My Idol Part 1 Hello. Let me introduce myself. My name is. I�m here to tell you a story about my girlfriend, . Yes, that�s right, I�m talking about, the winner of Idols. It started about 21 years ago� *-*�s point of view *-* When I was about a year old I moved to London with my parents. We came to live to a family with a baby girl who was just 3 months old, named. Our parents became really good friends and sometimes I stayed at�s house and her parents would baby sit me when my parents had to go away and sometimeswould stay at my house when her parents had to go away. As we got older we became really good friends. We went to the same schools together and did everything together. We became best friends. When I was about 17 I suddenly started to get a weird feeling when I was around. I always thought she was a beautiful girl, but one day she was the most beautiful girl I�ve ever seen! I started to pay more attention to her and to what kind of clothes and perfume she was wearing, I always got jealous of the guys she was hanging out with, just everything. Soon I was thinking about her the whole time! I just couldn�t get her out of my mind! And the weird thing was, I didn�t want to get her out of my mind! But how was this possible?! She was my best friend! I couldn�t fall in love with my best friend! I didn�t know what to do with my feelings! They grew stronger every day. It got harder and harder for me every day not to tell her my feelings. She always said she loved me as her big brother. So she didn�t have the same feelings as me! Every time I saw her I got more frustrated. And without knowing it, I started snapping at. We started to fight a lot after that. And after a fight always left crying. It always broke my heart to see her like that! I didn�t want to make her cry! But I was always the cause of it! This went on for about a year. I always apologised to her. And thank god she always forgave me! I don�t know if I would do the same. But on one day it was the same old story again.came to my house, and we were gonna watch a movie. She picked it up, but it wasn�t the movie I asked her to get. That one wasn�t available at the moment. So she took another one. But I got mad about it and started a fight again. It wasn�t long before started crying. �What the hell is wrong with you?! What have I done to deserve to be treated like this?! I thought we were best friends?! Well just forget about that! I�ve had it with you! I�m so sick and tired of this! I don�t ever wanna see you again! I hate you!� she yelled and left. *-* Your point of view *-* I went to see. He was another really good friend of mine. But he was also a friend of. After a fight withI always went to see him. I could really talk to him about it. I rang the doorbell andopened the door. *-* Robin�s point of view *-* When I was watching tv the doorbell rang. When I opened it I saw standing there crying. �What happened?! Did you have another fight with ?� I asked her. All she did was nod and cry. I let her in and comforted her. �What the hell happened to?! All we do is fight anymore! It�s just like everything I do makes him angry! I don�t know what to do! He always was my best friend! And I don�t wanna loose him! He means everything to me!�cried. �Do you maybe like him more then a friend?� I asked her. �What?! No, he�s my best friend! We were friends since we were little kids! He means everything to me! I can�t stand him hurting me like this! And now all the girls will hang around him and I hate that! No other girl can� . OMG! I can�t be in love with! He�s my best friend!� started to cry again. I got so fed up with all of this! Every timeandhad a fight she comes here. And every time she cries her eyes out! He can�t go on with this! It has to stop! And it has to stop tonight! He has to telltonight that he�s in love with her! I knew thatis in love with. But every time I tell him to say it to her, he won�t do it! But that will stop now! And now I know thatis in love withtoo. I went to the kitchen and got my phone and called. �Hi this is, I can�t come to the phone right now. You know what to do after the beep and I will call you back.� I tried a couple of more times, but every time I got his voicemail! So I left a message. �You made a complete mess of everything again! What kind of a friend are you?! I don�t understand whyforgave you every time! You better get your stupid ass down here to make everything all right again! Or I will come and drag you here! And this time you will tell her the truth!� I spoke angry onto his voicemail and hung up the phone. Then I went back to the living room. *-*�s point of view *-* I made a complete mess out of it again! Why am I always acting like a complete asshole?! I have to find! I got in my car and searched for her. All of a sudden a car was coming right at me�. *-*�s point of view *-* After about an hour the phone went. �Hello?� I answered it. �Hello, this is Ineke. Iswith you?� �Yes she is. I�ll put her on the phone for you.� �Thanks.� �, your mum is on the phone.� I said to her and gave her the phone. *-* Your point of view*-* The phone started to ring.answered it and gave the phone to me a minute later. �, your mum is on the phone�, said. �Hi mum.� I said when I took the phone. �Hi. I already tried calling you on your cell phone, but it wasn�t on. But I wanted to say thathas been in a car accident. He�s in the hospital now. It�s pretty serious. The doctors are operating on him right now.� �OMG! He will be ok right?� �I don�t know. We�ll have to wait and see.� �Ok. Thanks for letting me know! Bye.� �Bye.� Oh my god!has been in a car accident!� �WHAT?! OMG! Will he be ok?�asked upset. �They don�t know yet. He�s in surgery right now.