Black Rose
Written by Jen
you once gave me a black rose
but now it's all gone bad
it's taken with it every chance
of happiness I had
You never know just what you have
until it fades away
like brilliant autumn to winter white
like dawn into the day
Perhaps it wasn't meant to be
perhaps we won't recall
perhaps it all was just a dream
Or never was at all
A white rose means love dead and gone
and what we had is
Unloved
Written by Prue
I think I'm truly inlove with you
I know you don't feel the same way too
If only I could make you see
How happy you could be with me
But that will never be no way no how
You don't even care about me now
I'm invisible to you and always will be
Is it that hard to just talk to me?
Am I here or really not
your so lucky with all you've got
I tried to call you on the phone
but no one answered
Now I'm here all alone
Written by Dark Sylph
You found it a game to watch my pain,
Did you pause and think of the scars on my soul?
My heart was bruised, torn and used,
Yet I followed you blindly into a blackening hole.
Love to me was a feeling new and pure,
Emotions unknown consumed my whole heart
You took my love and made it your whore,
Dissected my spirit and ripped it apart
I could see what you were doing to me,
And I hid my eyes, willed myself to be blind.
It was true that I was afraid to be free,
You pulled my soul too fiercely then left me behind.
I loved you for the attention you gave,
I loved so completely, with all of my power.
But I can't stay confined in this lonely cave,
I will break from your clutch, I will no longer cower.
The darkness still rips silently and cruelly
within.
It consumes and it corrodes, crawling through this skin.
I've fabricated my life with lies, creating your love.
Something that never existed. A Blackened, broken dove.
Love clawed all truth from my blinded eyes.
Now I can see and now I despise.
Hate seethes inside and will never again be contained.
I give myself to the loathing that courses in these veins.
10 Things I Love About You...
Written by Dana
I
love the way you make me smile and the way you touch my hair,
I
love the way you hold me close and the way you always care
I
love the way you kiss my lips and the way you hold my waist,
I
love the way you look and smell, and I love the way you taste
I love
the way you look at me and then you turn away,
I
love the way you crack me up with everything you say
I love the way you love my boobies and I love you in the sack....... But most of all I love the way I love you, and the way you love me back
Life Cries Written By
Stephanie
crying
not waking
determined or keep faking
silenced shutdown
eyes closed
emotional meltdown
meaning lost by crying for freedom
blind dumb not seeing the obvious
my soul screams
eternity dreams
lost in a vision
procrastinating incision
falling apart collapsing inside
death defied
swallowed my darkness
damaged by sociology
changed by society
it's all over
life is a pushover
DARK SHADOWS
Written By Stephanie
stuck in dark shadows
letting go in dreams
stuck in a moving whirl wind
nothing is what it seems
Blurred together and confused A Cold Winters Morning
Written By
Stephanie
Battered and falling apart
shadowy blackness
Running away from a misguided start
Falling following fading
changing day by day
go away problems and life
I have nothing left to say
a cold winters morning
she walks along the cold hard ground
looking for a reason there is nothing to be found
no reason 2 be stopped no reason not 2 go
no reason 2 stay around she is letting her tears flow
she's scared for herself
but doesn't want to say
all the self injurer says is she has to pay
she hasn't done anything wrong but seems to think so
someone should tell her she is loved and not 2 go
it's not her problem she doesn't care
she just wants to give up she thinks nothing is fair
her soft feet patter the cold grass
she's gone. lost in her own cold world
she takes the gun to her head and remains rolled up and curled
she lays there till morning until she is found
at peace not on the cold hard ground
A Bloody Truth
Written by Prue
I cut myself and watch it bleed
Is there something wrong with me
All this hate just turns to fear
If only i could disapear
The shiny metal is my only friend
Why do i do it again and again
Can you help me or am i in too deep
I want to go into an eternal sleep
With no one who loves me with no one who cares
Im headed that way
Im so bare, why is life so unfair
Laying naked and wounded you see right through
You say that you love me but i know its not true
I cut myself and watch it bleed down the drain
Cant stand the pain of being me
My life is gone and now im free
