Not Alowed To Love You
Part 1 & 2


Part 1

* A year later *
*�s POV *

�Ouch, you hurt me !� I shouted teasing him while he grabbed another pillow.
�Oh sorry sweetheart, didn�t want to hurt you� he said with a soft voice which made him look 
even cutter. 
He wanted to hug me and it was a part of my plan �cause when he came closer to me, I hit 
him hard on the head with a pillow I had in my hands behind my back.
�You gonna pay for that!� he screamed chasing me in the living-room.
�Hahaha� I laughed so hard that it hurt me. 
He caught me upstairs and pushed me on our bed. He was lying on me so I couldn�t 
move anymore. He looked deeply in my eyes. He was so cute with his hair in a 
mess because of the pillow fight.
�So what you gonna do to me for hitting you? But you have to admit babe that 
you always loose when we are doing a pillow fight!?� I told him grinning.
�I always loose?� he asked raising his eyebrow.
�Course you do�
�No I don�t�
�Yes you do�
�No I don�t�
�Yes you do�
�No I� Yes I do!!� he replied and we burst out laughing. 
�Let me stand up now, you gonna hurt the baby!� I said smiling.
�Sorry hun� he said worried losing his grip.
�Oh babe, I was only joking you can�t hurt him or her �cause our baby is so small 
at that moment!� I replied smiling and kissing his forehead before heading off 
to the kitchen and leaving him smiling.
Yeah so much happened this year. We were so in love with each other and decided 
to live together in London. And yes I was pregnant...

� Flashback �
* A month ago * 
*�s POV *

We were lying on a bench in Hyde Park near a big tree. We always sat here, don�t know 
why� There was a long silence, we could hear the wind blowing. I had my head on�s 
lap and he was stroking my hair.used to do this and I liked it. I was thinking� 
Should I tell him? What would he answer? We were together for 11 months now but wasn�t 
it too early for� a baby? A baby changes your life, was
ready for that? 
In a few months his album will be out and he won�t be often there. Stop thinking! 
Just tell him. I was really afraid. How would he react? What if he dumped me? 
Oh stop it!! He loved me, didn�t he?
��?� I asked him.
�Yeah baby� he replied while running his fingers through my hair.
�There�s something I wanted to tell you lately�
�Yeah hun, what?� he asked me looking deeply in my eyes. 
I looked away taking his hand in mine and I began to play with his fingers. 
I was really frightened.
�Are you okay?� he asked worried.
�Not really� you know that these days I was ill. I often had some nauseas and 
so I decided to go to the doctor�� I began to tell him.
�Yeah I know you weren�t feeling well but�� I interrupted him. 
�Please let me carry on� when I was at the doctor�s I underwent some medical 
examinations and one of them was positive� I took a deep breath and told him 
�, I�m pregnant, a little is growing up in me for a few weeks now� I said 
half smiling hoping he�d smile too but I closed my eyes, I couldn�t see 
his reaction, I was sure he�d go. He didn�t say anything� I sighed heavily. 
�Then go away�� I whispered.
�What? Who told you I didn�t want to have a baby? Why do you think I�m going 
to leave you�? �cause you�re pregnant?� he said.
"Yes, because I am! I stood up and he followed me. He went near me and wrapped his 
arms around my waist from behind. He placed his chin on my shoulder and 
replied smiling :
�I love you so much and I will never go because I want to be with you for the 
rest of my life, with you and with our baby��.
I turned around, I couldn�t believe it.
�Are you sure you�ll stay? With me and our little baby?� I asked him sobbing.
�Course I am! We�re going to have a baby together and I�m gonna be a daddy!!� he suddenly 
screamed which made the people near us turn around and stare but we didn�t care. 
He was happy and so was I. He then spunned me round.
�stop it! I�m pregnant!� I told him laughing.
He laughed and put me down.
�� I�m gonna be fat ya know�� and we carried on laughing.
�I don�t care, you�ll always look amazing for me. I love you with all my heart. 
You�re the best thing that happened in my life and I�d be an idiot to leave 
you. I need you so much and I promise you I�ll always take care of you and of 
our baby� forever� he said with a sparkle in his eyes.
He was so sweet and I couldn�t help crying too. That was so romantic.
�Stop this emotional stuff babe, look at us!� I said smiling while he wiped 
away my tears. 
He then hugged me and it was so good. I pulled him away and looked him in 
his eyes.
�You mean so much to me and I don�t want to lose you either. I love you so much 
� and I hope you�ll be a good daddy� I said which made him laugh.
�Course I will�� he replied before kissing me passionately. Then we walked home hand 
in hand� Goodness I was going to have a baby� with!

