Complicated Love



Job done, wanna have fun
Gonna call my girls, gonna get my hair done
So I dress tight, with my heels high
And I think about the moves I'mma pull tonight
When I roll up out front
Guys lookin over like that want sum
Make way, sexy
For me and my ladies

Hear the sound of the DJ playin our jam
Glass down, grab a man
Move to the floor, it's time to get down
Ding ding, first round
Hand on my hips as we start to dip
Close range, full clip
Temptations, sensations, vibrations
My One Night Stand

's point of view
Me, my twin sister, and our girlfriends were getting ready to go out again while
listening to our favorite song by Misteeq, One Night Stand. The guys were waiting 
downstairs, impatient like always... We all work for Irene Marie Models in Miami, 
one of the top agencies in the US. A new model arrived last week, the youngest 
one of us so far, and she seems to be sweet and funny. Her name is.
Now we're 6 girls and 5 guys. 
"Would u girls please hurry up?" shoutedfrom downstairs, 
starting to get annoyed.
"Here we go again...! Yo Twins*,,,! It's
10 already! We need to get to that club tonight you know!" said , the 
oldest and most crazy one us, who is originally from South Africa.

Point of View
10 Minutes Later
"OMG! Did u finally decide to go out? Took you long enough!" said
noticing the girls were coming down the stairs.
"Long time, but worth it!" answeredchecking out his girlfriend, 
. They have been dating since they first met at the agency.

"Hey guys, didn't Irene say that another male model was supposed to arrive today from 
UK? I hope he didn't get lost..," said
"Yeah he did but he'll be coming along later cuz he didn't have time to unpack his 
stuff. He seems really cool though regarding that he just got here and already 
wants to go out!" said.
"Oh, I wonder what he looks like! He must have a really hot accent!" I said. 
"Hey get ur mind off boyz, lil sista!" saidjokingly, who was from South 
America. She was a great girl and we became friends instantly, probably because 
we shared so many things, including our birth date.

Later At The Club
I was really looking forward to seeing the new guy. Don't get me wrong, all the male 
models here were absolutely gorgeous, but we're just good friends. I see all 
of them as my older brothers since they all got girlfriends, except. 
I must admit that I kinda feel a mutual attraction between us but we never talked 
about it.was with;was with, 
a really hot guy from Mexico;was with; andhad just gotten 
out of a bad relationship and didn't even want to hear about the 
word "boyfriend".
It was a hot night and I had a feeling it was gonna get even better... when i saw 
the fittest guy to walk this Earth!!!! He had eyes, 
hair, and a really hot body. That was it! I was Cupid's target 
for that night so I had to plan out the biggest pull of all!
"Hey! 
!" shouted. "Hey are you daydreaming or something? I just 
wanted to tell you the English boy is here! Haha!"
"Uhm ok! Thanks for letting me know... I'll meet him later!" I said,looking 
weird at me.
"Ooooh I got it! In case you wanna know, you already saw him!" she said laughing so 
hard that she dropped her glass.
"What?! What are you talking about?"
"That hot guy that you're staring at right now is him!'
"You must be kidding me! Wow that's destiny then!" I never really believed in 
those kind of things and I continued not to. All I wanted that night was the 
"English boy" and I always got what I wanted so...

's point of view
I entered the club the guys were supposed to be at and I started looking for them when 
suddenly it hit me! Long, straight, well-tanned legs... smooth curves... and the 
most attracting look I've ever seen! My perfect "toy" for the night! 
"Hey I see you finally got here! So how'd you like Miami?" said , 
distracting me from my "spaced out" state of mind.
"Oh yeah! Man what can I say? I love the weather... girls are wearing less clothes... "
"Haha! Well you better get used to it fast cuz this job doesn't allow you to get 
too distracted with the ladies! U gotta stay focused!" laughed . He was 
a guy that loved having fun and was always up for a laugh, just like me, so I hung 
out with him more. 
In a few moments, Craig David's 'Hypnotic' started to play and I saw "my" girl walking 
to the dance floor. Man, did she know how to move those hips! I felt a warm rush of 
blood through my whole body and I couldn't wait to get my hands on her so I started 
walking towards the dance floor.

