My Soul Pleads For You
Chapter 4 



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�Ha, ha, ha did you see his face� I laughed as I stumbled drunkenly along the pavement laughing along with

�Yeah it was a picture I can�t believe you just did that� she laughed

�Or me it�s normallywho does that sort of thing� I chuckled then stopped as tears came to my eyes and burst out into tears

�Why did I leave him I�m so stupid� I cried into

�Awww come onstop it you left because you felt you had to� she replied helping me walk along to my apartment

�I know but I lied to him twice� I said

�What do you mean?�asked

�Well I said I'd met someone else� I said

�Maybe you said that because you thought it was easier�

�That�s not the worst of it� I said

�What then?� she asked

�I told him, I told him that I'd lost our baby� I said

�What? So you�re��

�Yes I�m still pregnant with his child� I said

�That was wrongyou shouldn�t have said that to him�scolded me

�I know I shouldn�t have it was wrong of my and I wish I hadn�t of left him or lied to him like that but I just can�t go back to him 
now and go heysorry I made a mistake I want you back and oh by-the-way I lied about me loosing our baby� I babbled on

�Well you can�t really do that I suppose� she said sighing

�I�m going to bed night� I said getting up and leaving for my room.

 

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I can�t believe she did that I thought as I made a up a bed for myself on the sofa I'd have this out with her in the morning when 
we�re both a bit more sober I thought settling down to sleep�

�you�ve really got to get hold ofand tell him the truth� I said as she sat there staring at the coffee in her cup she nodded 
her head emotionless

�I can�t� she said quietly

�But it�s not fair on him and it�s not fair on the baby either� I said

�I know its not but how could I stay and look ateveryday knowing I was staying with a false hope of him loving me� she said

�Do you really know that though� I asked and she shrugged

�Just because he never told you the three words doesn�t mean he didn�t love you� I said

�How hard is it for him just to say I love you too when I said it to him� she replied

�It�s harder for a bloke to say it don�t ask me why but it just is� I said

�Maybe your right but I also know its too late now� she said an drank the rest of her coffee

�Its never too late� I said getting up and leaving for my house I had to leave her with that thought maybe she�d come around and go 
back to England into the arms ofwhere she belongs�



To Be Continued...