Happily ever after
Happily ever after,
That's how they want you to think it will be,
But it's not,
Not at all in reality.
The deaths, the tears, the fears, the falls,
Through it all we still go on.
The broken hearts,
The cheating friends,
So much pain that never ends.
The fake smiles that seem to make everything okay,
But not for you, because you know the pain won't go away.
Bright and cheery, but oh so weary,
Because inside your heart is breaking in two.
Giving up
I'm giving up on loving you
I cant take the pain you've put me through
Deep down I know the feelings are always there
Maybe someday you will care
At least for now I can hide my pain
I know if I don't, I'll go insane
Our time apart has made me realize
There is no second chance when it comes to guys
I almost had you back one time
But of course, you changed your mind
The many excuses that you have told
Are getting lame and really old
We never talk anymore
Its like a room to your life and you have slammed the door
It hurts to know you've shut me out
Now i know what love is all about
You're happy then you cry and cry
Where there was truth, becomes all lies
All in all it never ends for good
But then again, who thought it would?
How Do I
How do I tell you I want to die,
Yet I'm not suicidal?
How do I tell you I give up,
Yet I refuse to fall?
How do I tell you all that I know
Without scaring you away?
How do I tell you what I really feel
Without fearing what you might say?
How do I let you know who I really am
And not change your perceptions?
How do I break my thoughts down for you
And not lose there connections?
How do I open my heart to you
Yet not fear it will be broken?
How do I convince myself, you wouldn't hurt me,
And believe everything thats spoken?
How do I let go of my fears and tears
And trust that these feelings are true?
How do I tell you how much I care
And not say I love you?
Mirror, Mirror
Mirror, Mirror on the wall
Why before you do I crawl?
To see the images of what I have become
And a soul that has been beaten numb
Mirror, Mirror that reflects
Can you show me no respect?
Frost your surface to what I see
And please keep no remembrance of me
Mirror, Mirror, dead and shattered
Will your destruction really matter?
Of course it doesn't, there remains my eyes
Where I see the world from and where emotion lies
Sorry
I'm not supposed to love you
I'm not supposed to care
I'm not supposed to live my life
wishing you were there
I'm not supposed to wonder
where you are or what you do
I'm sorry but I can't help myself
I'm still in love with you
Alone
Don't know what id do without you
If you weren't here to keep me sane
Probably would be dead somewhere
Not responding to my name
You might think its stupid
Others might think its dumb
That I feel I owe so much to you
It's all thanks to you
What I have become
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