Hard Choices
Chapter 1


*-* Your point of view *-*

I feel little soft and sweet kisses in my neck. I slowly start to wake up. I love the feeling 
that the kisses give me. 
_Baby, wake up.- I hear a sweet voice whispering softly in my ear.
I turn around and open my eyes. Straight away I look in a pair of amazingeyes. The most 
beautiful eyes I’ve ever seen! They belong to the man I love with all my heart, my boyfriend 
. 
_Good morning, sleeping beauty!- he says and gives me a kiss.
_Good morning.- I answer smiling.
_Did you sleep well?- he asks me while he is stroking my face.
_I always sleep good if I’m in your arms!-
He starts kissing me and moves his kisses down to my neck. I stroke my hands through his hair 
as he moves his kisses down my body. I loved every second of it! knows how to please me. 
We made sweet love to each other. 

*-*’s point of view *-*

I wake up next to the most beautiful woman in the world! My girlfriend,. She looked 
so beautiful and sweet while she was sleeping. I started giving her little soft and sweet 
kisses in her neck.
_Baby, wake up.- I whisper softly in her ear. 
She turns around and she gives me a beautiful smile and looks at me with the most beautifuleyes 
I’ve ever seen! I can just look into her eyes all day! 
_Good morning, sleeping beauty!- I say and give her a kiss.
_Good morning.- she answered smiling.
_Did you sleep well?- I asked her while I was stroking her face.
_I always sleep good if I’m in your arms!- I start kissing her and move my kisses down to her neck. 
She stroke her hands through my hair as I moved my kisses down her body. She loved every 
second of it! I know how to please her. We made sweet love to each other. 

