Not Alowed To Love You
Part 7 & 8


Part 7

*�s POV *

As soon aswent out, I walked towards our living-room and found her sitting on our 
couch. I stopped walking and looked deeply in her eyes. They were red and puffy. 
She seemed lost but I went near her and took her in my arms. She 
held me tight, she needed me. I was so sorry for her, it was my fault if she was hurt 
like that and it wasn�t good for her and the baby. But why did become like that : 
a very mean and dangerous person. Like, I knew for sure it was her who was behind 
all that. She was gonna pay for that but now my first priority was to comfort the 
woman I loved.
�Sweetheart, how are you feeling? What happened?� I asked her softly kissing her 
forehead. 
�It was awful, after I went out of the studio I was walking when I heard some 
footsteps. I began to run away when this man put his hand on my shoulder and then 
was there, just in front of our house. The man suddenly disappeared� she 
explained sobbing. "Fortunatelywas there and he comforted me, I was so afraid 
, why did someone want to hurt me? WHY?� she was yelling now.
�I don�t know babe � I don�t know� I lied.
Omg! She had needed me and I wasn�t there. I let her go back home alone in the dark 
when I knewcould at any time� oh I couldn�t say it. I took her again in my arms. 
I was so afraid to lose her. I was so in love with her and I hated to see her 
hurt� because of me. �Why?� she repeated incessantly. I didn�t know what to say. It 
made me cry to see her like that. I couldn�t tell her. 
I wiped her tears away : �Are you sure it was a man?� I asked her. She nodded. 
had hired someone to hurt! How could she? �Would you be able to describe him?�
�No I didn�t see him but I�m sure it was a man cause when he put his hand on my shoulder 
to catch me it was a strong hand, a man hand andhad seen him, he said it was 
a man also� she replied calmly. �I was so frightened, you can�t imagine, I�m 
glad you�re here now� she told me desperately.
�Yeah I�m here now and I won�t leave you alone anymore� I promised her. �Do you 
wanna live forever in my arms?� I asked grinning to make her smile.
�Yeah forever �� she whispered smiling.
�I love you sweetheart� I said smiling and kissing her cheek.
�Love you too babe� she replied.
�Do you want something to drink?� I asked her leading to the kitchen.
�Yeah just a glad of water,please� she replied with a weak voice.
When I came back with her glass she was falling asleep on the couch. She looked 
like an angel. I was so bless to have her but I wondered if I deserved her love 
after all the pain I caused. I took a blanket and put it on her. 
I kissed her forehead and decided to let her sleep on the couch. I stroked her cheek 
and looked at her.
�I promise you hun, I won�t leave you�.

*�s POV *
 
I woke up in the middle of the night wondering where I was. And where was? I realized 
I was lying on my couch in my living-room. I remembered last night. I fell probably 
asleep on the couch andlet me sleep here. It was an awful evening, I didn�t except 
what had happened to me and I was still wondering why. Nobody knew why.&were 
so kind yesterday trying to comfort me. Sy begged me not to annoynow about 
his strange behaviour. He thought that it was about his job and that everything would 
come back �normal� when he would have released his album.
I wanted to be nearright now and I walked upstairs. He was sleeping so peacefully. 
I lay near him and put my head on his chest. I felt safe when he was near me.
The next morning, I felt someone stroking my hair. I opened my eyes and saw an 
angel loo- I mean-king at me.
�Morning sweetheart� he said.
�Morning� my angel� I replied smiling.
�Missed me so much that you went back to me during the night?� he asked me 
grinning.
�In fact, I woke up and found nosnoring around me and I was cold so�� I replied 
smiling.
He laughed and kissed me softly. I wanted to stay like that forever but he had 
to go to work. I only worked the afternoon.was ready and I was still lying in 
our bed with my eyes closed. I didn�t sleep, I was just thinking.
�Hey sleepyhead� he said smiling.
I opened my eyes and saw him kneeling down in front of the bed. He was so damn hot 
today. I caught his shirt with one finger and kissed him passionately. 
He looked at me breathless after we broke the kiss.
�Wow, what was that for?� he asked me cheeky.
�Just because you look so damn fit� I replied grinning and kissed him one 
more time.
�I�m � going � to be ... late� he said between my kisses.
�Sorry babe, but you know I can�t resist you when you look so damn good� I said 
teasing him.
He smiled at me.
�Thanx sweetheart. Lunch together?� he asked me.
��kay, I work at 1� I replied.
�Meet me at our usual restaurant then. Love you hun, take care� he said before 
kissing me and going out.

