I'll Be Missing You


Every step I take... 
'No...No...Please' I sobbed in's arm outside in the rain at night,had died in the car crash...I felt a Hand on my shoulder and I knew 
its. 
Every move I make...
I Turned round and findin tears...He needed me now that his best friend and the love of my life have gone. 
Every single day...
I look back atand tried my best not to cry as I bit my bottom lip...look so peaceful sleeping on the ground. 
Everytime I pray... 
I sobbed after I gently kiss's forehead & his soft lip, I stood up slowly as I stare at. I couldn't believe what happening...it doesn't feel 
real? I feel like screaming but no sound come out. I saw the ambulance men takingin the ambulance van and I stare at it until it was 
gone... 
I'll be missing you...

I woken up from the nightmare, looks beside me quickly...thank god he's still here, I shookawake. 
'Earrh?'muttered as he rubs his eyes, he look at the clock next to him and looked back to me. 
'Babe, its 5am...don't tell me you had the same nightmare about me?' He sat up so he could stretches his arms. 
I smile weakly, I was worried because mostly my dreams come true which is scary as some of my dreams was about's death so i was worried 
that if it might come true. 
'Come here, just go sleep baby' He rested my head on his chest, I close my eyes, hearing his heart beating slowly and then faster at the same 
time, I wanted to hear that forever because without it...I'm nothing. 
I feel his hand stroking my hair, feeling that and hearing his heart beat...well I can say, I'm madly in love with him and nothing going to 
change that.

I felt my eyes blinded by the lights, I opened my eyes to findwalking over to me with a tray. 
'Morning Sweetheart' He whispered as he put the tray of breakfast next to me and kiss my forehead. 
I smiled and sighed. 
looked at me, knowing what wrong so he sat on the bed, facing me as he play with my hands with his. 
'Baby, you've got to eat...Stop worrying about the dreams because I'm not going to let that happen and would I leave my baby without me?...
No so it's ok' He whispered, smiled softly and kiss my lip gently. 
is a perfect sweet guy anyone could ask for, he looked after me and stays with me most of the day so I can make sure nothing happened 
to him and he's fine with that. 
'What you want to do today then' He grinned as he reaches out for the tray and place it on my lap. 
'Hmm Let watch DVDS with?' I smiled. 
nodded, he loves hanging out with his best friend and his girlfriend together. 
I sighed as I looked at my bacon, eggs and beans...I tried not to think about the taste & the smell of it making me sick. 
I cut a piece of bacon and slowly put it in my mouth,smiled at me...he was proud of me doing so well...but I wasn't as I jumped out the 
bed and ran to the bathroom with him following behind.

'No No' I Giggled with my back lying on's Lap asWas Tickling In front of me on the sofa. 
'Alright the Movie starting now'shouted as he turn the volume loud. 
I sat up, trying to get the right place in the middle asandare Fat Idiots. 
'Will you stop moving!'Laughed and pushes me to. 
'Excuse you bloody fat arse!' I giggled as I sat in the right place for once. 
'Quiet!'shouted. 
'Ooo'and I said in mocking voice, we always do that towhen he shouted "Quiet". 
looked at us and smiled...trying not to laugh. 
'Come on...you can laugh!' I tried to tickle him. 
'Hey, TITS!'shouted,burst out laughing...well ifSay "Tits",Laugh...Weird Lads I know! 
'What the deal with "Tits"' I cross my arms together as I looked atandat the same time. 
'You won't know...it�s a lad thing'laughed which madelaughed as well. 
'Fine' I muttered and went back watching TV. 
'Oooo'andmocking and copied my "Crossing Arms Together and being moody" thing. 
'Stop it' I shouted, trying not to laugh but&'s "Straight face" got me in stitches. 
'Ok Ok Enough...Please let watch the movie' I smiled and put my arms aroundand.

