| The Cherished Laughter that you throw at me, and clever stares, for which I'm never prepared. from afar we are so near unattending the overdose of fear, guilt, and the never ending betrayal, that makes me mean. She shows no care, as if she is unaware of the lonely, loving heart you give. 'tll your heart and hand let go, I'll be sitting, waiting here, still! |
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| The one I hate is the one I love. He makes me pissed at.... my own. At the same moment I don't Want him to be left alone. At times he makes me Feel so sure... A moment later he makes me feel So Insecure. The moments we shared together were nice at times... Yet, you always found a purpose to whine. Although I love the one I hate... I'm sure our life together Would've been great |
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| Humble, He Is! My armor against the wind! My Protector, forgiver, and the only man whom held my trust! Your Sentimental heart bled for me, just as mine did for you. Your wisdom amazingly filled the confusion in my soul! You were my light that went out! Leaving me to fend for myself, Not knowing if tomorrow brought an overbearing pain, or faith for today! To imagine your absence is much too hard. So, with this said, I imagine you as you are. 10*01*98 Melancholy Memoirs *Dedicated to my Grandpa Blackie.ckie |
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| Just when I thought you found some sense The next stop was up and you could no longer stand. Unassure of your deviant plan I came to see, You were no longer a man! You've fallen down to the lowest extreme With no sign of existence, loss or means. Yet, the day had come when we knew that it was us all along. No longer were we! For a long time that was too extreme. After all that we've been through, it didn't seem the same . And for that, we both knew. *melancholy memoirs 98-99 |
| I've tried to deny the fact that loving you could be a good thing. I've tried to deny the fact that you loving me back could be a bad thing. This Love is Selfish and it will swallow us both, So, lets just try to keep to ourselve's our thoughts and boasts. |
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