I Only Do This For You Chapter 3
I got up after a few minutes and unrolled the sleeping bag I put the tattered grey and blue teddy inside it safe. I put the picture frames on the ground I sighed deeply as I looked at the one ofI need you more then anything now I thought but I�m never gonna meet you now I then looked at the one ofand I and I�ll miss the chats we shared every night in my room before we went to bed� __ The doorbell rang that evening just after school was out �Could you get that� my mum shouted from the shower room I got up from my seat and opened the door and saw ,�s best friend stood there �Heysmiled �Hi� I smiled back �wasn�t at school today I wondered how she was� said I looked down as a tear escaped my eye �Hey what�s the matter�said putting a hand on my shoulder �She told mum and dad she was pregnant dad threw her out! I said struggling to hold back tears �Oh no�said and pulled me into a hug �Do you know where she is?�asked I nodded �In the park living on a park bench the one covered with brambles and bushes� I replied �I�m going to go and see her�said and I nodded �I can�t go and see her at the moment� I saidunderstood and left I sighed as I went upstairs �Who was that?� mum asked coming out of the shower room �� I said quietly and walked off into my room �love you know I hate this but I can�t go against what your father says� Mum said coming into my room �Fine just letlive on the streets where she�ll probably die young just like Toby� I said in a nasty tone �� Mum said trying to hug me I pushed her away �Get away from me I hate you and I hate dad you pushed not only my sister but my best friend away too� I yelled pushing mum out of my room and slamming the door in her face� I went into�s room that night and sat on her bed where I usually would when we had out nightly chats I took hold of the tattered grey and pink bear I'd noticed she�d taken the blue one which was Toby�s but not her own I hugged it tightly and cried tonight I wouldn�t be able to have that chat with her about anything I�d talk about Ruben if he�d e-mailed or wrote me a letter that day or Linzi would talk endlessly aboutgod did she love that guy I laughed to myself as I though of her face a big smile on her face her eyes all lit up like a thousand candles in an empty dark room when she spoke of him and also the chats where she�d give me advice on anything I'd confide everything in her and she would with me I remember the night she told me she was pregnant it was the night before she told mum and dad� *** �Something on your mind?� I asked noticing she was being a bit quiet and reserved tonight �can I tell you something� she said as she hugged Toby�s bear �Of course you can tell me anything� I replied and she took a deep breathe �I�m pregnant� she came out with it shocked me �When? How?� I said not knowing what to ask �That house party I went to about a month ago I got drunk and slept with some guy thereit was awful I never wanted my first time to be like that and now because I was too drunk to fully take in everything I�m left with an un-wanted pregnancy� she cried as I hugged her �What you going to do?� I asked her carefully �I can�t get rid of it you know I�m against abortion� she replied I had the same views as her on abortion it was wrong killing something innocent �Mum and dad are gonna go mental� I said and she sighed knowing I was right �I�ll tell them tomorrow I just had to tell you first well second I toldfirst she was with me when I did the test�said �Good luck� I said wiping a few of her tears away*** I sighed and got up from her bed looking around it I felt a chill down my spine this wasn�t right she should be here in this room laughing away like she normally did and dancing and singing along to her music I left the room and went o my own climbing into my bed I still had hold of her Teddy bear I wasn�t going to let it go I closed my eyes and tried to sleep after a few hours of tossing and turning I eventually fell into dream land� To Be Continued...

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