� End of the Flashback �


Part 2

*�s POV *

As I made my way to the kitchen, I heard the phone ringing. I picked it up in the 
living-room.
�Yeah?� I said when I felt�s arms around my waist.
�Morning, can I speak to Mrplease, it�s his boss� I heard a man saying.
�Yeah of course� hold on please� I said giggling because Lee didn�t stop trying 
to kiss me.
�it�s for you� I said.
�Thanx babe� he replied taking the phone before kissing me. I smiled at him 
and went to the kitchen.
�Yeah� huh huh� In 10mins?... Yeah no problem� see you later� was all I heard.
wasn�t become a �normal� guy. In fact he was a solo singer. 
He always wanted to sing.was quite deep. When something was wrong he didn�t 
tell anything. He wrote instead. He was very talented. Moreover he had the voice 
of an angel. He often sang for me when I felt low and I loved him for that. For 
a few months now he was getting more and more famous. Yes I was going out with a star, 
a wonderful one actually *lol* He had already released one single �� 
which was number one last week. He was so happy� I remembered the day when he 
had his record deal�

� Flashback �
* 4 months ago *
*�s POV *

I was driving home from work. It was 8 o�clock in the evening. I was working all day 
long and I was very tired. I loved my job but sometimes it was very hard. I hadn�t 
got a fixed timetable. One day I could work all night long and the day after from 
8 to 5. But I really enjoyed doing it. I was glad to come back home and see my little 
baby� I mean�! He had an audition today and I was wondering how it happened. 
I opened the door and made my way to the living-room.
�you�re there?� I called him without looking around me as I placed my bag on 
the table. I didn�t hear an answer. But when I lifted my head up I saw him sitting 
on the couch with his head in his hands. He seemed to be sad. I heard him sobbing. 
Something bad had happened. I got closer to him and kneeled down in front of him. 
I lifted his head up and I could see he had cried. He didn�t say anything. I hugged 
him as tight as I could. I knew he needed me so we stayed like that for a while. 
Then I looked him in the eyes.
�, what�s wrong?� I said with a sweet voice while wiping his tears away.
�I� I will never succeed in�� he said with a weak voice.
�In doing what babe?� I asked him stroking his cheek.
�I�m sure I failed this morning at this important audition!� he replied looking 
at the floor.
�stop it! Have you ever heard your voice?� I asked him smiling. �You have 
an amazing voice! Your songs are wonderful and I don�t say that because I�m your 
girlfriend� I said still smiling hoping he�d do the same �cause I hated to see 
him like that. �But what did you think,? That from the start when you began 
to go to a few auditions, you were gonna have a record deal in succession? It takes 
time to become famous but please don�t give up. You�ll manage to do it. 
You must have faith in you� like I have for you� I told him with tears in my 
eyes too.
�Don�t cry too sweetheart� he said half smiling while wiping my tears away now.
Aah that smile, I had already missed it. He was gorgeous. �Thanx babe I don�t 
know what I�d do without you. Thank you for all what you said, for being here 
when I need you and for being the woman I love so much. I promise you I 
won�t give up� for you darling� he whispered� and he asked me not to 
cry anymore!? 
I hugged him when suddenly the phone rang. �great� I thought. I kissed his forehead 
before picking up the phone. He smiled at me and sat on the couch.
�Yeah� yeah huh huh� oh ok I�ll tell him� you sure?... great, thanx a lot� 
Thanx bye� I answered without screaming realising who it was.
looked at me.
�Who was it babe?�
�It was a man from an audition he had set this morning. He told me that my 
boyfriend had won it and that he had an appointment tomorrow for a record deal. 
No big deal huh?� I said teasing him while grinning badly. 
He was speechless, bless him. 
�You joking right?� he said with an innocent look.
�Course I�m not! I told you you�d do it!� I said smiling.
He jumped from the couch and hugged me. He had tears in his eyes. His dream 
came true finally. I was glad to see him so happy! I thought he didn�t even 
realise it.
�Oh my God, Oh my God�� was all he could say. 
��� I said breaking the hug and looking him deeply in his eyes.
�Don�t forget me when you�ll become famous� I said smiling.
�How could I forget my first fan who�s actually the most beautiful one I 
have� he replied grinning. He then kissed me. He was such a cutie�

� End of the Flashback �

To Be Continued...