Not Alowed To Love You
Part 9 & 10



Part 9 

*�s POV *

It was 11 o�clock in the morning and I was watching television when the doorbell rang. I 
opened it. It was the post man. I talked to him a little bit then closed the door and 
opened the post. Many letters were some invoices but one caught my eye. It was for me 
and it wasn�t a bill. I opened it : �QUIT OR YOU�RE GONNA BE MORE HURT � THAN 
YESTERDAY EVENING�. OMG! I suddenly saw the pictures again � him, me, walking, 
hand on my shoulder. I was speechless, I couldn�t move anymore. I was very frightened. 
Who wanted to hurt me? Who wanted me to leave? It was probably a fan but why 
was it a man who attacked me yesterday? I was sure it wasn�t �just� an 
attack. I didn�t know why but I was sure someone wanted to hurt me, me and my relationship. 
wasn�t aware of that, was he? I didn�t want to leave , I loved him so much, why 
didn�t they leave us alone? We hadn�t done anything wrong. I was in love with a singer, 
a famous one and THAT didn�t give me the right to be happy? I didn�t agree with all 
that. I had to talk about that to. 
I had to see him at midday in the centre. I was ready, I took my bag, locked the door 
and drove off to this little restaurant wherewas waiting for me. I parked my car 
and I couldn�t help looking around me. Maybe the same person than yesterday had 
followed me while I was driving. I was afraid, I wanted to be near, to be in his 
arms. I felt safe when he hugged me. It wasn�t long to arrive to the restaurant but I 
had to walk a few meters. Then again I heard some footsteps behind me and when 
I turned round it was just a couple of lovers talking. I sighed deeply. Then I felt 
two arms around my waist, I guessed it waswho had just arrived and when I 
looked back I saw someone wearing a black trousers, a black sweater and a black 
hood. I couldn�t see his face. I was sure it was the same attacker than yesterday. 
I wanted to scream but he put his hand on my mouth. He took me away in a dark corner 
but suddenly I kicked him hard and he lost his grip. When I wanted to run someone 
took me in his arms. I thought it was him cause I couldn�t see his face. I was crying 
so hard. I tried to debate but the man was strong. He tried to calm me down and when 
I lifted my head up I realized it was.
�, calm down, please it�s me! Don�t worry I�m here babe� he said worried.
I looked back and my mugger was gone, one more time and I still didn�t know who it 
was.hugged me as hard as he could and I was glad he was arrived in time. I 
couldn�t live that again. I looked at the sky �Please God, why? Tell me why? 
Why me?� I thought.
�Let�s go home now� he said kissing my forehead. 
In the car I couldn�t stop crying. My body couldn�t stop shaking. We didn�t talk 
to each other. I was still very shocked. I saw he had tears in his eyes too. It hurt 
him to see me cry. He hated to see me like that but I couldn�t stop the tears. 
We soon arrived home.
�Sit down, I�m gonna fetch you something to calm you down� he said pointing to 
the couch.
I hardly walked to the couch, my body was still trembling and the tears were still 
flooding down my face. I was a mess, this man was destroying my life for two days now 
and I was tired of that.came back in the living-room and gave me a medicine 
and a glass of water.
�Drink that� he said. 
I drank it and looked at. He was almost crying.
�What really happened?� he said kneeling down in front of me.
He was wiping my tears away and they started to calm down.
�I was walking � then � he took me in his arms and �� I began but I couldn�t help 
bursting into tears. 
pulled me for a hug begging me to calm down. I wiped my tears away and 
looked at him.
�, I know who it was� I told him.
He looked at me shocked.
�How come?� he asked me. �You know that guy?�.
�No, but I received a letter this morning� I said sobbing. �Someone 
wants to kill me�  I screamed.
�Which letter? Please, calm down. I�m sure you�re wrong. He just wanted to steal 
your handbag or �� he tried to say.
�And why did he take me in a dark corner? And yesterday he wanted also to steal 
my bag? Oh stop it! Someone wants to hurt me and I have the proof of that� I told 
him a little bit angry.
�Show me this letter please� he asked me.
I nodded and stood up. As I took the letter in the drawer I saw the other one that 
had received the day before and began to read it�

Hello, 

How are you? Did you miss me?� we are meant to be, I know you still love me. 
Please come back. I hate that little p.rick who is with you now. She hurt me when 
she stole you from me. I will swear it to you that she was gonna pay for that. 
it�s her or me and you�d better choose me or your lovely girlfriend could 
be very hurt, her and your unborn child�Do ya wanna lose her?
Can�t wait to 
hear some news from you �

Love you,
.