'No...PleaseStop It' I shouted at him as I threw his arms off me. 
'Come on, please...I really like you' He whispered and came closer to me. 
'No' I pushed him off me but his heavy weight pushes me on the sofa, he went on top of me. 
'Please' I whispered in a shaky voice. 
'ButWon't Know' He bend over to kiss me, I keep moving my face left to right to stop him from going to my lip but he grab my face 
and kiss me. 
I struggle to break free, he tried to enter his tongue but I didn't let it. 
He pulled away, smiled at me and strokes my cheek. 
I was shock, angry and ashamed.'s Best friend had just Kiss me, well worse...he force to kiss me. 
smiled at me again until I felt his hand on my legs, going up. I shouted atand tried to move harder but he's too heavy.

Suddenly I woke up, I sighed & looked on my left to findsleeping and then looked on my right to findsleeping as well. I couldn't 
believe my dream...I got to stop that dream from happening! I laid my head on the cushion behind me until I heard crash behind me...It 
wokenandup. 
'What was that?'rubbed his eyes,Looked Behind me and then slam back to his sleeping position. 
'...what was it?' I whispered. 
'You're freaking handbag you left on the table fell on the floor' He muttered as he was trying to get back to sleep. 
'What if I left the handbag on the floor and it's something else?' I whispered again. 
'It's your handbag, so shut up and go back to sleep'moaned. 
I looked at, he was sitting up with his arm cross but he was falling asleep until woken up as his body nearly dropped on his side. 
I giggled, he laughed and sighed. 
'What up?' I whispered to. 
'Tired' He laughed quietly. 
'I am as well...I've just had a nightmare and this lazy ar$e is going to bed, even worse he is lying on his front so I can't cuddle up to him' I smiled 
to myself as I watchessleeping. 
'Aww not another nightmare? Come here...you can cuddle up to me'smiled as he took his arm out. 
'Thank you' I smiled and went over to. 
I got inside the covers and place my head in his arms, he pulls the covers offand put it over me to make sure I'm warm enough. 
'Thanks' I smiled, He smiled back and kisses my forehead before we headed off to sleep.

The next following day,,and I decided to go out for lunch. 
'Where you want to go babe?'asked me as he put his arm around me. 
'Erm...I love this America Diner, it's so gorgeous!' I giggled. 
'It is sweetie, but every time we go there, you always order the same food'sighed. 
'No I don't...Like what then' I crossed my arms,andgave me the look. 
'Chicken Wings' they both said at the same time. 
'Oh fine, where you want to go then' I rolled my eyes. 
'I'm not really hungry you know'looked atand then me. 
'Me neither'nodded. 
'Oh now you�re leaving me on my own, fine go! Go to the pub or whatever, I'll be fine on my own' I muttered, hoping it persuadeand 
to stay with me. 
'Ok you'll be ok on your own, we be at the pub! Love you'kiss me and walked off with. 
I stood there in shock, how could he? Er? I was confused but a least I've got his credit card! 
I went to get something to eat before shopping and splashing his money on clothes, shoes...surely he wouldn�t mind!

