A ray of light, new hope
A warm breeze, new dance
The smell of newborn flowers, new start
The sunshine pours through your window, you groan,
Do I have to?
The breeze, although warm, makes you bury beneath the layers
The fresh smell of flowers plays a game with you
You are to decide whether to play or not
You play, and climb out
Out of where?
Lately I've been thinking
Maybe more than needed
About what I need
And what I don't
Days went by then weeks
I got so very confused
I almost gave up hope
Then one day, it hit me
It was almost all too simple
A friend, a special friend, that's what
To help me through my problems
Luckily I found one
Now I'm not as confused
I'm actually pretty happy
My friend has helped me a lot
Thank you, my dear friend
On the first note, I was slowly rising
The lights shone
My face was all aglow
I was being carried by the flowing music
Up to the top
Each intricate step, carefully placed
Didn't matter
My soul was being carried on the wings of eagles
Flying higher
Nothing could stop me
The pace quickened
The end of something wonderful
Was about to begin
To me, the end was far away
It never came closer
On this 106th anniversary, it was something wonderful
We were like snowflakes frolicking in the wind
Ever so graceful
My feet never touched the ground
I was flying
The last note of the music approached
Not even that could stop me
My heart soared higher every moment
Through the top
No one could stop me....
I want to run
From the quirks
That eat at my flesh, my soul
They haunt me
With a daily torture
I'm all alone with no shadow
Standing in a bright room
My heart exposed
It gleams with an unfamiliar glare
I want it covered
But no, nothing can cover it
It must be hidden
From them, society, and Him
No one must know
But deeper, I want to shout
My quirks, issues, saddness
All that cause pain
I should know better
The bright room is empty
Except Him
He cannot know!
Oh but he does
I must run with my heart
Where, I do not know
There is nowhere
They've faded back into scenery
I wish they didn't
He walks towards me
And places a hand on my shoulder
And compassionately looks at me
Without saying a word
He tells me I'll be alright
I start to cry...
The room!
I've nowhere to go!
The flower has wilted
The lion weak
I hunch over, wailing
To no one
Where did He go?
I close my eyes
Reality
Although an illusion, it's real
What now?
The illusion should have been reality
In truth, it is
So again I hide
And try to hide the emotion
That consumes my body
Now I wait
For what, I do not know
I'll continue to silently cry
And wait for a returning