Nothing But Deceit Chapter 8 ~*~~*~ I wishwas with me I�m missing her I want her so badly to myself it hurts but I know that can't never happen. I led awake staring at the ceiling I remembered back to the night I�d been in this room withwhen I made the vow the next morning for us to see each other in secret� ~*~~*~ I got up the next morning and collected the laundry from the laundry basketwas still asleep as I walked downstairs into the kitchen and through into the laundry room and loaded the washing machine checking jeans pockets to make sure nothing that shouldn�t be washed was in it, I pulled something out the back pocket of one of my jeans and remembered it was the newspaper article I�d hidden from I took it to the bin and threw it away before turning the washing machine on �I�ll be back later babe�said rushing down the stairs and out of the door �OK� I yelled before he got into his car must be late to the studio I thought to myself �Hey� I said picking up my mobile �Heya Hun I was wondering you wanna go shopping today?� she asked �Sure got nothing better to do�s out all day at the studio with the other lads recording for their new album� I replied �OK be round yours in ten�said and hung up I ran upstairs and changed into my denim mini skirt and red halter neck top my doorbell rang as I was walking back downstairs �Heya girl� I replied hugging �Heyyou ready?� she asked �Yeah� I said grabbing my bag and leaving the house getting into my car and driving us both into town �So where to first?�asked �I dunno� I replied as I parked up �How bout we just walk around and see where it takes us� suggested �Better then my idea� I replied with a small laugh as we walked round town I saw a young girl pushing a pram into a shop and I felt like crying it was supposed to be the due date today and it got to me I sighed inwardly �Hey what�s up?�asked �Nothing Hun� I replied as we walked into Starbucks with hands full of shopping bags as we were drinking some coffee my phone vibrated in my pocket I got it out and read the text message �Hey babe, where you to? Lovexxx� I replied that I was shopping withand soon got a text back but it was fromnot �I need to see you Lovexxx� �Who was that?�asked �First one wasasking where I was and the second one just a service text message� I lied to �Oh right I hate them sometimes� she said with a smile �Yeah me to� I replied and took a bite of my brownie but it just made me feel sick �I�ll be back in a sec� I said getting up and heading towards the toilets I threw up in the nearest cubicle for a few minutes before walking over to the sinks and looking at my reflection I got a mint out of my pocket and ate it before returning back to �Shall we go home now?�asked as I finished off my coffee �Yeah we�ve got enough shopping done for today� I said as we got up and left� I got back to my house after drivingback to hers �Babe�said hugging me as I walked into the living room �You look happy to see me� I said �Well I am but you don�t look so good you ok?�asked �Yeah fine just tired after all that shopping� I replied �Well I think you better go to bed and I�ll make you some dinner and bring it up ok?�said I nodded and headed up the stairs I got changed and climbed into bed with only the small light on I got my mobile and texted �Can�t right now maybe tomorrow afternoon� I said and shut my mobile offcame up with some chicken soup a few minutes later �Here babe�said putting the tray down on my lap �Thanks� I smiled �You want the radio on?�asked I nodded �Please� I said He switched the radio on and left the room saying he�ll check on me later I ate the soup he gave me and put the tray on the floor just as Guilty started playing on the radio I led in the bed with my eyes wide open listening to the lyrics is this what I�m feeling... To Be Continued...