1:
Eat my thoughts with a silver spoon. kill my god and eat the moon.
stop thinking for yourself and start worshiping god. Forget why you are here. Forget why I gave you life. Forget why I care. the earth gives way to a large moon in the summer light that looks too much like your life. It is large and useless. Ugly and fuckedup. It has a strong grudge against the world for being born. Sound familiar?
2:
I walked alittle today. It always makes me think, walking. I walk down the same roads i have been walking down for the last two and a half years. I love these streets sometimes. I love the way they flow. Walking has always relieved me from the annoyances found normally in life.When walking down south main around 3:40 I usually see this girl. The first time I saw her was when walking back and forth to school a year ago.
She is very pretty. I cant really pinpoint it, but I find her very pleasing to look at. As pig minded that sounds, It is not a matter of typical teenage bullshit.
I do not find her to be 'hot'. To be honest, I dont think that way anymore.I dont get very many erections from seeing a person or any thing remotely sexual. Thinking of this girl reminds me of how much of my nature is to be an observer. I look at thinks from the third person sometimes.As if this is not my life, but a story. A large tome. This is how I think when I walk.
3:
I just took pictures of a rotten bannana peel. Things are very beautiful when they rot. It looks so peacefull. Like trees in the winter. Its one of the most lovely things about winter. To see the naked trees. If I ever do get out of this state and move to a warmer climate, Thats probably the only thing I'll miss.Its odd to think that your body is constantly growing, constantly rotting. Only when you die, you stop growing and the rot takes over completely.
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