Part 8

*�s POV *

I didn�t want to leave her alone again but I had to. I hoped nothing bad would happen 
again to. I told her I met her for lunch. I couldn�t leave her alone too long.
I had decided to visit. She didn�t know I was going to her�s. I hoped she still 
lived in her old apartment in London. 
I arrived there I rang the doorbell and waited. The last time I saw her was last year 
when we broke up� She then opened the door. I looked at her disgusted. She had 
really changed. She wasn�t the lovely girl anymore she was in school.
�! You�ve finally understood!� she told me wrapping her arms around me.
�What are you talking about?� I asked pulling her away. �Can I come in, please?
We need to talk�.
She nodded and let me in. we went to the living-room.
�I�m glad you�ve finally realized we were meant to be!� she said smiling.
�What?, I�m not here to tell you I broke up with, don�t smile too 
quickly� I smiled at her sarcastically.
�What? But I warned you, it was her or me. And if you chose her, you 
know I ��
�STOP IT!� I screamed. �It was a mate of yours yesterday who tried to attack 
huh?� I asked raising my voice.
�Yeah, I warned you� she tried to say but the more she spoke the more angry 
I got.
�SHUT UP! WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO COME BACK AND DESTROY MY 
RELATIONSHIP??� I yelled at her.
�you broke up with me because of her, I hated her! We were so in love with 
each other�� I interrupted her again.
�Oh please! Don�t lie to me. you know that our relationship didn�t work 
anymore. We broke up with each other more than one time!!� I said angry.
�But I always loved youand always will and I know you still love me too� she said 
putting her hands on my chest but I pulled her away.
�, listen to me, I DO NOT love you. You know what? I hate you now for the hurt 
you�ve done to me and to� I said.
�Oh poor baby, don�t tell me she was scared because of a man who followed her 
yesterday evening. HE DIDN�T EVEN TOUCH HER!� she suddenly screamed.
I was right she had really changed. She was very mean.
�, don�t even dare to hurt her again� I warned her. �Or I could also 
be mean�
�you love me you can�t be mean to me� she said with a sweet and innocent 
voice. �I will leave her alone � when you�ll dump that bitch� she said.
I was fed up with her and her behaviour. I slapped her.
�DON�T SAY THAT AGAIN!� I cried.
I was very angry. She looked at me with big eyes. I slammed the door and went 
out.
�, don�t believe I�m gonna leave you to alone!!!� she screamed.
She was pitiful and I knew she was gonna hurt us again� How could she still 
think that I loved her where as I was withand she was carrying my baby. 
Why suddenly did she want me back? Maybe for the fame. She always knew that 
I wanted to sing, to be a singer, to be famous and she always told me that she 
wanted to people to see her with me in front cover of famous magazines. She 
often asked me if I was gonna buy her some new clothes and a few expensive jewels 
and above all she wanted to be the girlfriend of, the solo singer, not� 
wasn�t like that. She wanted me to do what I loved and supported me in my 
job. She never asked me to buy her something because I had earned a lot of money, 
she didn�t want our relationship to be exposed in some magazines. Bless 
her for all those things. She loved me for me and I knew I could trust her.
I arrived at the studio and began to work. Singing always helped me to forget my 
problems and today I had needed that�

To Be Continued...