.: F e a r :.

I fear
That I will not survive tomorrow
How can I
When I just barely survived today?

I should
Be strong enough by now
Why do I
Constantly allow my heart to suffer?

My struggles
Fall one by one onto my heart
How can so many
Tears of depression stain my soul?

I feel
Numb with the frustration of uncertainty
How can I know
One day it will all be released?

I cry
Amidst a myriad of emotions
Why is it
That everyone leaves my side at once?

My life
A constant reminder of imperfection
Why do I help so many
When I can't even cure myself?

I fear
One day insecurities will transform my soul
That I will let you tear me down;
Allow myself to surrender to
My own
worst
fears...



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