It's Not Me
Chapter 2


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I led in bed that night next toI was wide awake and looking athard 
trying to make her turn intowho�d led next to me at night a few times while
andwe�re away it was a comfort thing us just lying together as in friends 
nothing more but I wished for it to be that I remember going to her house 
a week afterandhad been gone we�d been doing the comfort thing falling asleep in 
each others arms and watching TV huddled up together and having a laugh but 
this time it was different
 
***Flashback***
�Hey�said hugging me as she opened the door 
�Hey � I said and hugged her back we pulled back and she closed the door 
normally I walked through to the living room or kitchen but I just stood there 
looking at her from head and foot as she closed the door she turned back 
round and I grabbed her again and kissed her softly
�� she said pushing me away  
�Sorry� I said looking into her eyes she looked back into mine 
�I better go� I said and went to open the door but she stopped me 
�Don�t� she said and I felt her lips brush mine as we kissed�
***End Flashback***
 
But now that�s all going to change�s takingaway to another 
country away from me and I won�t be able to see her smile at me or sneak a 
kiss from her ever again then something came to me but that seemed 
ridiculous. I turned to my side and let the tears slip down my face�
 
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I was led in�s arms he was asleep as I could hear the gentle breathing sound
he made when he slept I longed for it to be �s arms 
around me but I hadand I�ll always have.andthe happy couple will 
what it will always be I thought knowing it was a lie I let soft salty 
tears roll down my cheeks�  
 
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�Babe you�ve been crying in your sleep� I said toon the next morning 
�I know must have had a bad dream or something� she replied and looked 
clueless
�Nasty monsters coming to get you� I said and grabbed her she giggled 
as I kissed her neck and went lower 
�� she giggled as I kissed and caressed her skin�

To be Continued...