OMFG!! It was her who was behind all that crap!knew it from the start and 
he didn�t tell me anything!
�What happened? You don�t find the letter anymore?� he said standing up.
�, what is this?� I said showing� letter. �WHEN WERE YOU GONNA TELL ME? 
YOU KNEW FROM THE BEGINNING THATWANTED TO HURT ME AND YOU DIDN�T TELL ME 
ANYTHING?? HOW COULD YOU? I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU!!� I yelled very angry 
and I felt the tears filling up my eyes.
I was mad at him. He didn�t say anything. He just looked at the floor. I sighed 
and asked him crying: �, is that what you were strange?�.
He just nodded and 
lifted up his head : �Look, I�m so sorry babe, I wanted to protect you� he said.
�TO PROTECT ME?? Well doneI had been attacked 2 times!!� I snapped at him and 
I regretted it immediately but I was so angry and I didn�t think well of what 
I was saying.
�Yeah I know but I tried my best to protect you. Either you were with me or you were 
in the hospital but it didn�t prevent her to hurt you. I tried to warn her not 
to do it but �� I interrupted him.
�YOU WHAT? You saw her?� I asked shocked.
�Yeah I visited her. I told her I didn�t want to lose you � and that I love you� he told 
me sadly. �, believe me, I really tried my best, it hurt me to see the damage that 
she has done. I don�t wanna lose you, you�re my everything and of course you can 
trust me! I didn�t want you to worry and I just thought it was just some threats 
and � Look I�m sorry, I�m so sorry�� he burst into tears.
I looked at him speechless. I was shocked. He knewwanted to kill me, he knew who 
was behind my two attacks and he didn�t say anything to protect me. He didn�t want 
to lose me, he was very afraid and actually I understood I wasn�t the only 
one who was hurt� 
I walked towards him, I lifted his chin up and forced him to look into my eyes. 
He had tears in his eyes. I couldn�t stay mad at him too long. I gave him a peck 
on his lips.
�I don�t wanna lose you� he whispered softly.
�I know babe, I know� I whispered hugging me. 
He held me tight as if he didn�t want me to go anywhere. I didn�t want to 
lose him either...
�, you really thought that you could settle things on your own? Without telling 
me? And by just telling her to stop?� I said smiling kissing his forehead.
Bless him he was sometimes so innocent and na�ve.
�I don�t know, yeah maybe I thought that. I�m so sorry but I didn�t know what to 
do and I didn�t know if I had to tell you this cause you seemed so happy, you didn�t 
stop saying everything was perfect. You had this big smile on your face and I didn�t 
want it to disappear. I didn�t want you to realize that it was now impossible for 
me to love you�� he said with a sweet voice. He was so sweet�
�Like in your song � that you wrote?� I replied softly.
I was sure it was him who wrote it. He wrote it for me. He just nodded.
�?� I said after a while. �What are we gonna do now?�
�I don�t know babe � I don�t know� he sighed.
I was really afraid.always hated me and now she wanted to kill me to have 
back! But what did I have to do??

