.
And I will not put myself in that relationship anymore.
Yes I still love you
And always will
But you don't love me
And still
Never will.
I shared something with you
That I can never get back
What you have done to me
Has turned my heart black.
I never thought it was possible
To hate someone so much
And at the same time,
Love them so much too.
You have made me feel like a fool again
By going back to you.
I fell in too deep again
And told you I loved you.
I was even willing to again share myself with you.
You have my heart
And I want it back.
I wish that I hadn't slept with you.
I wish that I hadn't met you.
I wish that I hadn't wasted twelve months of my life with you.
I wish that I hadn't wasted one-single tear on you.
You have no idea what you have done to me.
And I will never give you the time again
To let you see.
And I will never let you know
That you can get to me
And make me weak.