I Love You...No Matter What They Say Part 8 The doc left you andstaring at the screen together. He was so into looking at the screen that you scared him a bit _fascinating isn't it ? you said looking at the echo-scan and then to -yeah , it's such a sweet little baby ... I still can't believe I'm the father of that beautiful little creature , and that i'm gonna be a father . he said looking at you _ooh, me neither .But we're gonna do it together right ? I mean raise the baby together . you said hesitating -OF COURSE we are ! he said like you asked a really dumb question - what made you think we wouldn't then ? he added and sat down next to you on the bed and grabbed you hand _I don't know ... maybe because ... nah never mind I just thought... I mean... you said choking in your own words -but babe, we are gonna be together for ever , I mean that's what I was planning to do ! he smiled and kissed your hand -i love you . he added _ooh sweetie I love you too ,but what I was meaning to say , yeah sorry that I'm bringing her up again , but don't you or maybe we or me alone should talk to your mum , cos if we don't we'll end up with a kid that has to go back and forth cos her or his parents had split up because the father's mother was against there relationship. That would be terrible! i don't want my child to live with separated parents , I mean that's almost as bad as divorced parents ! do you agree with me here ? you asked _yeah totally agree with you. I'll talk to her ,not you that would only make things worse .But not now okay . he said and just when he bowed to give you a kiss the door opened and the doc came in again -I hope I'm not disturbing anything here! he said laughing. _no you aren't , sorry for that . you said apologising -it's okay . but anyway I've got the results here and i have good news : the baby totally healthy ! he said _ok , thank you doctor.said and gave the doc a hand After that there was a nurse who came in and cleaned your tummy and said you were ready to go.helped you in the car again like you were invalid ! tss ! but never mind , it was nice when someone helped you all the time . So you thought of a way to thank, and came to the solution that sex would be the best one but it would be hard so you thought of a second best one . When you were at's place sitting on the couch with a magazine in your hands still thinking about a way to thankyou decided that if you could try to make his mother see that it wasn't all bad things you did ,he would be so happy. So you decided to go straight to's house . _? you shouted in direction off the study room where he was writing a song or something else. -yeah babe. he shouted back _I’m gonna go and drop by's and get some things ok ? you shouted back -shall I drive you there ? he asked worried coming to the living area where you've been sitting _thnx , but no thanks . you said laughing -are you sure ? he asked slightly laughing _yeah! I'm pregnant , I'm not invalid or something ! I'm not a moron ! unlike some other people . you said laughing at -eey I’m not a moron either ! he said laughing and hugging you - but you're right you can drive and stuff like that , but if there's anything ... please call me , ok ? he added _yeah I’ll call you , bye sweetie. you said and gave him a kiss and grabbed your cardkeys and walked to the door -bye babe. he said when you opened the door to get out. When you shut the door, got in your car and drove to's house immediately, there was no time to waste here ! When you got near's mother's house you got a bit nervous but you weren't going to let the nerves get control of you. So you parked your car and walked up the driveway of's house. You rang the bell and she opened the door, you could see that she actually wanted to close the door again immediately when she saw your face... _please wait ! you begged while she had the door already half shut -what do you want ? haven’t I been clear enough to you ? she shouted _yes I know, but I want to talk to you so please let me in , you don’t have to do it for me or for yourself but then please do it for! he has suffered enough and that only cos his mother doesn’t like his girlfriend so much ! you snapped back - ok then , but not for long ! she said finally and she opened the door for you to get in. When you got in she directed you to sit on one of the couches and sat down next to you. -oke, tell me what you wanted to say, can you hurry a bit cos I haven't got whole day for this kind of nonsense ! she said _alright , shall I start telling then ? you asked , but when you didn’t get any answer you just started _okay,and I first met in club aura ,bumped onto me and he spilled my drinks , he bought me new ones and brought them , then he asked me to dance and we had a really good time , after that i spent that night at Lee's place . I am not really a one-night-stand kinda girl but withit just felt right. I'll save you the details of that night , but he was so incredibly sweet ! you told her smiling and went on _The next morning we ,you and I , met . Remember ? you asked her -yeah I remember , you were actually quite polite ! she answered _ooh , that’s just the way my mother told me to be . you said _shall I go on with my story ? you asked adding -yeah go on then . you said and you went on telling _after a daycalled me and asked me if I wanted to go to this party and i said yes , we