point of view
OMG! He is walking in my direction! I started to feel my knees get weak again and 
worse was that I couldn't help it. He got nearer so I turned around, with my back 
facing him. Soon I felt someone's arms lightly around me but I still didnt turn around. 
I knew it was him and I was loving every moment of it. We danced during Craig David's song, 
without making eye contact. But then the club got darker and another song 
came on, more intense and with more rythm. This time he pulled me 
nearer to his body and I felt the alcohol rushing to my brain when my eyes met his.
We didn't even need to speak to each other... we already knew what we wanted! 
Suddenly he took my hand in his and kissed me sofly on the fingers... then let 
go and pressed his lips to mine. 
After the hottest kiss of my life, I pulled away. "What am I doing? I don't even 
know him," I thought to myself. Then I looked back at him and saw the flames of desire 
burning in his eyes, as he moved down to my neck. I tried to think of the pros and 
cons of sleeping with him, but whatever he was doing to my neck felt good. "Do you wanna 
get out of here?" he asked, pulling my hips closer to his. I felt the hardness of 
him down there and the closeness was electrifying. As P. Diddy said "Life without passion 
is unforgivable," so I didn't give it one more thought. "Come on," I told him. 
We left the club and rushed back at our mansion. "Hey wait! Do you live here?" he asked 
shocked. "Yeah! Oh and I already knew who you are!" I said. He gave me a funny 
look but we both smiled and after we walked in, I grabbed a bottle of champagne 
from the mini-bar. I popped the cork, filled two glasses, and handed him one. "Here's 
to a successful carrer," I said. "I'd rather make a toast for us," he replied. I 
stepped closer toand nibbled on his full bottom lip.Soon I began 
undoing the buttons of his shirt. Once it was off, I brazenly pushed him onto the 
bed, prepared to give him a night that he'd never forget. I let my halter top drop to 
the floor, then I took off my pants. Now I was only wearing a thong. I grabbed my 
glass and straddled him. Smiling, I tilted it and poured my champagne onto his 
chest. Using my tongue, I followed the trail of champagne until it ended at his pants. 
Wanting to build the anticipation, I gradually pulled down his zipper. I tugged off 
his pants and boxers, then straddled him again. Ever so lightly, his hand inched 
between my thighs... 
slid my thong to one side and explored my most sensual spots with 
his hand. Just when I thought I was going to explode, he took his hand away and 
gently thrust into me. I loved every minute of it, every sensation of having 
him inside me. I took him in deeper, rolling my hips, squeezing and releasing 
him until the first waves of bliss washed over me. He arched his back as his 
body contracted with mine. I let go, and a moment later, he did too. Afterward, 
we rested into each other's arms. I could only think about all those sensations 
and I bet he did too. It was only a one night stand after all.

's point of view
I was hoping I could get some action tonight, since I haven't for weeks, so I played 
my game well, like always. The girl was my target since she could really move 
on the dance floor, which meant there was a 99.9% chance of her being a sex goddess. 
I went towards her and got so close I could feel her sweet perfume. She seemed 
nervous at first but then let go and we started enjoying ourselves so when the 
next song came on I decided to take the next step...

At The Club
"Hey don't you think it's a little weird that both [your name] and the new guy 
are missing?" said
"Well hun, maybe they're having some fun haha!" replied. "And I think 
there's nothing wrong with that cuz they're both young and restless! Oh and hot!"
"Ur right but wow! Already? The girls didn't even meet the guy"
"Hey I did! And let me tell y'all he's smokin' hot...,"said.
"Whaha she's right! Me andboth checked him out when he entered the club 
and she was soooo trippin' over him...then later I saw them dancing real close!" 
"Well it's a good thing our lil gurl ain't wasting no time!" they all laughed.