*-* Your point of view *-*

_I’m gonna take a shower, hun.- I said to. 
But I got no answer.had fallen back to sleep. He looked so sweet! I gave him a kiss on 
his cheek and went to the shower. While I was in the shower, I was thinking and making some plans 
in my mind. Cause in a few weeks it is’s 23rd birthday. And I’m planning a surprise party for 
him. After the showerwas still asleep. He looked so cute! He was still naked from when we 
made love. But he was covered with the blanket a little from his waist down. I could still 
see his chest. I decided to wake him up. I crawled on the bed and softly whispered his 
name in his ear. 
_, wake up, sweetie. It’s time to get up._ 
I got no answer. I gave him a little kiss on his nose. I moved down to his mouth, his chin, 
his neck… And finally I reached his chest. I gave him little kisses on his chest. I kissed his 
nipples. And with my tongue I made little circles, and moved down. When I reached his bellybutton 
and went further down,started breathing heavily. As I looked up I sawwith a satisfied smile 
on his face. But he still had his eyes closed. 
_I know you’re awake,. You can open your eyes now.- I said while I wanted to get up.
As I stood up,took my hand and pulled me back in the bed. 
_I wanted to see how far you would go to wake me up.-
laughed.
_Well now you’ll never find out.- I said smiling and got up again. 
_We’ll see about that then.-said laughing while he grabbed me by the waist and pulled me 
back in the bed.
He started tickling me. I hate it to be tickled! I can’t stand it! I’m very ticklish. 
_Stop it,! Please! Please stop!!
_Why? You’re being mean to me! Teasing and driving me crazy like that and then just stop!
And for that you need to be punished!- By nowhad stopped tickling me. But he climbed on top 
of me and held my hands so I couldn’t move. He had a nasty grin on his face. He was loving every 
minute of it! He kept looking at me with the nasty grin. He started tickling me again. 
_! STOP!- I screamed.
_Why? It will cost you something to make me stop!-laughed.
_Anything you want! But please stop!
_Anything?
_Yes, anything! But please stop! Please! I can’t take it anymore! - stopped tickling me. 
My stomach was hurting so much from laughing and screaming. 
_What will I get for stopping?- asked curious.
_I dunno.- I answered while I was thinking.
_You want me to tickle you again?-asked cheekily.
_NO! I thought of something.-
_What is it? What is it?-asked like a little kid.
I bent forwards and started kissing. I could tell he loved it, cause he was kissing me back 
like his life was depending on it. I pushedback and I climbed on top of him.
_I think I paid enough now.- I said while I got up. 
_Oh, you think so? I don’t think so.-said shaking his head and getting his hands in 
the position to tickle again.
_Oh, you want some more? It’s not enough yet?-
_No! Not by a long shot!-laughed like a little devil.
It made me laugh too. I turned around and pushedback. I crawled on his lap and 
started kissing him passionately. He loved every second of it! He wanted to take control again, 
but I made sure he couldn’t do that. I held his hands down. I started kissing him passionately 
again. I made my way downstairs by kissing his neck, his body, his nipples. And by that leaving 
love bites behind.loved every minute of the fact that I was controlling him. After I let 
his hands go, he didn’t move and completely surrendered. After a while I let him participate 
again, and I didn’t have to make that clear to him twice. He pushed me down and started 
doing the same as I did with him. He left love bites behind all over my body. We made love that 
morning for the 2nd time. After we made love again,took a shower and I went shopping. 
wanted me to join him in the shower, but I already had a shower. And I had to arrange some 
things for’s birthday too. The next day at work, everyone said I was glowing and looked 
really happy. I was very happy! But everyone was laughing and pointing at me too. 
And I had no idea why.
_Hello hun.- my colleague,, said to me when I walked in our office. 
was a really good friend of mine and. 
_Hello Su.- I smiled. 
_What happened to you?- she asked.
_What do you mean?
_Well you’re so happy and…- she stopped and looked at me.
_...maybe you being so happy has something to do with the hickey in your neck?- she laughed.
_Hickey??- I asked in shock. 
I took a little mirror out of my purse and looked. There was a hickey. And it was pretty 
big. _Had a wild night withlast night, huh?-
_No, what gave you that idea??- I asked with an angel face.
She gave me a weird look and started laughing.
_Look, you’re so happy! I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone so happy ever! And the hickey 
in your neck says a lot too!- 
_Well, it wasn’t last night, but yesterday morning!- I smiled.
_Well, you go girl!-  screamed.
We both had to laugh. I went in the bathroom and tried to cover up the hickey as much as I 
could with make-up. Before I knew it was time to go home again. 
When I came home, I felt 2 hands 
surrounding my waist from behind and 2 soft lips kissing my neck and making little love 
bites again. 
_Hello babe.- I said.
just kept on going making little love bites again. It made me smile.
_Don’t make any hickeys again!- I told, cause I felt he wanted to make one again.
didn’t listen. I turned around and stopped him.
_, don’t make any more hickeys in my neck! Look what you did to me yesterday!- I said after I 
showed him the hickey in my neck. He started laughing and looked very proud at it.
_It’s not funny,! Everyone at work saw it and made fun of me.-kept on laughing. 
When I made a sad face, he started hugging me. 
_How was your day, babe?- he asked me after he gave me a soft, sweet kiss. 
_It was fine, except everyone making fun of me. How was yours?-
_It was good. But I missed you. I’m glad your home now. I made dinner.- 
_Oh great! I’m pretty hungry.- I answered and wanted to walk away.
I turned around and gavea passionate kiss.
_I missed you too!- I smiled and it madesmile too. 
The days flew by. A week later, I wasn’t feeling so good. I was sick. I stayed home. 
was pretty concerned, but I said it probably was a cold or the flu. Cause a colleague 
from my work, had the flu too. And I thought she maybe passed it onto me.wanted me to call 
the doctor but I said I wanted to wait for a few days.was really sweet for me! 
He took really good care of me! I could hardly get any food inside. 