went together withand my best friend , who are a couple, but anyway . When we were walking on the red carpet , al these photographers started to ask questions like : how long are you gonna stay with her? and stuff like that . That made me a bit nervous and because I overheard an conversation you had with , the morning after the night i stayed at's , I wanted to talk to him. So I asked him if it was really true that he sleeps or slept with loads of girls , cos I can't stay with someone like that ! you said andactually smiled at you _I had a bit to much to drink so when he was explaining that a few of his relationships hadn’t worked out and that he was know as a player in the media, i felt the alcohol raise to my head and I fainted . When I regained consciousness he ordered a cab and he bought me to my place , where i remembered what we were talking about before i fainted. And i still wanted to know if it was true so I asked him again and I got a bit mad and accidentally gave him a black eye. you said -ooh that was you , haha . That's actually very funny. I was worried that he was getting himself in trouble again but I’m glad that it was you. she said laughing _yeah sorry that was me, but, my friend as I already told you , gave a birthday party a few days later and her boyfriend also know as broughtand I got the chance say that I was sorry.didn't really mind that i hit him the only thing he wanted was that we got back together . He stayed over and the next morning I wasn’t feeling well ,I suffered form morning sickness for the whole week , and thought I should go and see a doctor , so we did . He was so kind to bring me to one , and he stayed with me the whole time. The doctor said I was pregnant and i was so bummed , I really didn’t want to be pregnant at that time! Butwas so happy. After that I really needed some time for myself to think about this all . (fav blue member) kept phoning me and I just got sick of it ! and I said that i was aborting ! yeah I know it was stupid of me to say thing i don't mean but he was just driving me crazy and not in a good way! - crikey ! was the only thing she said _ yeah I know, but after a while we made up and started to work on a relationship. And then the papers worked against it, when they found out i was pregnant. It’s still weird seeing my own face in magazines ! Then there was this charity party , he bought me clothes. And that is so sweet, don't you think ? you asked her -yeah I raised my son good, I see . she said smiling _yeah you certainly did. you said , and when she made a hand gesture for you to go on with your story you did, _okay , on the night of the charity party i fainted again and hurt my head really badly and got a light amnesia. I forgot almost everything , I even didn’t remember who was or the fact that i was pregnant.helped me remember everything although I still thoughtwas a weird guy. And when I read a few magazines i saw pictures of me andand i remembered. But we had a fight just before so he wouldn't talk to me .And he was scared that he was moving to fast. but we made up again . you sighed -oh yeah okay , continue dear . she said sounding very friendly all off a sudden _and then there were a few months that he didn't talk to me ,cos there was something you said , and I still don't know what I did wrong in your eyes ,but anyway. There were a few months were we didn't even talk or call each other , and when we did talk to each other it was more shouting . That is when I sort of sold my story to the OK! magazine . That madeeven more mad. Although I thought it was a good thing to do ,but I now know it wasn't ! But it was such a same at the end cos nowhas missed a lot of my pregnancy developments he actually didn't wanted to miss. But then again we made up ,and since that we have been together , I'm happy , 's even more happier and we just wanna get on with ours lives together. And I am here to ask to accept that and get on with your life to ! and let your son live a happy life !? you said in with an asking expression -.... ooh my giddy giddy gosh , I really can't believe you two have been to so many things together , yeah of course you can live your life's together . I'm sorry i acted like this , i know it was and still is a bit childish butis my little boy and i didn't want to loose him , I still don't actually but that's another story. I made up an story of me not liking you to makesee that I was right about you and that he would break up the relationship you guys had at the time. But I didn't think he was gonna take me seriously . And then when you told your part of the story I was made out as the bad guy , which I actually was . I didn't mean to be cruel or anything I was just my mother instinct. I am truly sorry for the horrible time I gave you and. Will you accept me as the grandmother of your baby? she said while tears started to develop in her eyes . _ooh god of course you can , but there's just one thing I want you to promise. -what is that dear ? she said _to never do things like that when our child is borne ! I mean and I are going thru a hard time already and when the baby comes it will get even harder with all the paparazzi and stuff. you looked at her and waited for an answer -no off course not ,I won't ever do something again, it was foolish of me , a well grown mother of a son who is gonna make me a grandmother. No I'm