� �Do you wanna go to the hospital right now?�asked. �No, there�s nothing I can do for him now.� After an hour I went home. I didn�t visitfor 2 whole days. I felt very guilty for not going and visit, but I said I hated him and I never wanna see him again. So what will he think when I appear all of a sudden?! But I did hear how he was doing from my parents. Because they go and did visit. Every time my parents asked me to come with them I made up an excuse. Lee was in a coma and during surgery his heart even stopped beating. But luckily the doctors got it going again. But they didn�t know if he would wake up or if he had any brain damage. He also had a broken arm, some broken and bruised ribs, and a lot of cuts and bruises. *-*�s point of view *-* After 2 days I visited. I did feel guilty for the message I left on his voicemail. But I was just angry because he madecry again. And all he has to do is say he�s in love with her! I even askedto come with me, but she didn�t want to come. �Hey. Can you hear me?� I askedwhen I sat next to him. There was no answer. �I don�t know if you heard the message I left on your voicemail, but I�m sorry for that! I was just angry causewas crying once again because of you. She is struggling with this situation too. She is scared that you won�t forgive her for what she said to you when you were fighting. And I�m kind of in the same position cause of the message I left on your voicemail.� All of a sudden I felt a hand touching mine. It was �s hand. When I looked at him, he had his eyes open. �Water.� He whispered. I gave him a sip of water. �What are you doing here?� he asked. �That�s a long story.� All of a sudden his parents walked in. �Oh my god!you�re awake! How are you feeling sweetie?� they asked concerned. I left them alone. I went toher house. �What are you doing here? I already told you I wasn�t coming to the hospital.� she asked a bit irritated. �is awake�, I answered. �I went to see him.� �What? Why?� �Cause I knew you couldn�t do it. I said you were thinking of him. Why won�t you just let me take you to him?� I asked and reached out my hand. *-* Your point of view *-* I started to cry. I was scared to go to. I was scared that he was mad at me and couldn�t forgive me for what I said to him before the accident. But I really wanted to see him. I took�s hand and we went to the hospital. When we got there I got really nervous. We arrived at�s room. I stood in the doorway and looked at. He had his eyes closed. I looked at. �Go on, it�s okay�, he said softly.looked up when I entered the room. I went over to his bed and sat next to him. �Hey buddy�, he said. �I�ve missed you!� I nodded and started to cry. I lay my head onto�s chest and cried.wrapped his good arm around me and held me tight. When I calmed down a bit, wiped away my tears with his one hand. All of a sudden I felt 2 lips brushing mine. I couldn�t believe what was happening! It was a soft sweet kiss. *-*�s point of view *-* My parents just left. I was just resting my eyes for a while. All of a sudden I heard a noise. When I opened my eyes, I sawstanding there in the doorway. She came! When I first opened my eyes she wasn�t there. And she never came during the 2 days I was in a coma. I could hear people talking to me and stuff like that. She came towards me and sat on my bed. �Hey buddy� I said to her. �I�ve missed you!� She nodded and started to cry. She laid her head on my chest and I held her really tight with my good arm. When she calmed down, I wiped away her tears. And when I looked at her, I knew that I never wanted to loose her. So I kissed her. She was really surprised by the kiss. �, I love you! I never wanna loose you! You mean everything to me! I�ve been acting so stupid! But this accident made me realise that I don�t wanna hide from it anymore! I�m in love with you! I have been for the past year now! But I was scared to tell you cause you always said that you loved me like your brother. And that frustrated me. And without realising it, I started to snap at you for no reason. And I�m so sorry for that! I�m so sorry for everything! But now I can tell you that I�m in love with you! I love you,!� *-* Your point of view *-* I couldn�t believe what I was hearing!said he was in love with me! I couldn�t believe it! was in love with me! 2 days ago I found out I�m in love with him too! It�s unbelievable! �, can you please say something?� I heard all of a sudden.looked at me with sad eyes. �It�s ok you don�t feel the same. I�m just glad I got the chance to tell you my feelings. I hope we can still be friends a��� *-*�s point of view *-* �, can you please say something?� She looked at me a bit shocked. �It�s ok you don�t feel the same. I�m just glad I got the chance to tell you my feelings. I hope we can still be friends a��� All of a sudden I felt 2 soft lips kissing mine. I couldn�t believe it!!!was kissing me!!! After the kiss she looked at me. �I�m in love with you too!!!� she answered. �Really?� I asked in disbelieve. She smiled and nodded. �I realised it the night of the accident when I was at�s house. And then I got a phone call from my mum saying you had an accident.� �Why didn�t you visit me earlier then?� I asked her. �I don�t know. I was scared. I said some really mean things when we were fighting. I thought you might still be mad at me about that.� I felt really bad about giving her that feeling! I took her hand. �I�m not mad at you!! I never was!! I was frustrated and took it out on you. And I�m so sorry for that!!! I love you!!! I would never hurt you!! I love you so much!!!� �I love you too!!�looked at you and gave you a soft sweet kiss. �What�s going on here?� you heard all of a sudden�. To be continued...