*-*’s point of view *-*

I fell back to sleep.went to take a shower. After the shower she decided to wake me up. 
She crawled on the bed and softly whispered my name in my ear. 
_, wake up, sweetie. It’s time to get up._ 
I didn’t answer. She gave me a little kiss on my nose. She moved down to my mouth, my chin, 
my neck… And finally she reached my chest. She gave me little kisses on my chest and she 
kissed my nipples. And with her tongue she made little circles, and moved down. When she 
reached my bellybutton and went further down, I started breathing heavily. I got a very  
satisfied smile on my face. I loved what she was doing! But I still had my eyes closed. 
_I know you’re awake,. You can open your eyes now.-said while she wanted to get up.
As she stood up, I took her hand and pulled her back in the bed. 
_I wanted to see how far you would go to wake me up.- I laughed.
_Well now you’ll never find out.- She said smiling and got up again. 
_We’ll see about that then.- I said laughing while I grabbed her by the waist and pulled her back in the bed.
I started tickling her. She hates it to be tickled! She can’t stand it! She’s very ticklish. 
_Stop it,! Please! Please stop!!-
_Why? You’re being mean to me! Teasing and driving me crazy like that and then just stop!
And for that you need to be punished!-
By now I had stopped tickling her. But I climbed on top of her and held her hands so she 
couldn’t move. I had a big grin on my face. I was loving every minute of it! I kept looking 
at her with the big grin. I started tickling her again. 
_! STOP!- she screamed.
_Why? It will cost you something to make me stop!- I laughed.
_Anything you want! But please stop!-
_Anything?-
_Yes, anything! But please stop! Please! I can’t take it anymore!-
I stopped tickling her. Her stomach was hurting so much from laughing and screaming. 
_What will I get for stopping?- I asked curious.
_I dunno.- She answered while she was thinking.
_You want me to tickle you again?- I asked cheekily.
_NO! I thought of something.-
_What is it? What is it?- I asked all excited.
She bent forwards and started kissing me. I loved it! I kissed her back like my life was 
depending on it. She pushed me back and climbed on top of me.
_I think I paid enough now.- She said while she got up. 
_Oh, you think so? I don’t think so.- I said shaking my head and getting my hands in the 
position to tickle again.
_Oh, you want some more? It’s not enough yet?-
_No! Not by a long shot!- I laughed like a little devil.
It made her laugh too. She turned around and pushed me back. She crawled on my lap and started 
kissing my passionately. I loved every second of it! I wanted to take control again, but 
made sure I couldn’t do that. She held my hands down and started kissing me passionately again. 
She made her way downstairs by kissing my neck, my body, my nipples. And by that leaving 
love bites behind. I loved every minute of the fact that she was controlling him. After she let 
my hands go, I didn’t move and completely surrendered. After a while she let me 
participate again, and she didn’t have to make that clear to me twice. 
I pushed her down and started doing the same as she did with me. I left love bites behind all 
over her body. We made love that morning for the 2nd time. After we made love again, I took 
a shower andwent shopping. I wantedto join me in the shower, but she already had 
a shower. And she had to do some shopping too. 
Whencame home, I wrapped my hands around her waist from behind and started kissing her 
neck and making little love bites again. 
_Hello babe.- she said.
I just kept on going making little love bites again. It made her smile. I could tell she 
was smiling.
_Don’t make any hickeys again!- She told me, cause she felt I wanted to make one again.
I didn’t listen and continued. She turned around and stopped me.
_, don’t make any more hickeys in my neck! Look what you did to me yesterday!- she said after 
she showed me the hickey in my neck. 
I started laughing and looked very proud at it.
_It’s not funny,! Everyone at work saw it and made fun of me.- 
I kept on laughing. She looked so adorable! When she made a sad face, I started hugging her. 
_How was your day, babe?- I asked her after I gave her a soft, sweet kiss. 
_It was fine, except everyone making fun of me. How was yours?-
_It was good. But I missed you. I’m glad your home now. I made dinner.- 
_Oh great! I’m pretty hungry.-answered and wanted to walk away.
But she turned around and gave me a passionate kiss.
_I missed you too!- she smiled and it made me smile too. 
The days flew by. A week later,wasn’t feeling so good. She was sick. She stayed at home. 
I was pretty concerned, but she said it probably was a cold or the flu. Cause a colleague from 
her work, had the flu too. And she thought she maybe passed it onto her. I wanted her to call 
the doctor but she said she wanted to wait for a few days. I spoiled her like crazy! 
I took really good care of her! But it broke my heart seeing her like that! She could 
hardly get any food inside!

