~My Happy World~
It’s just over the wall. It’s through the door. Life. An invisible force pulls on my soul and spirit. Life! I have yet one last chance. I look back at the choices I made. Wrong. Oh, so wrong! The mistakes I made. The person people perceived me to be. I existed in a world of my own; only that happiest drug could make it that way. And I am about to give it up. Give up my world. The only world I’ve known. If I walk through that door they will take it away. WAS I wrong? Did I make mistakes? This happy world was mine. No pain, no fear. And they will take it away. To give me life. But they do not understand! I am leaving my world! They do not know how I feel. Everyday I disappear into a life so familiar and perfect. The perfect life. The perfect drug. I cannot let them take it away. In the silent hallway, a smirk slowly engulfs my face. I turn away from the door and tread down the corridor. I reach into my pocket and take out that perfect drug. And I return to my world. My happy world.