hopelesslyawake

What are you doing to me?
This is not suppose to be.
It is suppose to be the man I love
Not you I am thinking of
I lay hopelessly awake
Feeling my heart start to quake
With the thought of you and I
Laying close together, side by side,
Holding my hand so very tight
All through the night
I try and hold out the pain
But yet the tears fall like rain
I dream of you telling me not to cry,
And you're here by my side
You kiss my cheeks so sweetly
Then squeeze my hand so weakly
I try and pull away
Though I yearn to stay
My heart does not want you to leave me
But I already know this isn't mean to be