I Love You...No Matter What They Say
Part 5
*'s pov *
When the doctor opened the door for you ,andto go in you saw a weak. She was sitting straight
up in her bed with a pillow behind her back to keep her up, she had all these drains around her face and actually
looked affull... when you saw her you almost cried but got hold of yourself and remembered what the doctor said
<_Just do like nothing happend , that's the best .>...so you did , you walked to her bed and she looked a bit scared
at you but you just smiled.
_ hi , how are you feeling ? you asked
_ i'm feeling fine ..but erm who are you ? she asked and looked at you , then atand
_i'm, i'm your best friend, this ishe's your boyfriend and this is, he's my boyfriend'.
You said pointing atand
- i don't know who you are , could you please leave !said .
You knew this could (and maybe would) happen but you didn't think it would happen this fast . But again you
remebered what the doctor said and just contiued talking to her just like nothing happend.
_ooh you do . I'll help you remember k ?
-kee . she said , still looking scared
_ We , you and I, live in a big appartment we've bought because you were studying and I have a job as a model for
a famous (celebrity-)clothing brand . you started _you andhave met in a club because he bumped into you and
spilled your drinks ... you guys danced all night ...
- .... it's slightly comming back at me who you are but i still don;t remember erm what his name ?!said pointing
at
_you mean?
-yeah whatever !
_i hope you will cause ....
-cause WHAT ?wanted to know
_...nevermind . i'll tell you later sometime i guess . you said looking atwho was looking back at you
with a scared expression on his face
*After a long silence *
_ i think we have to go ... i've brought you some clean clothes and some magazine's for you to read , cos i know it
could get a bit boring when your here all alone in your room and you have nothing to do .
-aw thank you , ehm, right ?
_ yeah , great you remebered, hun ! you said _we will visited as much as posible , k ? you added
-yeah sure . she said , with a slight smile on her face
_bye hun . you said and left the room withon your side andwalking right behind you . When you looked
over you're shoulder to see howwas doing you saw a really sad face ... you slowed you steps so you walked next
to him
_ So.. how you doing ?
- how i'm doing ? YOU WANNA KNOW HOW I"M DOING ??? he (almost) shouted
_no need to get upset! i aint did nothing wrong !
- yeah you're right , i'm srry ! it's just ... MY GIRLFRIEND DOESN'T KNOW WHO I AM ! aaargh ! i just almost can't
cope with it ! he cried and shouted at the same time
_butthe docter said that you shouldn't get upset or anything and just do like nothing happend !
- how can i pretend like nothing's happend when there is !said looking at you for an anwser
_ i don't know , just ...just try ! you confermed him
-i'll try as hard as i can !said
After thatdrove to your place and stayed for a cup of tea while you discussed's situation ...
_she's looked terrible , didn;t you think so too hun ? you asked
-yeah , she actually did , but ej ! I'm sure she's gonna be alright though ! he answered.
_yeah , I guess she is ... I've known her for about my whole life now and if there's one thing I am sure of then
that's that's the strongest person I know . I know that she's gonna be alright , it's just so hard to believe
when I see her lying in that hospitalbed ...
-I know sweetie , but she's IS strong and you need to show her that your strong too , ok ?
_ yeah I think I can cope , but I don't know about him. you said pointing towho was sitting on your sofa with his
head in his hands
_eej, are you gonna be alright ? you asked him walking towards him and sitting next to him while you put
your arm around his shoulder.
-... yeah i guess . he said and you could see he had been cry-ing
_you sure ?
-yeah , i've been thinking and if i need to do like nothing has happened i will , i just want the best for my girl ...
altough i'm not so sure she �s still my girl ?!
_ aah, she is , she only doesn't remember she is ... and that's your job : to make her remember who she is ,
and with that i also mean that we , you and me , need to make her remember everything what has happened between you
and her !
-yeah i'll try .said with a light smile on his face.
_now , whipe away these tears and let's try to sort out how we are going to make her remember every single thing
that has happend to her ... including her pregnancy . you added wispering .
-you think we should tell her that already ?asked anxiously
_the sooner the better , right ?
-yeah , ok ! he said smiling
-eej babe, I'm gonna take off , sorry but I really got to go now !said .
_ok , thanx for everything babe , love ya . you said and gave a passionate kiss and let him out
the door.
_oke let's get started then ! you said really enthusiastic when you came back in the livingarea wherewas still
sitting on the sofa.
*'s Pov*
After about 6 days of doing absolutly nothin I am getting so incredibly BORED ! you thought to yourself . Yeah oke
there were a few people that visited , but i don't even know who they are . I remember some of them now tough , there
is this girl who says she's my best friend :, and I do remember my mum and dad ! But there is
this guy who keeps on coming,i thought his name was
something like, and i really don't know who he is but he's actually kind of cute . But he's a bit weird too , like
about 2 days ago he came to vistite me and brought flowers and he was really nice , as always , but when we started
talking about clubs /drinks and stuff, he said : ,, But i don't think you should go out ,considering your still
pregnant" . I lay there with open mounth for about 10 minutes when he said :,, I thought you must have remember that
you were pregnant by now, didn't you ? ". With what I answerd with a big NO ! After that he left . I really didn't
believe that I was pregnant and thought thatwas just talking rubbish, and I saw thathad brought
me some magazine's , I just grabbed one and started reading , a hour latercame round to see how you were
doing and she just started talking about "the normal kind of things'" , when she also started about me being
pregnant , I just couldn't believe my own ears ! Me pregnant !!! Don't make me laugh ! So I thought that she and ,ehm
what was his name again ooh yeah,were just taking the mickey on me but she was so serious that I almost
believed her ! When she left I grabbed my magazine again and started to read further . After a few pages I
couldn't believe my own eyes : There were about 20 pic's of me in the rag ! Some of me withoutside a
club , some of me andat some party and there even were picture's of me coming out of the ambulance outside
the hospital .'S PREGNANT GIRLFRIEND IN THE HOSPITAL AFTER HAVING A FIT ! was written above the article.