Let me tell you...
She's gettin her stuff in my room
Puts on her skirt and she's lookin good
Six AM and she's leaving soon
Says what crazy night I had 
A real good time

But her kiss tells me it's goodbye
Just like nothing happened last night
But if I had one chance
I'd do it all over again

One night stand and I don't think she's 
Comin back for more
She was only looking for
One night stand
I don't think she's comin back for more
No no...

Now I'm left up in my lonely room
She left her underwear and her perfume
I never thought that it could be this good
And I still feel a little on my fingertips
I'm trying hard not to feel rejected
Maybe the phone line's disconnected 
But if I had one chance
I'd do it all over again
I know it

I woke up this morning to a song that was stuck in my head from the club last night 
and I realized how perfect it was for me... She was already gone and I didn't know 
how to feel about it because I liked that she wasn't taking it seriously but I also 
loved the night we spent together. Something was different about this one night stand... 
she was mysterious and revealing at the same time! I didn't have to use those lame chat-up 
lines like usual, we just went with the flow... why am I so confused? It didn't 
really matter to us...

Point Of View
" I think I made the right choice by leaving before anybody in the house woke up. I didn't 
feel like admitting what happened and I don't think he did either. It was just one of 
those flings everybody has at least once in their lifetime and mine was just perfect!" I 
found myself smiling at the thought of last night... Well I hope nobody noticed our absence 
at the club last night!

"Well good morning, lil sista!"greated me... 
"I think our 'lil' sista is a fine young lady now...," laughed .
"Hey what r u guys all about? It's not like I'm 16 anymore...," I tried to smile. I was 
nervous bcuz me andhaven't decided on what we 
were gonna say and 
what our excuses were for leaving the club.. it was all pretty 
obvious but I still wasn't gonna admit.
Next thing I know,was coming down the stairs and my heart started racing so 
bad it hurt. Oh my God, what is he gonna say?
"Hey guys... Good morning! Sorry I didn't get a chance to meet you all last night, I 
was just really tired from the trip and I didn't stay too long"
YESSSS!! We're on 
the same page here... everything is going perfect so far! I just hope everybody 
believes it...
"OH yeah hey! I saw you entering the club but you disappeared fast! Did you go 
to bed too? Cuzwent home early too!"said. "Did you 
guys get a chance to meet?" 
"Uhmmm... who? Oh! Yeah she got home a couple hours after I did... 
(Oh hell yeah we met! We really got to know each other, but how am I gonna say 
that?haha! I bet she's denying it too)"
Wow, not only good in bed but quite an actor too! We're gonna become friends ASAP! 

The phone starts ringing andpicks it up. 
"!!! Phone babe! It's Irene."
"Hello!"
"Hi,! How is it going?"
"Very well thank you! We met, the new model, yesterday!" I tried to 
be as open and nornal as I could about it...
"Oh I'm glad you did because today you 2 have a photoshoot together?"
" ........"
"Hello, are you still there?"
"Uh huh! What time?"
"It's gonna be probably at sunset because it's going to be at the waterfall we talked 
about before... you know for that exotic perfume, that you were supposed to do 
with?"
"Ohhhh, so why can'tdo that?"
"Well, we need to put together's card so it's going to be considered as 
a test for him..."
Oh that's just great! And because I'm new too... 
"Oh ok! Yeah... we'll be there!"
"Great! At about 5 pm so you can get ready. See you then!"
"Thanx! Bye!"

"Uhm hey! We..uhm...have a photoshoot today!"
"Oh really? The 2 of us? (I hope she's gonna wear a bikini hehe)"
"Yeah... Why are you surprised?"
"Oh no I'm not. I just thought this is really fast I mean I just got here yesterday, I 
BARELY know ANY of you...and you know (Playing along, huh ?)
Wow he's doing his part well...
"You're right! But don't worry you'll do fine... just be ready by 5 pm, ok?"
"Yeah, babe... I mean! (Aww sh** ... There goes nothing)"
I was shocked... But nobody was looking weird at us so I guess he didn't completely 
screw it up...

