The Hardest Thing Chapter 9 Just Over A Year Later ~*~~*~ �What you down about?�asked as I sighed �I miss him so much� I replied �Oh I�m sorry� she said putting a hand on my shoulder �Its ok I�ll get by� I replied forcing a smile �Hey girls wanna go clubbing tonight?�asked coming out from the stock room �Might help�said looking at me �Yeah ok then� I replied �Great�said with a huge smile �You still down aboutnot coming back?�asked and I nodded �He was my best friend and I guess I blew it, it never should have happened� I replied �What shouldn�t have?�asked I let them both know the story �You were with Chad at the same time?�asked and I nodded �Chad�s a great guy but I don�t think my heart belongs to him� I sighed �But you�ve made promises to him now�said as I played with the engagement ring on my finger �Yeah I know I better let him know I�m going out with you girls tonight� I said andwas locking up �Ok you go home and do that and we�ll meet you at your house at 8�said �Later girls� I replied and walked off to my car I got in and drove home I�d moved out of my mums and into a lovely apartment but they lay-out of it reminded me of the oneand I shared in Asia maybe that was why I was so desperate to move into it I got in and put my bag down I picked up the phone and dialled Chad�s number �Hey this is Chad I�m not available at the moment leave a message and I�ll get back to you� his answering machine cut in �Hey babe it�s me I�m just calling to tell you that I�m going clubbing with the girls tonight so I won�t be home if you call round bye� I said and hung up I put the phone on the side and went to the bath room for a shower I switched the shower radio on and began singing along until and unfamiliar song played I listened as I washed my hair �Baby I swear to tell the truth� that voice was so familiar no it wasn�twas it? Nah its my mind playing tricks on me I thought as I turned the radio off and climbed out of the shower I walked into my room to get ready and soon the doorbell rang I let the girls in as I went to fetch my bag and jacket �We gonna have some fun tonight�said as we got into a pre-ordered taxi �Sure are� I said as the song I heard earlier started playing on the radio �Oh this is a good song�said moving her head to the beat we soon arrived at the club I paid the cab fair and joined the other two at the bar four guys were at the bar beside us �They are fine�whispered to me and �No doubt about that�replied �Hmm the blonde's quite nice� I said and we giggled and one turned around and smiled atbefore having a conversation with his mates then the blonde turned around and I felt my heart sink he gave me a long lingering stare the one that would drive me crazy �I�ll be back in a minute� I said and left the girls �� I heard him calling I turned to face him �Can we talk?� he asked �I guess...let me tell the girls I�m gonna get some air� I said and walked back over to them �Girls I�m going to get some air a minute get a drink in for me I shouldn�t be too long� I replied and they nodded I went back out with �Look the hotel I�m staying in is just down the road we could go talk there�said and I nodded and followed him we went to his room and he turned to face me� T.B.C...