Well a lot has happened since my last entry.  Last Friday I had a terrible fall on the cement.  My legs gave out and out I went.  I had a concusion and tried to recover from that.  Well this Thursday after talking to mom on the phone I was trying to open the door from my scooter chair and it tipped over throwing me into the cement yet again and same place but hit my cheek bone and eye.  I look a fright.  Im so foggy and talk funny. 

Its frustrating having this disease of MS.  The doctors were supposed to order a regular motorized wheelchair so i can actually function in the house.  My house is a total wreck.  I cant keep up on it and cant afford a maid.  Hubby works 6 days a week and is so tired from working out in the heat he can barely get some dinner made. 

I wrote to several of my lists locally to see if anyone at all would please come help me get my house put together but no one will.  I cant even get a ride anywhere. 

Im trying to get set up with the transit service but it takes time.  My disibility is also taking time as well. 

I can only do what I can do.  Im so depressed and It seems to be that Ive lost my cane and cant find it anywhere. 

Good news is, My oldest daughter is getting married October 14th and I have to make a quilt, pillowcases, dishclothes, dish towels and pillows.  Im working hard on it all since i cant walk or move around. 

Some days I wished I wouldnt wake up but I do so there is something im supposed to do in whats left of my life.

Hugs