just as proud as can be ! she said glowing _okay , I actually never thought things would turn out like this hahaha. you said laughing _ooh yeah , would you like to see your future grandson or granddaughter ? you asked her while getting the echo/scan photo out of your bag . -aah that's so sweet , I remember the photo I had of, and the first scan they made of my tummy ! she said trailing of , then she looked at her watch -ooh is it so late already ? I love to chat on but I have to do some shopping , but we can go on some other time , right? or no better , would you like to join me , then i can buy something for the baby , i love baby shopping ! she said _erm yeah sure , that sounds like fun ! you said enthusiastically She got her stuff and she drove her car to the shopping area took you once , she stopped near the D&G shop and parked her car . You two got out and walked into some shops , where you ,as always, bought to many things and when she suggested to go to the D&G shop you got this tickling feeling in your tummy . It made you all happy. In the D&G shop she walked directly to the baby clothes department , that you didn't even notice when you were here with, and she started to hold up little rompers in all sorts of colours and sizes. You were having so much fun , it must have looked like she was your best friend and that you guys had know each other for years. When she bought you all kinds of little baby clothes , as a present of course, she brought you to her house after thanking her for the wonderful day. and she even thanked you for coming to her house. She said it must have taking a strong woman to stand up to someone like her and that she respected me . When you got in your own car you thought of driving back to ('s house , but changed your mind when you remembered you said you were going to's . so why not drop by then ? you were already in the neighbourhood. So you drove to your and's house. When you got arrived at the house there was nobody there , so you got inside and waited for a while and then took of again. When you got in your car again your phone rang _hi,speaking ! you said picking up the phone -hi , this ishere. he said _oh hi , how are you ? you asked -I fine and you ? _I'm great , so tell me why do I have the privilege of speaking to you now ? you said joking -hahaha ,I wanted to ask you for a favour . he said first laughing but then getting serious _and that is ? you asked -erm ... I would rather not ask you on the phone but whatever, before i tell you would you please not tell? _yeah sure I won't. -okay , here it goes : I want to askto marry me ! he said and you got quiet _oooh my god !!! that's so great ! you said finally -so you think she will say yes than ? _off course she will say yes ! I'm her best friend and I've know her for a while now ,and i can see at the look on her face that she's totally in love with you. you said comferting -okay then. he said with a glad tone in his voice _but what is the favour you wanted to ask me then ? -oh yeah , erm I wanted to buy her a ring but I was wondering if .... you could maybe help me pick one out ? he asked hesitating _of course , I'd love to pick a ring for. you said being happy for -okay good , shall I erm pick you up tomorrow ? he asked _yeah sure , what about 2 o 'clock. but can I tellabout you andcos he will think it's weird that you are gonna pick me up , you know ? you asked him -ooh he already knows !said _okay then , erm 2 o'clock then ? you said laughing -yeah 2 o'clock it is ! see you then , and? _yes ? -thank you for helping me out ! he said _you're welcome , okay then ,bye ! you said -bye , see ya 2morrow ! he said and hung up the phone and so did you. You were still in your car and drove back to's , who was all exited aboutand getting engaged. Because of that you totally forgot to tell about you and his mum. The next day took you to a few jewellers and you 2 agreed on a beautiful silver ring with a big diamond in the middle and a few small one's on each side of the big diamond.and you got something to drink and you disscused the way he could ask, the waytalked aboutwas so sweet . After the drink he brought you to's place again and thanked you , and you wished him a wonderful evening and toldthat you were almost sure she would say yes! When you stept out of's car ,came walking your way with some thing in his hand that looked like a magazine but when he got closer you saw it was a newspaper. -what does this have to mean ? he asked you pointing at a picture on the front . First you couldn't see who or what is was but when you took a closer second look you saw it was you and's mum shopping at D&G . It was a picture ofholding up a light green romper , and showing it to you . _I was about to tell you yesterday , but you were so happy cos that withandso I kinda forgot. you said not knowing howwould react -you forgot ? but babe , this is great , did you really made up with my mother ? why didn't you just tell me . What did you think ? I was gonna get mad ? he said walking to the door and going inside _no I don't know , but as i already said i kinda forgot. I wanted to tell you , but I forgot , sorry . you said going inside too -okay then , its nothing by the way , actually it is something , his is huge ! but tell me why ? I thought I said that it would be better if I went to talk to her . he said being happy _yeah I