Not Alowed To Love You
Part 11 & 12


Part 11

*�s POV *

I was at the studio when my phone rang. I picked it up and it was.
�Yeah?� I answered.
�?� he replied. His voice was shaking.
�Yeah, are you ok?� he replied worried.
�,�� he tried to say.
OMG! Something bad had happened I felt it but WHAT had happened to her?
�She had a car accident� She is in hospital� he said with a weak voice.
I couldn�t believe what he was saying. A car accident? I felt the tears filling up 
my eyes as I tried not to let them fall.
�, you�re still there?�
�Yeah sorry, but I just couldn�t believe it. how is she?� I asked him.
�She is unconscious, she lost so much blood� Hurry up and come here, she needs 
ya man� he said and I was sure he was almost crying.
�Yeah I�m coming, thanx.� I said and hang up.
Suddenly I couldn�t move, I couldn�t speak anymore. A car accident? Why? Why her? 
She didn�t deserve all what had happened to her these few days. She needed me now even 
if she was unconscious, I had to be near her, her and our baby�
I stood up, took my car keys and drove off to the hospital.
Arrived there, I sawsitting on this ugly and cold seat in the hospital. I went 
towards him. I had a million questions in my head. Where? Why? How? Who?
�, where is she?� I asked him and he turned to look at me.
Yeah I was right, he had tears in his eyes and I tried so hard to hold mine 
back.
�, she� she lost a lot of blood and they had to operate her and �� he said.
�please tell me the truth�� I begged him as I was crying now.
�sit down and calm down� he replied quickly.
�! I don�t wanna sit! I want YOU to tell me what happened!!� I was now yelling.
�you�re in a hospital! So please calm down and then I�ll tell you!! Screaming 
won�t resolve anything!� he told me raising his voice too.
He was right. I had to calm down. I sat down and looked at him. He sat beside me 
and began to tell me.
�,had an accident but she didn�t do anything wrong. The responsible is the 
other car and the accident wasn�t a coincidence�.
�What do you mean?� I asked raising an eyebrow.
�, the other car belonged to �� he said calmly.
OMFG! She had begun again. Why couldn�t she leave us alone? Why couldn�t she understand 
I didn�t love her anymore?
�, I know what you thinking. Why? Why can�t she leave us alone? But please 
stop thinking. All you have to do now is to take care of, to be near her cause 
she is gonna need you, you know, you will have to be strong man� he said.
�Yeah, you�re right but deep down inside it hurt me to see so injured because 
of that b.itch!� I said angry.
didn�t say anything. He knew how hurt she was.
�what really happened? I mean, did you see the accident?� I asked him curious.
�No but what happened is that I heard some unusual noises coming from outside. I then 
saw two cars : one which were red and which had crashed into a wall and the other one 
was, her car was turned upside down. They think
charged into�s car and that 
� car crashed into a wall while�s car rolled over� he said.
I was speechless. What an 
awful accident!was become mad! Trying to killby herself!
�And then?� I asked him even though it hurt me to hear him.
�I got them out of their cars after calling an ambulance. They were both 
unconscious.� He replied.
I didn�t say anything I was still shocked.
�How isnow?� I asked after a while. �Did she have to have an operation?�
�Yeah both of them and I didn�t hear any news for a few moments, they said that we 
had to wait� he said quietly.
But I just couldn�t wait�

Part 12

*�s POV *

After a few moments of silence, I was crying. I had my head in my hands and my heart 
was aching. I couldn�t lose her. She was my everything. How could I let all that happened?
�It�s my fault� It�ll be my own fault� I said sobbing without looking 
at him.
�don�t say that! And you know it�s not true! It�l� fault! You know that 
she wanted to killfor stealing you to her. She still didn�t get over you. And you 
couldn�t do anything� he tried to reassure me.
�Course I could have done something, I could have been there to protect her but I 
wasn�t there because of this f.ucking album� I replied angry.
�, everything thathad been through happened so quickly. You then first received 
this letter fromand the day after she had already hired a man to hurt 
� he said.
�A chance you were there in time cause I wasn�t there and where was I? In the studio. 
She needed me and I wasn�t there to protect her, to take her in my arms and to tell 
her that everything would be alright� I replied softly.
�But you knew everything wouldn�t be, right? And she knew it too. You were acting 
so weird for 2 days and she was worried. How could you tell her that everything would 
be alright if you knew thatwas gonna kill her any moment?!� he said raising 
his voice.
�I don�t know I just thought that if I talked to, she would have stopped her threats 
and would have left us alone�� I said but he interrupted me.
�are you so na�ve and innocent or what?wasn�t gonna give up so easily and 
just accepted the fact that you loved?!� he said still with anger in his voice.
�Yeah you�re rightbut I really didn�t think she�d begin again but then there 
was again this man who attacked her in the street just before receiving a letter 
of threat fromand��
�What? When hasbeen attacked a second time? And what about this letter, I didn�t 
know� he said with a weird and shocked expression on his face.
�Yeah yesterday she received a letter fromsaying �Quitor you�re going to be 
more hurt than yesterday evening� and then when we were gonna meet for lunch, the 
same guy as the other night attacked her but nothing bad happened. I arrived and 
we went home. She was very shocked and she had understood that someone wanted to 
hurt her� I explained.
�And then you told her it was?� he asked.
�No I didn�t� I was so scared of her reaction and I wanted to protect her, I want to 
settle things on my own with. But then she found the first letter I received from 
and she then found out everything�� I said looking at the floor.
didn�t say anything? He was as shocked as I was.
�And the last thing I wanted to happen is losing her. That thought hurt me inside 
and she knew that� I finished.
�, I know that and I�m sorry for shouting at you but I�m scared to lose her 
either, I really loved her a lot�.
I smiled as he said that. A lot of people loved her, she was so kind, nicer, polite, 
sweet and gorgeous. I couldn�t imagine how someone could hate her.
�Don�t worry, I understand. We are waiting for some news and it drives us 
crazy!� I said half smiling. 
He just nodded and sighed.
�I�m going to get a coffee, d�ya want one?�asked me.
�No thanx� I replied.
When I was watching him leading to the cafeteria, I saw a doctor coming in my direction.
�?� he asked me.
�Yes, it�s me� I replied shaking his hand.
�I�m in charge ofandcases� he said �and I�ve 
got some news�.
�Good news? How did the operation go?� I asked him worried.
�Good news? I�m afraid � no�� he said quietly.
OMG! What was he gonna tell me! my heart beat faster and faster. I was really frightened 
by what he was gonna say�
�Mr, sit down please� he said and I nodded without stopping to look at him. He had 
a strange face, so had I? He didn�t know how to tell me this bad new and I didn�t know 
how to react. I was really nervous.
�Mr, I don�t know if you were close to her or if you were her boyfriend, but she 
has lost a lot of blood and she has had an heart attack during the operation. We did 
everything to save her but she unfortunately� passed away�� he pause for a moment.
I was so shocked and my face was so pale. Did he talk about?
�Mr?� he looked at me in the eyes. �I�m sorry butis dead��.
Omg!was gone. I didn�t cry and didn�t talk either. I wasn�t happy but not sad 
either. I just couldn�t believe it. I knew her for a few years now, I have been 
her boyfriend for a while but strangely I wasn�t gonna miss her.
Even though she had hurt my relationship with, it was strange to lose someone that 
you knew for ages. I still couldn�t believe it.
�Mr, are you okay?� the doctor asked me worried.
�Yeha it�s just a ��
�A hard moment? It�s gonna be hard of course� he sighed and I nodded. �And the other 
one is still in the operating theatre, I�ll have some news later�
�Thanx doctor� I said shaking his hand.
�You sure you�re gonna be okay,� he asked me.
�yeah don�t worry, thanx again� I said and he went off.
It was very strange. I still couldn�t think clearly.was gone� I didn�t know 
how I should feel� All these emotions did prevent me to think. But a thing was 
sure :wouldn�t be hurt anymore � 

To Be Continued...