You Saved Me Part 1
*-*Flashback from 3 years ago*-* One night I was out with my friendsand her boyfriend,and her boyfriendandand her boyfriend. I was single since a couple of weeks again and I liked to be alone now. I wanted to celebrate that I just went to live on my own today. I turned 18 a few months ago and I got a place of my own. We went out clubbing. We all had a great time. I even danced with a cute guy, named and he bought me a drink. When it was time to go home, I walked home from the nightclub. I lived in another direction as my friends, but it wasn�t that far, so it wouldn�t be a problem. When I was near my house, I heard someone walking behind me. It scared me a bit and I started to walk faster. I heard the footsteps going faster too. Luckily I arrived at my house. When I just opened the door some one grabbed me from behind and pushed me in. I tried to scream and get loose, but the guy covered my mouth with his hand and held me so tight I couldn�t get loose. When I bit his hand he grabbed my hair. �Don�t try that again! Or I�ll kill you!� he whispered very angry in my ear and pushed me inside the house really quick and threw me on the couch. When I faced him, I could see who it was. It was the guy I danced with at the club! I was really scared! When he came closer, I tried to get up and ran away. But the guy was faster and threw me back on the couch. He slapped me in the face. �This is for biting my hand! You little bitch!� he said angry. Then he slapped me again. �And this is for trying to run away!� My face hurt so much! I was crying and begged him to let me go. He didn�t listen to it. He tore of my clothes and lay on top of me. I was trying to resist him, but he was too strong. He was touching my body all over. Then he entered me hard. It hurt so much! I cried and begged, but he didn�t listen and just continued. Every time I begged to stop he slapped me in the face. He raped me in my own house! On my couch! On the first night in my new house! �Stop crying little bitch!� he commanded. When I couldn�t stop crying he hit me again. And every time he hit me, I started to cry harder because of the pain. So he kept hitting me. After a while I passed out. When I woke up, I had a massive headache, my face and whole body hurt. When I saw that I was almost naked and had bruises all over, I remembered what had happened the night before. I was raped in my own house, and the guy beat me up and left me half naked and bruised all over. I started to cry. Why did it happen to me?! The guy was very nice in the club and I didn�t do anything to give him false ideas. I felt so dirty! I wanted to take a shower and get rid of the dirty feeling. I went to the bathroom. But I was scared that the guy maybe still be in my house. When I passed the kitchen I took a knife for protection. When I was in the bathroom I locked the door. I stepped in the shower and turned on the hot water. I started to cry again. I was in the shower for over 2 hours, I scrubbed my skin very hard till it almost started bleeding, but the dirty feeling didn�t go away! I cried even more. I went down through my knees and sat in the shower crying. All of a sudden I remembered I had the knife with me in the shower. I didn�t want to live anymore. I took the knife. I was crying when I picked it up. A part of me was scared to do anything with the knife. But I just didn�t want to live anymore. In the meantime my best friendand her boyfriendentered my house. They came to visit me. They were really careful cause my front door was open a bit. They thought there was something wrong. They looked but they couldn�t find me. All of a sudden they heard the shower and heard me cry. �, what�s wrong?! Are you okay?! Please open the door!� I heard all of a sudden. �No, just go away and leave me alone!� I cried. �, it�s here. What�s wrong?! Is everything okay?! Please open the door!� I didn�t answer. I just sat there and cried. All of a suddenkicked the door in. They were shocked to see me there. �OH MY GOD!what happened?!�and said. I just cried. She turned of the shower and took away the knife. She got a towel and wrapped it around me. �What happened?� she asked again? I just sat there crying. �Come on, I�ll help you get up�,said and wanted to help me. �DON�T TOUCH ME!� I yelled. �Is it ok if I help you?� Valeria asked. �I�ll wait in the living room� said.helped me get up. �Can you tell me what happened?� she asked me after I had my robe on. I just started crying. �Just let me die!� I cried. �NO! We won�t let you die! You�re my best friend! How can I go on without my best friend?! Can you tell me what happened?�said while she was taking care of my wounds on my face. I still didn�t want to talk. After a while we went to the living room. But then I saw the couch where everything happened. I screamed and cried. �It�s okay. We�re here for you! But you have to tell us what happened! Otherwise we can�t help you!�said. �You can�t help me!� I cried. �Did you get robbed?� she asked. I shook my head. �Then what happened?� �I�.I�.I�..was raped� I answered and cried. �WHAT?! OH MY GOD! Who did it?!�asked mad. �I don�t know�, I cried. �You didn�t see the guy�s face?�asked. To be continued...

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