I walked in the house, and dropped the 7 bags on the floor in front ofandwho are sitting on the couch watching Tv.stare at 
the bags and then to me with his mouth open. 
'You didn't...' He jumped up and searches his credit card in his pockets. 
I giggled and bit my bottom lip,looked back at me and smirks. 
'Oh you naughty girl!' He laughed as he ran over to me and threw me over his shoulder. 
'!!' I screamed at the top of my voice. 
put me down, and put his hand out...I took the credit card out my purse and place it on his hand. 
'Do it again, I cut you're clothes up'tried not to laugh and walk back to the couch. 
'Oh yeah, like to see you try!' I giggled, I sawput his right hand on the table beside him and grab the knife. 
'Ok Ok' I giggled as I grab my bags. 
Before I walked up the stairs, I look atin a flirty way to tease him. 
'Don't you want to see what I've brought' I said in a flirty tone as I bit my bottom lip while staring at. 
'Mate, go home' He looked atwho is laughing his head off. 
'Ah alright mate, see you later' He laughed to himself and walked out the house. 
I looked atand smirked. 
'Well, Come on you'jumped off the couch and grab my hand to lead me upstairs but I didn't move. 
'What?' He got confused. 
'Get dress, I brought you some suit...we're going to my parent's house for a meal' I walked past him. 
'Oh man, I don't want to see your dad again'moaned. 
'Well you and my dad better be good tonight!' I gave him the bag with his suit inside. 
'Hey hey! Your dad is a trouble maker! He wouldn't accept that am with you and tried to make me mess the night!'moaned as we walked 
in our bedroom. 
'Well I tell him to behave, you better be as well!' I empty my bags on the bed. 
'Excuse me...look at this 3 inches scar on my arm...I wonder who that from! You're dad!' He took his shirt off. 
'Hey Hey! You threaten him that why!' I put on my dress. 
'With you're little brother shoe! And he threatens me with a knife! And then freaking stabs me!' He put on the black pant. 
'Well it's my little brother fault! He push my dad and he mistaken stab you' I threwhis white shirt. 
'Well if he threatens me one more time, I freaking kill that guy'muttered. 
'!' I shouted as I stood there, staring at me. 
'What?' he looked at the floor, trying not to laugh. 
I giggled and walked over to him. 
'I Love you, you know that' He smiled as he place his arms around me. 
'I Love you too' I smiled.

Me andwere nattering about while walking to my parent's house. 
'But I will fecking kill him if he does that again'muttered. 
', don�t start now' I rolled my eyes. 
'Oh Don�t' get me started on your litter brother, he does my nut in!'moaned...Again. 
'Shut up, we're here now' I grab's hand and knock on the door. 
'Let the show begin'rolled his eyes, I hit his arm until a door went open, it was my dad. 
'Sweetheart' He gave me a kiss on cheek until he saw. 
'...' He muttered. 
''smiled nastily. 
'Come in' Dad let us in and shut the door behind us. 
'Arrrghhh!!!' I heard my little brother screaming toward us, He head butted's stomach. 
'Ahhh'bends down while holding his stomach. 
'!' I shouted at my little brother. 
'Dad'looked at my dad; he then took out �5 and places it on's hand. 
'Oh Dad, Stop payingto hurt!' I shouted at my dad. 
'It's ok...Honest!'tried to speak. 
'Aww, come on pookie' I lead him to the Living room and put him on the chair. 
'That my chair' Dad muttered. 
'It's not for now dad' I muttered through my teeth at him. 
'Right I'm going to see mum, be good' I walked out the room. 
'Do you had to come tonight'rolled his eyes. 
'In matter of fact, your daughter has to drag me here'put his hands behind his head. 
'Why cause your scared of me that she has to drag you here'laughed. 
'Listen to me you bas...'stopped as I walked in. 
'What up?' I was confused and sat next to. 
'Nothing, we were just talking'stare at Dad in evil way. 
'Dad, go and help mum' I said, when my dad walked out the room...I look at. 
'He is doing my head in'muttered. 
'Fine, Go! If you don't want to be here then go!' I push him off the chair. 
'Fine then!'shouted back and walked out. 
Then it hit me, the dream...Car crash...I couldn�t leave him. 
'Mum dad! I have to go! Sorry about tonight!' I shouted and ran out after. 
'What are you doing out here'shouted while carrying on walking. 
I was still running after him, trying to catch up to him. 
'Look I Hate your dad and it's not my fault! He always started the freaking fight'turned round to face me and when he turn back round, 
a car was speeding near him. 
'!! Watch out!' I screamedlooked at the speeding car and jumped on his right and manage to miss the car. 
I stood there in shocked...he just cheated his death,looked at me in shocked as well so i ran over to him and he pull me into his arms. 
'Never do that again' I whispered. 
'I Promise'whispered back. 
I couldn't believe it, my dream was suppose to come true but Lee cheated it and if he cheated it, my 2nd dream will come true...that is with 
me and Duncan...