Part 10

*�s POV *

I woke up the next morning.was lying near me and was sleeping peacefully. 
I hadn�t slept well cause I was still thinking of. But the phone ringing interrupted 
my thoughts. I heardgroaning and I understood I had to answer the phone.
�Allo?� I answered.
�Yeah, sorry to disturb you so early but can I speak to? It�s his boss and it�s 
just that we need him now. We had a few probs at the studio with two songs. 
Could you tell him?� he asked.
I was fed up. He was all the time at the studio. I needed him too!suddenly 
woke up, looked at my angry face and hugged me as he listened.
�Okay, I�ll tell him, bye� I replied coldly.
�What do you have to tell me baby?� he said and kissed my neck softly.
�You have to be at the studio� now� I said sadly. �They need you� like 
me� I whispered.
�Oh sweetheart, I�m sorry, I would have also loved to cuddle with you all day 
long� he said smiling. �But you heard the boss!�.
He suddenly jumped out of the bed but I pulled him back into the bed grabbing 
his arm.
�You are mine and you�re not going anywhere� I said with a cheeky voice and 
then I kissed him.
�But � I�m � gonna � be � late� he said between my kisses trying to go away.
�, you�re my prisoner so you have to obey me!� I said grinning.
�Mmh I love this idea� he said while kissing me.
�How do you plead for your �� I kissed him passionately. ��defence, 
Mr�.
�Mmh� Let me think� Guilty!� Guilty for loving you, Miss� he said and we 
kissed. �I have to go you know� he said sadly.
�Yeah I know� Hurry up� I said smiling. �I�m gonna dream of you a little bit 
more, I work at 1PM today�.
�Okay, sweet dreams� he said and kissed my forehead.
An hour later, I found myself alone in my bed. I had fallen asleep and didn�t
heargoing. I was without him� again and the last times those days I was 
without him, I had been attacked 2times. What wasgonna do now? Apparently 
she didn�t care about whathad told her. If she knew he didn�t love her 
anymore she should stop hurting me, us, our relationship or was she so mean, 
was she so stupid to think he still loved her and always will? 
I decided to go at�s. I wanted to see him and at least I wouldn�t be alone! 
I prepared myself, ate my breakfast and drove off to�s. As I was driving I noticed 
there was the same car behind me since I left my house and this red car drove very 
close to me, too close to me. It was strange� But I put that thought away. 
I became mad and paranoid with all thisthing but the car was still following 
me. As I wanted to turn to go to�s street, the car charged into me and my car 
began to roll over. It was awful. My car stopped after a few moments and the 
other one crashed into a wall. The shock was savage. I suddenly couldn�t see the 
things around me. I closed my eyes. My eyelids were so heavy and I had this awful 
pain� in my whole body. I felt like I was bleeding everywhere. My tummy hurt me, I put 
my hand on it and prayed that the baby was fine and wasn�t as hurt as I was� 

*�s POV *

As I was waiting for, I heard this big BANG in my street. I run to my window and 
looked outside. I saw two cars, one into a wall and one which was turned upside down. 
An horrible accident had happened just a few houses away from mine. I immediately 
phoned the ambulance. I then made my way outside. I suddenly recognized one of 
the two cars. OMG! I thought. It was. Her car was turned upside down. She 
was certainly stuck in it. I couldn�t believe it. I really hoped nothing bad had 
happened to her� and to her child. I had to help her quickly. I got closer the 
car and tried to open the front door. Through the window I could see, she was 
asleep, certainly unconscious. Was she dead? Please, stop it! How could you dare 
thinking about that? I tried not to think of�s condition. I pulled the door very 
hard with all my strength. I could see her clearly and I could touch her. She had her 
hand on her tummy and her head was bleeding. I checked her breath and she 
was breathing! I was very happy. �Wow, you made me afraid�, I thought half-smiling. 
I took her in my arms after undoing her seatbelt. I put her down delicately. I took 
my coat off and covered her with it. Even with the blood on her face she was still 
beautiful. I stroked gently her cheek. She looked like an angel and she didn�t deserve 
some people hurt her� like this evilfor a few days now. As I was still waiting 
for the ambulance, I walked towards the other car, a red one which had crashed 
into a wall. I couldn�t imagine the face of the person. The shock had to be 
terrible. I opened the door and the person fell into my arms. I was shocked. Her face 
was bleeding everywhere. It was in fact a girl. She was still breathing too and 
seemed unconscious. I wiped the blood away with a tissue and to my surprise I recognized 
her. It was�! She had tried to kill her by provoking an accident, I was sure. 
She hadn�t hired someone this time, she wanted to kill her on her own. I  couldn�t 
believe it. I took her in my arms too and I put her down on the floor beside. 
I heard the ambulance approaching. I got up and waved at the driver. He noticed 
me and drove in my direction. When the car reached us, three men jumped out of it. They 
lifted them to put them on the stretchers.
�What happened?� one of the men asked me.
�I don�t know� I didn�t see the accident� I replied still worried.
andwere lifted inside the car and the three men jumped in after them.
�Do you wanna drive with us?� he asked me. 
I nodded and we drove off. I didn�t want to leavealone. I just hoped she�d 
be fine now�

To Be Continued...