know , but you've been doing so much things for me the last erm just since the day we made up and I wanted to thank you in a special way . And I thought this would a proper way , don't ya think ? i mean you were the one who suffered from it the hardest from us all . you said -ooh babe , everything for you ! I thought you knew I wanna do anything and everything for you ! you are my everything! and thanked you so much , you don't know how much this means to me, to see the 2 woman I love the most walk into one room without fighting ! he said smiling and gave you a kiss. When the kiss ended you askedif you could read what was written about you and. you read what was written underneath the picture : Since the last concert the guys of blue gave in London ,and the 8 months pregnant have been seen together again . Everything seems to go there way. It now looks likeand 's mother , who have been in a so-called fight,have made up . They have been seen in the baby clothes department of the D&G store in London. *'s pov* You have been datingsince the day you've met him in the same club were had metand you andgot along so great ! you have never had a real fight , there had been a few differences of opinion but you sorted that out .was everything in your eyes: he was sweet , gentle , kind , sensible and funny , he always made you laugh and that was such great fun . You and were together almost every day . Just like today , but he was acting a bit strange , when you asked him if there was something no needed to know or if there was something wrong, he just simply said no, when he took you shopping . After "hard" day of shopping -do you wanna go back to mine or yours or do you fancy going to a restaurant somewhere and getting a drink after that ?asked _erm , I'd love to get something to eat and drink sounds good to me 2 . But can you make a quick stop at my place so that i can change into something more appropriate ?. you said - sure babe , although i quite like everything you wear .said making you giggle . He started the engine and drove off . When you arrived at your place you askedwhat kind of restaurant he was planning 2 go to. He said a nice and quiet but classy one . So with that you went to see what you were going 2 wear. You had changed into a sort lilac satin empire-line dress and you had put on you high-heeled strappy lilac sandals to match your dress. You realized it would get a bit colder outside you got your light-purple cork blazer from the hat-rack. You had put you hair up and had applied a bit more make-up on the place's where it disappeared when you entered the living room 10 minutes ago. - I thought you were gonna stay in there .said when he heard you coming out of your room but became quiet when he saw your breath-taking outfit . -..... _are you ok ? you asked him ,knowing you looked fab, when he looked at you like he couldn't breathe -you have just taking my breath away ! I can't breath easy !!! he said swallowing a couple of times _ okay then I've picked out the good outfit then?! you said giggling -ooh babe you look like a million bucks or maybe more ! he said and gave you a kiss on your cheek -you're ready to go then , princess ? he asked' _oh are you supposed to be my prince then ? you said with a sarcastic smile on your face -ooh are we getting cocky here !said laughing _nah , you ARE my prince ! you said and wrapped you arms around his neck and kissed him very passionately -mmm, okay what was that for ? he grinned _cos I love you . you said smiling sweetly -aah I love ya 2 babe.said and gave you a kiss -shall we go then ? he asked after he gave you another kiss _yeah ! you said smiling from head till toe . IN THE RESTAURANT _ have you decided what you are gonna get ? you said looking in the menu when you sawhad been looking at you all the time -huh what ? he said quickly looking at his menu, trying to look like he had been looking at the menu the whole time in steat of at you. _what you are ordering ? you said giggling -erm , dunno yet maybe I'll take the .... , he said pausing _the what ? you asked -the ... erm ... lobster . he said finally -and you? _ I think I'm gonna take the oysters. you said _what do think off : if i take the oysters and that I'll feed them to ya ? you added with a cheeky smile immediately closed his menu and - oysters it is !!!said liking his lips. You ordered andsaid he had to take care of something, when he came back he waiter came walking behind him . He put the plate with oysters on your table and wished you a wonderful evening . When you andstarted to feed each other the oysters,gave you one and when you had the oyster itself in your mouth you felt something hard so you took the hard thing out off your mouth when you saw it was a ring . You looked atwith a questioning face _what.... ? you asked speechless not knowing what 2 say took the ring out of your hand and got on one knee at your side of the table� -dearI've know you for a couple of months now and we had our ups and downs but I love being with you and i just love you with my whole heart .do you want to marry me ? he said looking at you and sliding the ring onto your ring finger _what ? you said again but this time more shocked -would you be my wife ? he asked _Oh my god !ARE YOU TOTALLY INSANE ?!?! you shouted so hard that almost everybody in the whole restaurant could hear it -no ,I'm not and please