I sat on the sofa, staring in the distance with nothing on my mind. 
'Baby, I'm going to work now...will you be ok?' I jumped asplace his arm around me. 
'Hm? Oh Yeah yeah' I muttered. 
'I invitedover to keep you company, I see you later baby' He kiss my forehead and walked out the house. 
? Coming here...we be alone though? What am I going to do!? I know I just tell him before anything happened to us. 
'Hey Hey'grinned as he walked through the house door. 
'Hi' I smiled back,walked over to me and sat next to me. 
'So want to watch a movie?' He smiled. 
'Yeah Yeah, you choose' I smiled, hiding my fear. 
I couldn't tell him! I might scare him off or something. 
Couples Hours later. 
'That movie was good wasn't it'smiled and went closer to me. 
'Erm...so then' I smiled weakly, I was getting the feeling that it's coming true. 
place his arm around me which made me jumped. 
'What are you doing?' I whispered. 
'I Like you, I mean I really Do' He smiled sweetly and went even closer to me. 
'No...PleaseStop It' I shouted at him as I threw his arms off me. 
'Come on, please...I really like you' He whispered and came closer to me. 
'No' I pushed him off me but his heavy weight pushes me on the sofa, he went on top of me. 
'Please' I whispered in a shaky voice. 
'Don't be scared please, i really like you' He whispered with pleading. 
'Please, don�t make this nightmare come true' I sobbed,looked at me as if he felt sorry for me and got off me. 
'Shit, why didn't you tell me?'pulled me in for a hug. 
I didn't say anything but just sobbed in his arms. 
'I'm so sorry! I do really like you but if you could of told me about the nightmare before it happened, it wouldn�t of happened' He whispered 
as he strokes my hair. 
'I'm sorry' I whispered as I sobbed quietly. 
'No, Am sorry, I'm not going to do like that again' He pulled out of the hug and look in my eyes and smiled. 
'You look cute when your mascara around your eyes likes a panda' He chuckled. 
I giggled and looked down. 
'Best friend?' He put his pinkie finger out, I giggled and link my pinkie finger with his. 
'Best friend' I smiled, He smiled back and pulled me in a tight hug.

'...I've got something to tell you'walked over to me, I could tell something bad going to happen. 
'Your mum and dad died in a car crash' he whispered as he took my hand. 
NO! My head screamed, I felt dizzy and sick...why them? Why not me? 
saw my tears trickling down my cheek and pulls me in for a hug. 
'I'm sorry baby' he whispered as he strokes my hair. 
'Why...Why them' I sobbed in his shirt. 
'Wait...what about my brother...please don't tell me he's dead as well?' I sobbed as I looked at Lee's eyes, the look on his face tells me 
that my own brother is dead as well, I screamed and fell on the floor crying. 
bends over to me and pulls me into his arms and kisses my forehead.

'Baby....Baby!'shouted, I jumped while panting and looked at. 
'You had a nightmare again' He wiped my fringe out the way and took my hand. 
'Oh god' I whispered as I just remember what my dream was about...well a nightmare. 
'What was it about hunny' he pulled me into his arms, I sighed and shooked my head. 
'Go on, tell me' he moves my head to face him. 
I told him all about my nightmare,has this shock in his face like he couldn't believe the nightmare I've just had. 
'What am I going to do, I can't stop it' I sobbed,shooked his head and put my head on his shoulder. 
'I don't know baby, we can't stop your nightmares'strokes my hair and then kiss my head. 
I looked at the clock, it was 5am...I've got to warn my family before it happened. 
'I'll be right back' I jumped out the bed and grab my car keys. 
I drove to my mum and dad's house, jumped out the car and ran to the front door, knocking really loudly. 
'Mum! Dad!!' I screamed through the letterbox...no reply. 
'Where are they' I panted as I look around the street. 
'They must be staying at my sister's...' I whispered, hoping they are. 
I took my mobile out and rang my mum...but there was no answer, I tried my dad's and's but there was no answer as well. 
I scanned through my mobile to find my sister's new mobile then I've just remembered, I didn't put her new number in my phone...she left 
me a paper with her number a week ago and I must left it by...my dressing table. 
I ran to my car and drove back to mine and's, when I walked in the house,looked at me with a sad face. 
'...I've got something to tell you'walked over to me, I could tell something bad going to happen. 
'Your mum and dad died in a car crash' he whispered as he took my hand. 
NO! My head screamed, I felt dizzy and sick...why them? Why not me? 
saw my tears trickling down my cheek and pulls me in for a hug. 
'I'm sorry baby' he whispered as he strokes my hair. 
'Why...Why them' I sobbed in his shirt. 
'Wait...what about my brother... please don't tell me he's dead as well?' I sobbed as I looked at's eyes, the look on his face tells me 
that my own brother is dead as well, I screamed and fell on the floor crying. 
bends over to me and pulls me into his arms and kisses my forehead. 
Why am I always too late to stop my nightmares!

