My Soul Pleads For You
Chapter 3 




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I phoned work the next morning explaining that I couldn�t go in because I felt really sick and had been sick it was a small lie well the actually 
being sick part was I did feel it though in the pit of my stomach I'd never felt so hurt in all my life I feel like my heart has literally been cut 
out anger came to me making me kick out I hit a shoe box across the room and a load of photos went flying out of it I sighed to myself 
knowing I had to pick them up now I bent down and went through them there were loads of pictures ofand I all cuddles and smiles 
and kisses a black and white photo fell out off the pile I picked it up and looked at it as tears came back to my eyes as I recognised 
it as our baby thathad told me she�d lost a few weeks ago was this why she left also because she cried to me telling me she�d failed 
us because she�d lost our child but this I�ll never know I picked up the last picture of us together and ran my fingers along it 
�where are you my angel� I thought as I closed the lid of the box and put it out of sight I can't no longer look at those photos they 
bring back too many happy memories which now fill me with sadness I got up slowly and went to get a pen and piece of paper there 
were thoughts running through my mind that I just had to write down how I felt when I finished it looked like I'd wrote a poem that I was proud 
of how can she still be my inspiration when she�s no longer here�

We�re a distance apart 
It�s pulling at my heart 
Turning my nights lonely and cold 
I need to have you here to hold 

You�re going away 
For a long time 
And I feel my heart 
Is being torn apart 
Hanging on is those 
Breakable heartstrings 
But soon they also will be torn 

I won�t be safe anymore 
When in a storm 
�Cos my heart is being torn 
By the only one who keeps me safe 
Stays this smile on my face 
But it won�t last its fading fast 

�Cos you�re leaving 
And I�m being torn apart 
By you being so far away 
And I�m torn 
�Cos all I want 
Is to have you in my arms 
And to love you 
But I�m torn

�That�s deep�said after I let him read what I had wrote earlier
�It's how I feel but I can�t do anything about it� I said 
�Who says you can�t?� he asked
�Well I don�t know where she is for a start�
�Come on take a holiday from work I�ll do the same and I�ll help you find her�said 
�Really you�d do that� I said 
�Yes I don�t want to see my best friend broken down when I can try and help him� Dunk said 
�Thanks man you�re the best I can�t wait to find her to prove her that I love her� I said with a smile
�Well we should try her friends to start with� he suggested
�Good idea she wrote everyone�s number down in our phonebook I�ll just go get it� I said and leaving the room I returned a while later 
with the book and grabbed the phone dialling the first number �s
�Hello?� she answered
�HeyitsI was wondering if you�d seen� I asked
�No not since last Saturday why?� she asked 
�I just wondered if she�d gone to stay with you, you see she left me� I said swallowing the hard lump that had formed in my throat saying 
that
�Oh I�m so sorrybut she�s not here if I see her I�ll phone you to let you know�said 
�Ok thanks anyway bye� I said and hung up nodded my head at who was on his phone to another one of her friends 
�Not there either�said as we reached the last name in the book 
�This is useless why did we even try� I said putting my head in my hands�

To Be Continued...