lower you're voice babe... not everybody needs 2 hear this ok? he asked _yeah whatever ! -why don't you want to marry me ? don't you love me ?asked with a really serious expression on his face _, you know i love you ....but marriage is a big thing and we've only ,as you just said, know each other for a few months... yeah ok maybe almost a year, but... -but what ? _but... I... I can't ! you said and took the ring of your finger and threw it in's direction while you left the table where you andhad been sitting. You walked outside and sat somewhere , just on the corner of the street ,on a bench and started to sob, with your face in your hands. After a while someone sat next to you , when you looked up you saw it was. _what are you doing here ? you asked a bit moody -i was worried cos you just ran out of me ! and I wanted to know why you got so mad all of a sudden ? i mean it's nothing to get mad over : to be asked to marry me ! i just don't get it ! If you love me , why don't you want to marry me ?asked confused _ i do want to marry you... but... aaargh I just can't ok ?!!! you said getting all mad and standing up -wait ! can't we just have a normal convo about this ??! he said grabbing your arm _just get lost ! ok !?! i don't wanna marry you ! and I don't even wanna speak to you right now ! ok !?! bye! you said and walked away. Where you held a cab and let it drive you home where you calledfor comfort. _? you said when someone answered the phone - yeah . what's up? are you ok ? _.... . you didn't really say anything just cried a bit -oh my gosh! are you crying ? just hold on ... I'll be right over . you heardsay and you just said ok and laid down your phone. After a fast 10 minutesentered your apartment, it was hers too but she kinda , not officially though, moved in with cos that would be more handier when there baby gets born. She walked right up to you and gave you a hug, which wasn't really a strong hug considering the fact she was 8 months pregnant and her belly was so big that it was hard to hug someone , but anyway. -are you ok ? she asked after she gave you that warming hug _yeah i guess I'm fine. -can you tell me what happened or would you rather not like to talk about it , cos i'll completely understand , you know I will ! she said and sat down next to you and layed her hand on your lap -it's ok , relax hun. just start telling when you are ready ok? she said and stood up and walked to the kitchen where she made some tea , and she came back with 2 cups of tea and the cookie bin, she opened it and gave you a cookie , and you cup of tea. She sat down next to you again and you started to tell about and that gorgeous ring and the thing with the oysters and stuff, when you left the restaurant and threw the ring in's face , when he sat next to you outside on the bench. You told her the whole story. And she just tried to comfort you . After a while , when you we're feeling a lot better, she filled the bathtub for you and asked if there was anything else you would like . You said no and thanked her for being there when you needed her. After that she left and you went to soak in your tub. 1,5 WEEKS LATER. You haven't spoken tofor almost 2 weeks (to be exact it was 1,5 weeks but anyway) and you weren't really bothered , you did miss him but could live without him (at least you tried to live without him for as long as you could). You had just been out grosser shopping and bought a few magazine's. When you cleaned the house and had made a fresh pot of tea. You sat yourself on the comfy couch and grabbed a magazine , you were reading an article about pregnancy, you thought it was kinda interesting when you had almost finished it you saw an coloured part that was an sort of quiz , a test that you could do to see if you were pregnant, although you knew you weren't pregnant at all you decided to do the little test , this could be fun. When you were at question 3 , you got a bit scared cos every question you answered was true! when you finished the little test it said you were pregnant. So you looked down at the magazine shocked , when you read a bit further there were the symptoms of pregnancy or beginning pregnancy (in most cases). _ok , let me see : you haven't had your period for 8 weeks or more . you read out loud _check ! _you have been ill in the mornings or had mood swings all of a sudden. _mmm ,that's kinda true. you said still out loud _ok ,let me see : if all or some of these above written symptoms are there we strongly advise you to take a pregnancy test ! _WTF ! i can't be ?! it can't be ?? , right ?? _mmm maybe i should take a test , can't do any harm right ? you said still talking out loud to yourself. So you got your keys and you jacket and walked to the nearest pharmacy. You asked the cashier were the pregnancy tests were , you were a bit ashamed but what the heck ! who would see you buy an test anyway?. At least that is what you thought ... when you were looking for a good test out of a few ,you heard some snapping like photo's were taking of something. Only the weird thing was that you couldn't see any photographers or people take picture's . You just didn't think about it anymore until you had paid for the test and were walking down the street to you're house and saw a photographer behind a car , when you were about to cross the street he was snapping pictures of you. To Be Continued...