Goodbye To You “She was the one who made me want to settle down after being a bit of a player for a while but now she’s been taken from me and I don’t know what I’ll do goodbyeI love you with all my heart” I said stepping away from the front of the church and walking up to her coffin I laid a white Lillie on top of it as a tear escaped my eyes the song I'd chosen started to play as the ushers came to take her coffin away to be cremated I walked out of the church quickly alone not wanting any of this to be real." Of all the things I believe in I just want to get it over with tears from behind my eyes but I do not cry Counting the days that past me by I've been searching deep down in my soul Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old Looks like I'm starting all over again The last three years were just pretend and I say Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I love The one thing that I tried to hold on to I still get lost in your eyes And it seems like I can't live a day without you Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to Ohhh yeah It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time I want whats yours and I want whats mine I want you but I'm not giving in this time Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to The one thing that I tried to hold on to Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to When the stars fall and I lie awake Your my shooting star * Three Years Ago* |*| The Night&Met |*| “Oh you idiot how can you be so careless” a girl said as I bumped into her and spilt my drink all over her she looked really mad at me. “I’m sorry” I said apologetically “Whatever” she said walking off to the ladies room to dry off I waited outside for her she came out a few minutes later. “Hey” I said “What now you already ruined my top” she said “Can I please buy you a drink to say sorry I feel terribly guilty” I said “I guess it can’t hurt” she replied and I smiled “Great what you drinking?” I asked “Vodka and Red Bull please” she replied as we got to the bar I got her drink and took her to a table where we both sat down “So what’s your name?” I asked “, yours?” she asked me back “” I replied and she smiled before taking a sip of her drink the night flew by quickly along with a lot of chat a few drinks and dancing “Hahaha thanks for a great night”said as I walked her home “Same” I replied and she smiled a smile that made me melt instantly as she walked away into her house I walked my own way and realised I hadn’t asked for her number I ran back to her house and knocked on the door “” she said surprised “I realised I never asked for your number” I said out of breathe “Ha, ha come in” she said and I walked into her house “Coffee?” she asked “I hate the stuff” I replied “Me too” she said and we laughed “Tea then” I said and she nodded and went to make it she handed me a cup and a piece of paper with her number on it “Thanks” I smiled and drank the tea we talked for longer into the night/early hours of the morning “I better be going” I said looking at the clock which said 3AM “Ok I’ll see you out”said getting up with me and showing me to the front door “” she said as I was about to open it I stopped and turned to look at her “Yes” I said as I felt her lips connect with mine and realised she was kissing me I kissed her back showing her how much I wanted to kiss her too… |*| Two Years Later |*| I smiled atas I watched her making us some dinner I loved watching her do the most simple things “You watching me again?” she asked with a smile putting a plate down in front of me on the table “I can’t help it” I said as she bent down and kissed me “I know you can’t you crazy fool” she replied with a giggle and sat next to me “Only crazy in love with you” I said “Awww and I’m crazy in love with you two” she replied with another smile the one that made me melt and fall for her a Two years ago… “Babe” I said as she led in my arms that night “Hmm…” she mumbled with her eyes closed “Will you marry me?” I asked her eyes shot open and she pulled away from me turning around to face me she just stared at me “Babe” I said “I will” she said coming closer again and kissing me “Awww baby you’ve just made me the happiest man alive” I said “You the happiest I think I am” she said “Really you think that” I said and tickled her she hated that “stop, stop” she giggled “Ok but say I’m the happiest” I said carrying on “I’m the happiest” she said and giggled more “Oi, say’s the happiest” I said “’s the happiest” she said through giggles as I stopped tickling her “You’ve made my body go all tingly now” she said shivering “Awww sorry” I said pulling her into a hug and covering us back up with the duvet “I forgive you” she said and I smiled “Night angel” I said “Night my angel” she replied laying her head on my chest and falling asleep… 7 Months Later “Do youtake theto be your lawful wedded wife to have and to hold until death do you part” the vicar said “I do” I replied “Do youtake theeto be your lawful wedded husband to have and to hold until death do you part” the vicar said to “I do” she replied looking at me “I now pronounce you husband and wife you may kiss the bride” without a second thought I leant into kiss her sealing the start of our marriage with a kiss… Nothing could stop our love for each other I thought as we came back off of our honey moon we were in a taxi on our way back home I kissedin the back as I held her close to me… “Babe wake up please” I begged as I stood beside her bedside in the hospital hours earlier a lorry had crashed into the side of the taxi we were in on’s side I got away with a few cuts and bruises as ’s body was in front protecting mine “Mr” the doctor said behind me I turned around to face him “Yes?” I asked “I’m afraid to tell you that the accident causedto loose the baby” he said and I looked confused at him “Baby?” I asked “She was two months pregnant” he said “We didn’t even know” I said as beeping started going off manically from the machine attached to “,” I said panicking “Sir we gonna have to ask you to leave” a nurse said ushering me out of the room “NO” I yelled as tears fell fast down my cheeks “I can’t loose you we’ve only been married a week” I said watching through the glass window as they tried to revive her I saw a doctor look down at his watch as his mouth moved and I knew what he had said I fell to the floor and put my head in my arms crying uncontrollably “Mr” the nurse who had sent me out before said “I know she’s gone” I said sniffing “You can have a few moments with her to say goodbye” she said and I slowly got up and went into the room again taking her by the hand “Why you leave me hey babe I didn’t think the line ‘to death do us part’ would come so quickly we were supposed to have years ahead of us and what about the children we were supposed to have together I need you babe you’re the other half to me” I said crying some more “Come on its time to leave” the nurse said getting me out of the room… I led in bed that night I'd said goodbye toat her funeral I tried to sleep but I couldn’t I felt a cold breeze come into the room along with some light and the chorus of the song ‘Goodbye To You’ was being sungGoodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to I saw it wasshe sat on the side of the bed and reached out her hand to touch my face “GoodbyeI don’t want to leave you but god has taken me for a reason now I’m a real angel in heaven and I will look over you to watch you grow old and carry on with your life find someone else to be with I wouldn’t want you to live the rest of your life alone” she said in a voice that echoed “Don’t say that I can’t ever love another person” I said “I love you and if you ever need me look at the nights sky and find the brightest star it’ll be me and you’ll know that because it’ll shine brighter then any other because you’ll no deep in your heart that star is me” she said disappearing on me “Don’t go” I said getting up “I have to” she said and went out of sight I went up to the window and looked up at the sky as a bright star shot across it I sang the last words of the song ‘When the stars fall and I lie awake, you’re my shooting star’ The End