*-* Your point of view *-*

After about a week I felt better. Andwas very happy about that! It was just in time too, 
cause it was just 2 days before’s birthday. Normally I would get my period today, but it 
didn’t came. I thought it would come tomorrow. Maybe I was wrong about the date. But I didn’t 
have thinking about why my period didn’t came. I was too busy with planning’s birthday. 
Everything was going very good! Anddidn’t notice anything! 
The next day, my period still didn’t came. I got a bit concerned and decided I get a pregnancy test. 
I went to the store and bought a test. I rushed home and did what the instructions said. 
Now I had to wait.
All of a sudden I heardcoming. Quickly I turned around and stood in front of the test 
sowouldn’t see it. 
_Hello babe!-said, wrapping his arms around my waist and started kissing me.
_Hello.- I answered a bit nervous. 
gave me a hug.
_Hey, what’s this?- he asked all of a sudden.
He saw the pregnancy test. 
_What’s this?- he asked and looked at me. 
Then he saw the box from the test on the counter. 
_OMG! Are you pregnant??-
_I don’t know. I just took the test when you walked in. We have to wait 2 minutes for 
the result.- I said nervous.
_OMG! OMG! OMG!- 
That was all Lee could say. He kept walking back and forward in front of me. It made me 
even more nervous. 
Lee stopped and looked at me. He saw I was very nervous. He walked up to me and started 
hugging me tight.
_Do you think we can look now?-asked nervous and looked at me.
I looked on my watch and saw that the 2 minutes were over. 
_Yes, the 2 minutes are up now.-
I took the test and saw it had 2 little lines on it.
_There are 2 lines on it.-
_What does that mean?-asked. He took the instructions in his hands and started reading. 
_OMG! OMG! OMG! - He said again.
He looked up at me.
_What is it? What does it say?-
_We’re gonna have a baby!- he said softly.
_Are you sure?- I asked in disbelieve.
_WE’RE GONNA HAVE A BABY!!!!!!!!!!- he yelled.
_OMG! WE’RE GONNA HAVE A BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!- he screamed again.
He ran to me and picked me up and hugged me. 
It finally sunk into me. We’re gonna have a baby!started kissing me passionately. 
_OMG! I gotta tell someone we’re gonna have a baby!- said all happy.
He already picked up the phone. I took the phone from his hands. 
_Can’t you wait with that?- I asked him.
_Why? Don’t you want anyone know you’re pregnant?- he asked all sad.
_No, I do. But I wanna be sure first. I wanna call the doctor and make an appointment.
_Ok, call the doctor right away then!-said all nervous. 
_Yeah, I will.- I smiled.
I looked up the number and dialled it. 
_Hello, you’re speaking with the secretary from doctor Hardman.-
_Yes, hello, you’re speaking with. I would like to make an appointment 
with the doctor.-
_And may I ask what for?- the woman asked.
_Yes, I think I’m pregnant.-
_Ok, let me look in the agenda.- she took the agenda and looked in it.
_How about tomorrow morning at 9 am?-
_Tomorrow morning at 9 am…- I said and looked at.
was nodding yes like crazy. It almost made me laugh.
_Yes, tomorrow morning at 9 am is fine.- I answered smiling.
_Ok, see you tomorrow morning at 9 am. Bye.-
_Yes, bye.-
was all happy! He put his arms around my waist, picked me up and started kissing me 
very passionately.
_I can’t wait to go to the doctor! I don’t think I’ve ever been so excited to see the 
doctor!-
said and we both had to laugh.


To be continued...