's Point Of View
I really wanted to do that photoshoot withbecause it was another chance 
for me to get close to her. We've flirted in the past and once we even kissed but 
then I could never tell her what my true feelings were. I dunno what happened last 
night between her andbut I guess it was just for fun because they 
clearly don't wanna talk about it... and I need to make my move soon or I'll lose 
her completely!

's Point Of View
At The Photoshoot
Thank God I'll get a few hours alone with her. That way we can settle things straight 
because it feels kinda awkward between us.

Wow... when I saw her in that exotic outfit I had flashbacks of the night before
and I could feel all those sensations started to rush through my body! That caramel skin 
and long, dark hair ...and how that light colored bathing suit perfectly fit her body, 
so smooth around her sexy curves...

"! You guys need to get into that water!" said the photographer.

Here it goes... the moment I've been waiting for, to get my hands on her again! 
Everything was perfect: the waterfall and the environment somehow looked natural, 
the water was warm, and the sun had already went halfway down... Her skin was soft and 
soon I was surrounded by her fragrance, by that sweet-smelling baby oil... Infatuation, 
yes that's me! Nothing more than a mutual attraction...
"Hey I didn't get to tell you I really enjoyed last night but..."
"But it was just a one night stand, yes I know," she said smiling.
"Uhm... that was not what I was going to say but you're right."
"What were you gonna say?"
"Oh... that I hope it's not gonna affect our friendship." She just gazed at me 
and flashed me that beautiful smile...

"Ok guys! So remember I want to see that passion between you two! Show and prove me 
that it is an EXOTIC perfume, which would make anyone fall in love...I wanna see you 
close together, flirtatious, and show the bond that this perfume would create between 
lovers..."  said the photographer.
"Oh so basically we're supposed to be 'all over each other'," she said.
"Well darling, that's not gonna be too hard, right?"
"Boy, don't flatter yourself!"
We got closer and started acting out our "passion" and once we got into it, feelings 
started rising gradually... Next thing we knew, the temptation got harder to rezist 
so I gave in and slowly tasted her lips once again... she gave in too and our "bond" 
started to show for real... and when it started to get more intense...
"FANTASTIC! We got some pretty powerful shots and it looks like you got big chances for 
becoming real actors! Awesome guys, thanks!"

We went back home and it looked like everybody was going out again...


Point Of View
What is the deal?! I shouldn't have given in to that kiss ... now he probably thinks 
that I'm dying to have him again! Oh well, at least now I know that I'm quite 
irresistable hehe!
"Are you guys gonna go out again? Wow... you must really love partying!" 
"Well if you can tell us something better to do, then we'll probably give up 
going out... NOT!" laughed
"Yeah, the girls went shopping today so they wanna show off their style!" said
"Oh I see... so they wanna keep you guys interested haha! Keep it real, girlfriend!"
"Aight lil sista well you stay right gurl and dun wait up cuz we ain't gonna be gettin 
home too early!" said, giving me a soft kiss on my forehead.
"Aww thanks bro! I'll see you guys later now I'm gonna go watch my fave show!"
"Hey I'll join you,! I'm still kinda hung over from 
last night!"said. 
"Oh yeah sure... anybody feel free to join the boring peeps haha!" I really don't 
know why I said that, because me andused to have a lotta 
fun together.

's point of view
I have no intention of staying home... and I'll let the 2 love birds by themselves! 
Gonna get myself another cutie tonight cuz diversity is always best! 

