My Soul Pleads For You Chapter 1 *--* �we can�t have this between us anymore� I said as I broke our kiss �Why not?�asked trying to kiss me again but I moved back from him �Because I�ve met someone else� I said I knew I was lying to him but it couldn�t be this way anymore my heart can�t take it �What?� he asked in disbelief �I�m so sorry� I said as he stood there looking broken I walked to our room and started packing my things �I can�t let you go�said taking hold of me by the arms preventing me from packing anymore �please just let me go� I said �I can�t...I love you!� he said �You�re only saying that now because I�m leaving� �No I�m not� �Yes you are cos you never said before until now� I said as I zipped up my suitcase and picked up I left the room followed after me to my car �Don�t make this harder for me� I said �Harder for you? What about me?� I nodded my head gave him one last kiss and got into my car driving off as fast as I could out of his life forever I couldn�t sit around and wait for him to tell me he loved me any longer I thought as I met Derek at the airport �Thanks for buying my car from me� I said as he handed over the sum of money that we had agreed on �Pleasures all mine my daughters going to love it� he said taking the keys from me I smiled at him �Have a good flight� he said as I turned to walk away� *--* �I love you� I said quietly as I watched her car drive off my eyes began to blur as tears came to them I let the tears roll down my cheeks as I walked back inside I just sat on the sofa staring into space trying to come to terms with what had just happened it can�t be true this is a nightmare it has to be I thought as I sawappear in the room from the corner of my eye �You left the door open� he said and I looked at him �what�s the matter?� he asked sitting down next to me �She�s gone� I said �Who�s gone?� he asked ��s gone� I replied �She�ll be back�said �No she won�t she�s left me for someone else for someone who will tell her they love her� I told him �But you do love her� �I know but I made the simple mistake of not telling her that not even once well not until earlier when she was leaving� �That was bad timing to tell her� �I know but I didn�t want her to leave� �Do you know where she�s gone?� �Not a clue� I said with a sigh �Come onshe�ll be back she loves you I know she does you two are meant to be together your soulmates�said I knew he was right but I blew it why didn�t I ever tell her I loved her when I knew I did was I afraid she wouldn�t love me back the way I love her �I�ve gotta move on though I guess� I said getting up from the sofa �Now could you leaveI�m tired and I want to go to bed� I added �Alright mate I�ll see you soon�said and let himself out I went to the bedroom and slipped down to my boxes I got into the cold bed feeling lonely without my arms wrapped aroundprotecting her from anything that could harm her I felt numb not having her here how am I going to protect her now� To Be Continued...