'I Love You Mum.Dad.Boy' I sobbed as I place 3 roses on the grave. 
'Come on babe'whispered as he put his arm around me, we walked to his car, I didn't want to go to after funeral party...why shall I? 
'Babe, I've got to go get my money changes'kisses my forehead and walked off, across the road. 
I sat in the car,went in the back seat until I burst in tears. 
'Hey Hey, Come here darling'moved up, I got out the car and went in the back seat with Duncan. 
'There' He put his arm around me and kisses my forehead. 
I Looked atand smiled. 
'Thanks' 
'No problem' He whispered, kisses my cheek until i moved my face. 
We kissed. 
I don't know why and what I�m doing but I'm confused. Well what you expect with my family dead and this stupid nightmares. 
I pulled away and looked at his hands which are on my hands. 
I smiled weakly and looked at. 
He smiled a bit as well until I heard a crash. 
I turned round in shocked in front of me and saw a person lying on the floor.

'!' I screamed in top of my voice,grab my arm to stop me going to. 
'Come on' I sobbed, Looking in's eyes; He paused and ran out the car with me. 
Every step I take...
'No...No...Please' I sobbed in's arm outside as the rain has started,had died in the car crash...I felt a Hand on my shoulder and 
i knew its. 
Every move I make...
I Turned round and findin tears...He needed me now that his best friend and the love of my life have gone. 
Every single day...
I look back atand tried my best not to cry as I bit my bottom lip...look so peaceful sleeping on the ground. 
Everytime I pray...
I sobbed after I gently kiss's forehead & his soft lip, I stood up slowly as I stare at. I couldn't believe what happening...it doesn't feel 
real? I feel like screaming but no sound come out. I saw the ambulance men takingin the ambulance van and I stare at it until it was 
gone... 
I'll be missing you... 
'' I sobbed as he grabs me into his arms. 
'Shush...He'll be ok darling' He whispered as he strokes my soaking wet hair. 
Thinking of the day...
'Please don't die...Not on my family's funeral day' I choked as I hold on's wet shirt really tight. We are still outside in the rain, 
we didn't care about getting wet. 
When you went away...
'Come on, We need to see'took my arm as we ran to's car,started the car as I jumped in the front seat and we drove
 off. 
& I ran inside the hospital as I went to find whereis. 
'Room 13' the staff said, I took's hand and ran to room 13. 
He's not there? Where is he? 
What a life to take...
'Where's!' I screamed atas tears falling down my cheeks. 
'I...I'looked around and saw a doctor coming over to us. 
'Are you here for Mr.?' He asked us. 
What a bond to break...
We nodded. The look on the doctor face. We knew it. 
'Follow me' He walked in Lee's room and sat us down. 
'He didn't make it. I'm Sorry' He whispered and walked off. 
'No!!' I screamed as I fell on the floor, I couldn't speak or move. 
'Fck!'screamed as I heard him ran across the room and than hit the wall. 
I sobbed my head in my knees while running my hands through my hair. 
'Why him' I sobbed while pulling my hair harder, And harder. 
'Shush'ran over to me, Bend down and pulls me in his arms as we sobbed together. 
I'll be missing you.....

The End