's point of view
Finally our chance to be alone. It was about time I made courage to tell her my hidden 
feelings. I fell for her since she stepped into this house yet I haven't once told 
her even that I like her...
"Hey! I'm so glad we got to spend some time alone 
like we used to!"
"Yeah, it's just like old times!" she said grinning.
Something in her tone built my confidence... I felt I could always be myself 
around her.
"So do you wanna watch a movie or something?"
"Yeah, how about a comedy? Like... the "Wedding Crashers"! Have you seen that?"
"No... but it sounds fun!"
"I'll go make some popcorn! What do you wanna drink? Coke or Pepsi?"
"Yeah, like that's a choice!" I laughed.
"Haha... just kidding babe!"
WOW! Did she just call me 'babe'? Right on... 
A few moments later, she had the popcorn done and we opened up a couple of cokes...
"Where do wanna sit,?"
"Wherever you want hun!"
"Let's just get comfy on the sofa hehe!" I just loved her smile and how she acted all 
sweet when there was just the two of us... 

After The Movie
"we had such a great time! I hope we could do this 
more often..."
"Sure thing! I'd luv to!"
"I... uhm... need to talk to you," I said not really feeling confident...
"Shoot babe! What do you wanna talk about?"
"Well I dunno how to say this... but about us!"
"Okay... I'm listening" she said smiling.
"I just wanna tell you that I have feelings for you... and they're strong! All 
those times we flirted and it seemed like we were just fooling around, it actually 
meant something to me... and you know, it would help a lot if you said something 
right now, rather than just smiling at me!" I laughed.
"Well... and listen carefully cuz I haven't been this honest in my entire life with 
anyone... I feel protected when I am around you, because even tho you like to 
have fun like every other guy ur age, ur the most responsible person I ever met! 
I feel attracted to you and I always have... so what do we do now?"
"U kno what? This might sound like total cliche but... U just made me the happiest 
man on Earth! I'd say we give it a try and just go with the flow..."
Hearing her laugh, knowing she was now mine, made me want her so bad...

Point Of View
Ok let's face it! I toldmy feelings for him and I was honest... the night 
before doesn't change a thing in that bcuz I realized thatwas a playa and 
I don't get serious with guys like that...did make me feel protected 
and even loved. He also knew about my fling but he didn't care... He only cared 
about me!
"I'd say the same thing and I'd be more than happy to give it a shot!"
I didn't think twice and when he leaned in closer, we kissed. I'd almost forgot what a good kisser he was... 
"Hmm...it feels good to be in ur arms again...!"
"Feels good to have u in my arms, babe!"
We spent the night together but nothing happened... he said he'd actually like to get 
into my mind and heart first! Now how could any girl rezist that kinda sweetness? We 
cuddled up and after a few hours of just talking and kissing, we finally fell asleep. 
Everyone thought that we were the only ones in the house that were left to hook 
up and they said we were such "a sweet couple and we fit together like a 
puzzle." Maybe they were right...

I woke up the next morning to seesleeping beside me and at that 
moment, that's how I wanted to wake up every day... I went downstairs to make 
some breakfast and I heard giggling coming from's room. I ignored it 
and went flying down the stairs, thinking aboutand the way it 
went last night...
A few moments later, a girl came down and went out the door with tears in her eyes... 
then I saw.
"Good morning," he said.
"Hey! Did you guys have fun last night?" I tried to play cool just to make him realize 
that I wasn't as into him as he thought.
"It was pretty cool... too bad you guys didn't come along!"
"Oh yeah sorry... we just watched a movie!"
"And then...? I'm just asking cuzwasn't in his room last night, the 
door was open..."
"Uhm ... well, he's my boyfriend now..." 
"Oh is he?"
Thencame downstairs and gave me a soft kiss on the lips. I watched 
's reaction and he didn't seem to care. So I got him off my mind for good!
Days later it kept getting even worse. We barely said hi or looked at each other... 
but oh well! So much for being 'just' friends! I cared about and what 
we had together felt really special. We had a lot of plans... Once we got enough 
money from this job and the professionalism we needed for taking the next step (towards fame) 
we would move to LA together. That wasn't so far away because he already had a job offer 
there, a role in a movie.