When the nurse brought me the newspaper an hour later , I saw my own face again. DOES'S GIRLFRIEND REMEMBER
WHO HE IS ?! was written above the headpage . When I started to read I discovered that I wasgirlfriend and
thatis a member of a very populair boyband called Blue . I just couldn't believe my eyes , yeah I know , I've had
a few of these moments the last 2 days ! But this was just more than weird , why didn't I remember anything ? Why
didn't I .... Ooh my god , come to think about it,'S THE FATHER OF MY CHILD !!! aaah I'm so dumb that I
haven't thought of that before ! Everything is coming back to me , I remember everything again ! HALLELUJAH ! OMG I
have to calland tell her!
_eey! what's up girl ! you said happy
-eey love ,I'm fine , I guess , you sound happy , has something happend ?said
_Hell yeah ! I remember everything again ! you said laughing
- oowh girl ! that's so great ! when can you come home ? she said
_ in 2 days , can you give me a ride to our place ? you asked her
-yeah sure hun , i'll pick you put , let's say 2 o'clock OK ?
_yeah OK , i'll see you there , ooh i'm so happy !
-hahaha good for you , till then hun , bye . she said and hung up the phone
Then 2 days after that went by very quick but you actually started to miss somebody , coshadn't visited
since he told you that you were pregnant ! But ej maybe he'll come withto pick you up. Butcame to
pick you up . When you looked sad...
-what's wrong girl , when I spoke to you 2 days ago you were so happy , so please tell me why are you looking so sad ?
Please don't tel me it's because you're going to miss it here !? she said
_haha no it's not that , I just figured thatwould join you , but he didn't .
- ooh that's why you're looking so sad ! aah why didn't you tell me before ! she said
_huh ? what do you mean ? you asked her not knowing what she was talking about
-you have his phone number , right !?
_ehm do i ? you asked her in disbelieve
-where's your phone ? she said and gave you a handbag ,that supossebly was yours
_This is my phone , right ? you said while you helt up a mobile phone
- yeah , give it to me and I'll look up his number so that you can give him a call , What do ya think about
that ? she said
_Great idea , that i haven't thought of that before ,haha . You said whilegave you your phone back and you
saw that it was already calling. But you got his voicemail . You didn't leave a message with the thought that you could and will ring
him later today.
But he supossbly turned of his phone or just didn't want to answer your calls , even though you left about 7
messages in 5 days . On the morning of the 6 day you had enough :hadn't returned any of your
calls/message's ! So you askedif she had his adress written down somewhere, which she did . You got
changed into some clothes you didn't even knew you had , a shirt with D&G across it and a skirt with the same print on
it (D&G) , but when you had them on you remembered that you went shopping withat the D&G store . You grabbed your
demin , with pink flowers sewed on it , jacket and put on your pink peep-toe sandels and grabbed
your clutch . You got in your car and drove to the adresshad written down for you. When you arrived you
got out of your car and went to the front of the
appartmentcomplex and searched for the right nametag . When you foundyou rang and waited for respons .
- hello , who's there ? you heard
_hi, it's, can I come in please ? you asked
-yeah sure . you hearedsay and shortly after he said that you heard a loud buzz and the door opened. You got
in the elevator and got to the right floor , when you got therewas already waiting for you by the elevator
doors .
-hi, so how are you doing ? he asked while he walked you to his appartment
_ heey , ooh I'm fine ! And you ? you asked breaking a big silence .
-I'm fine 2 .
Before there was another silence ...
_maybe it's just me but erm why don't you ever answer my calls ? you askedwhile you sat down on his
leather couch
- I'm sorry I don't know why i didn't return your calls.said - I guess I wasn't sure that you knew who
I was ...
_ but I know now , isn't that what's important ?
- yeah , but all these times I visited you in the hospital ... all these times ... it just got a bit too much for
me , and I guess that's why I didn't return your calls and messages...
_I'm am so incredibly sorry for that , I didn't know who you were , I blame my lose of memory ... but I know
everything again now ! When I got changed in these clothes today I remembered that you bought them for me in the
D&G store and 2 days ago when I was reading a magazine I saw these picture's of us at that party , and I also
remember that we left that party because I collapsed there and that we had a big argument and a fight ..., that was
our first fight , I remember our first night together , what was a great one by the way ,
I remember how you sang to me, I remember , I remember every single thing ! you said
-really ? , ooh god , that so great , so I guess you also remember this . He said and walked towards you and
started to kiss you
_..... , ehm no I kinda forgot that ! you said and pulled him into another kiss. _ let's start where we left
of in our relationship ,, I want to make the best of it ! and with the baby on it's way!
- you remember the baby ? ooh god , it is getting better and better .said and pulled you into a hug that
followed by a really passionate kiss . - There is something I want to do for such a long time , may I ? he asked
_erm , yeah sure ! you said smiling , but not knowing whatwas going to do
started to kiss your neck , wich felt so good, and slowly helped you out of your shirt , and started to
massage your back . You kissed him back , took of his shirt , started to unbutten his pants, pulled down his pant
leaving him is his boxers , he unzipped your skirt and gently layed you on his bed. You woke up the next morning
lying in's arms. You gave him a soft/gentle kiss on this forehead and layed yourself back in his arms.
To Be Continued...