~Miracle~
Sitting here alone
Wondering what
Tomorrow chooses
To give me
I see and dream now
Of a miracle
Hearing repetitions of a remnant
Of one
But one day
It disappeared
And all I have left
Are memories
Covert passtimes
Into dreams
Of consciousness
Of complete severity
The completeness of it all
Was more
Than anyone
Could ever want
Sunk into depths
Passed the imagination
Until the experience
Like nothing else ever
I look back now
And wonder
How could that
Just disappear?
How could anyone
Be willing
Without a lifely reason
To give that up??
I still question
The heart in it
The one that I thought
Had been touched...
Oh, yes
Dreams will go on
And the memories
Will never cease to be
But I stand to the occasion
Of a song
Haphazardly playing
On the radio
I remember the taste
In my mouth
When that memory
Originally was created
And the old feelings
They surface
I don't think
They ever went away
The feelings fade,
And memories
Are slowly
Forgotten
But to think
The unthinkable
Happened to me
The pure shock of it
The whole ecstasy
Of knowing
What I felt
So real
The memories stand
And the feelings never fall