's point of view
Well ...truth is I was shocked!and? They weren't so close 
when I got here... Anywayz, life being single is uhm tasty! Haha... this chick 
last night was hot but I guess she wanted something serious, more 
of a relationship... but I'm not ready for that! All I want is fun with the ladies 
and being a model really helps! I dun need a girlfriend to prove myself and other 
people that I'm not attracted tocuz I am but that's all I feel! Infatuation... 
and that too will soon fade away!

Seconds, hours, days, weeks.... 3 months went by and it was all the same until we 
got a phone call from Irene where I had to do a photoshoot - nothing unusual - for 
a perfume photoshoot with one of the male models. Oh God, what's next? 
"The part that you might not like,, is that you don't get to chose 
your boyfriend for this! I'm sorry.has to because they asked for him 
and you! They loved your first photoshoot together!"
Ok so I had to get myself ready - morally - so I wouldn't give in to his charms... 
again!was my one and only now, we spent so much time together, 
sweet nights and lovely mornings... 
I had other things to worry about, like one of my 2 best friends,. 
She had a lot of trouble with her boyfriend and she was sad most of the time. Irene 
thought that if she went on with this, it was better to quit modeling! NO way! 
That was her life, one of the most important things in her life! She was down and 
completely forgot what love, fun, happiness, and LIFE once was! I had to do sumthing... 
she needed to feel protected and loved, to have all her friends around her...

At The Photoshoot /point of view
Here we go again... this could probably be a second chance to get closer or to 
become even more distant. I had to watch my temper and my flirtatious mood 
or she'd walk away again!
This time we had to cuddle up in bed to shoot the commercial for Sean John's Unforgivable... 
I saw her getting ready, in a Victoria's Secrets outfit, and it felt like a hurricane 
mixing up all those feelings. I didn't know what it was I felt for her, I just 
wanted us to be close again!
"Ok guys, this time you're not gonna be all that loved up but the way you're 
looking at each other is gonna reflect the influence the perfume has on your emotions.... 
do you see what I'm saying?"
Perfect! So we're in bed gazing at each other, staring deeply into our eyes when 
I just couldn't hold back anymore and I leaned in to kiss her. I didn't care that we 
were not supposed and I felt she wanted that too. Though it is the same as before, 
it's not the same at all. It is more, stronger, weaker, deeper, quieter, louder. It 
is more, vulnerable, impenetrable, fragile, secure, unprotected, completely protected. 
It is more, open, deeper, full, simpler, true. It is more. Her lips pull away and we 
stare at each other again. I couldn't get enough.Our hands slide slowly apart until there 
are 2 fingers one each of our fingers touching not wanting to let go or be away. I stop. 
Her smile has not gone away and mine will not either. A smile, a kiss, the the tips of 
two fingers. Touching. 
That was one moment but it seemded like hours... the shoot was over. The photographer 
was pleased yet again, but who cares. She nods and I know the nod means it is time 
to let go so I do. I turn and I walk away. I know she's watching me walk away, smiling, 
and I know she wants me to turn around. I do and she's still there smiling. I smile 
back but it is more than just a smile. It is more...

Remember when I first saw your eyes,
Captivated, touching me inside,
Went through all the small talk to be with
You, took my time try'n to get it back

If I could understand what called u here
It's for my good I have u near  

Oh love, love is so complicated, the way
That I feel about you (about u baby)
Make me wanna change my attitude,
What I feel this here can't be real
I think I'm gonna chill right here
Cuz I wanna be with you

I long to kiss you girl, along your spine,
Give you mine, keep it souls replied
Unplug the phone girl it's just me and
You,summerg in two, the deepest part of you

Sometimes I see
That this is too good to be real
And every night I wonder
If you would be the one....

