Ive done so much today already.  Most would think that is minimal but having MS is a challange.  Ive managed to clean two rooms, mediatate and think about life.

I feel closer to the Goddess each day as I get older.  Ive been through the maiden phase and just about ready to leave the mother phase of my life.  Im not accepting the crone inside me trying to come out. 

I want to stay that mother and be young and stay young. 

But today I feel I must start to embrace the Crone in me.  My life has gone by so fast its like a blur.  My children have grown and one has children of her own.  A long line of women we continue on strongly.

My youngest I fear is holding on to much to childhood and doesnt want to accept she is an adult and must take responsibility for her actions and her own life.  She wants to be taken care of yet wants independance. 

She has been my challange.  My nightmares of her are true.  She is so out of control and wild and has used up all of us.  There is nothing else we can do for her but tell her she has to find out the hard way.

Life is funny.