WE'VE BEEN MARRIED FOR THE LAST TWO AND A HALF YEARS. WE HAVE A 6 MONTHS OLD DAUGHTER NAMED SARAH WHO ENRICHES OUR LIFE AND IS, ALONG WITH US, GROWING REALLY FAST. I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT THESE ARE THE BEST YEARS OF MY LIFE SO FAR. AND I WOULDN'T TRADE IT FOR NOTHING.
IN THIS SHORT PERIOD OF TIME, I HAVE FELT TWO DIFFERENT KIND OF LOVE THAT TINGLE MY SENSES IN WAYS YOU WOULD ONLY UNDERSTAND IF YOU'VE LIVED MY LIFE.
FABRICIO AND I MET IN HIGH SCHOOL. WE WERE BEST-FRIENDS WHO COULD NOT STAND EACH OTHER, MOSTLY MY FAULT, BECAUSE I WOULD MAKE HIM WAIT FOR ME AT MY LOCKER AND HE WAS SO NEAT !!! AND I AM SO NOT!!!. PLUS HE TOLD ONE OF OUR FRIENDS THAT HE FELT SORRY FOR THE MAN WHO WOULD EVER MARRY ME BECAUSE I AM A PAIN IN THE ASS, WHICH CAN BE TRUE AT TIMES BUT GUESS WHO'S LAUGHING NOW.
BEING MARRIED SUCKS, YEAH I SAID IT IT SUCKS BIG TIME!!. IT'S LIKE HAVING AN UNCONTROLLABLE ITCH OR GUM STUCK TO YOUR IPOD. YOU LOVE THIS PERSON SO MUCH, THEN YOU HATE THEM SO BAD WHEN YOU GET INTO A FIGHT. BUT THEN AGAIN, YOU HAVE SOMEONE THERE YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON AND SHARE EVERYTHING WITH OR BLAME FOR EVERYTHING. FABRICIO'S BEST QUALITY BESIDES HIS GENUWINE SMILE AND DREAMY EYES ( hihihi) , IS THAT HE IS A MAN OF HIS WORD. PLUS HE CLEANS AND IS A GREAT FATHER AND HUSBAND.
BEING A MOM WAS SCARY AT FIRST.
I DON'T EVER WANT TO FAIL MY CHILDREN OR SPOIL THEM OR ABUSE THEM. I WOULD DIE PROTECTING THEM.
YOU KNOW HAVING SOMEONE WHO DEPENDS ON EVERY DECISION YOU MAKE AND WHO WILL BE AFFECTED BY EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOUR MISTAKES IS THOUGH TO LIVE WITH OR UP TO. BUT NOW I KNOW THAT I WOULD ALWAYS BE A RELIABLE PARENT WHO WOULD ALWAYS PUT MY CHILDREN FIRST BECAUSE THERE IS NO ONE WHO' S EVER LOVED OR IS EVER GOING TO LOVE ME THE WAY SARAH DOES. I FEEL IT DEEP INSIDE MY SOUL.
I LOVE HER SO MUCH THAT EVEN HER POOPY DIAPERS SMELL LIKE ROSES, OK THAT ONE IS A LIE, BUT IT DOESN'T SMELL AS BAD AS IT WOULD IF SHE DIDN'T COME FROM US. I AM NOT PERFECT. BUT ONE THING I CAN TRY TO GIVE HER IS THE LIFE I ALWAYS DREAMED OF HAVING. ONE DAY, SHE WILL STAND UP PROUD AND KNOW THAT SHE CAME FROM LOVE, A TRUE AND SINCERE LOVE. AND THAT SHE CAN DO ANYTHING. THAT MEANS A LOT TO ME. MORE THAN GOLD WHICH I LOVE!!!
EVEN IF MY FAIRYTALE ENDS TOMORROW, I WILL NEVER HAVE REGRETS BECAUSE SOMEHOW, THE LIFE I'VE BEEN RUNNING AWAY FROM, IS THE ONE IN WHICH, I FOUND THE HAPPINESS, THE LOVE I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR ALL OF MY LIFE...