Point of View
I watch him walk away... his figure getting smaller, but I'm still smiling. Is 
that what you feel when you're in love? I dunno.... what about ? I 
know I love him too... What am I gonna do now? I'd thought I'd get some help from 
the girls since we were all really close, but I's better just askand 
, because they were my best friends since the other twin wasn't as close to 
her sister.
"Gurls, I have one big problem...actually 2." Tears showed in the corners of 
my eyes...
"What's wrong, hun?, is itand the girl from last 
night?"asked.
Wow, I'd forgotten about his fling... but I didn't care. I was more confused 
than ever...
"Hey wait! Aren't you withright now?" said.
"Those are my two problems... The sweet, caring guy which I totally fell for 
and the wild boy, the one that sends chills down my spine...I LOVE them both!" 
Then I started crying hysterically, almost going into a nervous breakdown...
"Oh my God! We would've never guessed it was this bad... we thought 
was just a fling and you loved...,"said holding me.
"You should talk to them both... like just sit and talk, no holding, no 
kissing, no physical interaction!"
"I will... It's the only way out!"

The conversation withwasn't as easy, regarding there was a 
really strong physical attraction between us... but the tender bond I had with 
was strong! How could I be in love with 2 different guys? The only 
thing they had in common is that they liked going out and having fun...

", we need to set things straight about... whatever it is we have!"
"Whatever it is we have? I thought you had it clear by now... I fell for you! And 
I'm pretty sure you feel the same... or not?"
"NO...I mean yes, I feel the same... I love you, but what about ? Listen 
I'm confused and I've never felt so weird being in love with 2 guys at the 
same time!"
"Then you need to think things through cuz I ain't letting go... I know you love me! 
I dunno what you have with him, but everything is clear between us now, and I think 
it has been ever since our first night!"
How could I not be in love with him? So confident, smart, attractive...

Now... It was hard confessing that I also had feelings for somebody 
else, although it never affected our relationship...
"You're in luv with him too? But..."
"I'm sorry, I dun wanna hurt you, I never did..." I couldn't fight back the tears 
just at the thought of losing him. I was dependent on him... He held me in his 
arms, wipping my tears away...
"Babe it's ok! I love you... but it's your choice and I'm not mad at you because 
I know we were for real. I felt that... I'll always be here for you, you know that! As 
a friend, as a lover, as a brother... whatever you want me to!"
I started crying even more... I couldn't chose! 
"I won't be moving to LA cuz I found a better job here... so dun worry cuz you 
won't lose me!"
How could he be so caring, knowing that I had feelings for another man? 
", you're my angel, my sunshine...! I can't chose!"
"Babe u have to! You can't keep us both!" he laughed. "I've always felt a 
strong friendship between us and maybe that's what it really is! Maybe that's why I'm not 
mad at you... I don't know! I'm just as confused as 
you are!"
Soknew what we had... butdidn't. Was that a sign?

I had to get my mind off them for a while so I turned my attention to. It 
was my turn to be there for her... days went by and the fun we had was.... well I 
can't compare it to anything but it healed her wounds and "unconfused" me. 
", I think this actually worked! It was such a good idea spending as much 
time away from the mansion as possible!"
"I know...called me and said he's sorry about hurting me! He 
loves me,! Thanks to you!"
"What, gurl? No no... he loves you thanks to your personality and charm! I got nothing 
to do with that! Thank your momma haha!"
"What about you? Do you know what you're gonna do?"
"Yeah... yeah... I love them both!"
"WHAT?!"
"I was just kidding, don't trip! I love!has the most 
special place in my heart...and that's about it!"
"Hey! What do I get? Haha... the 2nd most special place in ur heart?"
"No hun! You're my number 1!" We laughed all day... until I realized I had to 
tell the guys my decision.

already knew... He'd figured our special bond was never to be broke, 
but it wasn't love nor friendship! It was strong... and that's all we knew!
was as always! He couldn't wait for us to be back together! 
"Took you long enough!" he grinned.
"Hey, I had to make sure!"
"Make sure of what? You know you want me..."
"Excuse me?! I'm the heartbreaker here... I made two guys fall for me hehe!"
Yup... and that's how our story went! It is interesting though cuz I still dunno 
what me andhad... I just loved them both, in different ways....

The End.

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