Sarah Sarah Sarah
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FUMBLING TOWARDS ECSTASY



Possession
Wait
Plenty
Good Enough
Mary
Elsewhere
Circle
Ice
Hold On
Ice Cream
Fear
Fumbling Towards Ecstasy
Blue










Possession Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide/ Voices trapped in yearning; memories trapped in time/ The night is my companion and solitude my guide/ Would I spend forever here and not be satisfied?/ And I would be the one/ To hold you down/ Kiss you so hard/ I'll take your breath away/ And after I'd wipe away the tears/ Just close your eyes, dear/ Through this world I've stumbled so many times betrayed/ Trying to find an honest word; to find the truth enslaved/ Oh, you speak to me in riddles and you speak to me in rhymes/ My body aches to breathe your breath; your words keep me alive/ And I would be the one/ To hold you down/ Kiss you so hard/ I'll take your breath away/ And after I'd wipe away the tears/ Just close your eyes, dear/ Into this night I wander. It's morning that I dread/ Another day of knowing the path I fear to tread/ Oh, into the sea of waking dreams I follow without pride/ 'Cause nothing stands between us here and I won't be denied/ And I would be the one/ To hold you down/ Kiss you so hard/ I'll take your breath away/ And after I'd wipe away the tears/ Just close your eyes.../ Wait Under a blackened sky/ far beyond the glaring streetlights / sleeping on empty dreams/ the vultures lie in wait./ You lay down beside me then/ you were with me every waking hour / so close I could feel your breath./ When all we wanted was the dream/ to have and to hold that precious little thing/ like every generation yields / the new born hope unjaded by their years. / Pressed up against the glass / I found myself wanting sympathy / but to be consumed again / oh I know would be the death of me / and there is a love that's inherently given / a kind of blindness offered to deceive / and in that light of forbidden joy / oh I know I won't receive it. / When all we wanted was the dream / to have and to hold that precious little thing/ like every generation yields / the newborn hope unjaded by their years. / You know if I leave you now / it doesn't mean I love you any less / it's just the state I'm in / I can't be good to anyone else like this. / When all we wanted was the dream / to have and to hold that precious little thing/ like every generation yields / the newborn hope unjaded by their years... / Plenty I looked into your eyes / they told me plenty I already know, / you never felt a thing / so soon forgotten / all that you do is more than words / I tried to tell you the more I tried I failed / I would not let myself believe that you might stray / and I would stand by you no matter what they say. / I thought I'd be with you until my dying day. / I used to think my life was often empty / a lonely space to fill. / You hurt me more than I ever could have imagined, / you made my world stand still / and in that stillness there was a freedom / I never felt before./ I would not let myself believe that you might stray / and I would stand by you no matter what they'd say./ I thought I'd be with you until my dying day, / until my dying day. / Good Enough Hey, your glass is empty/ It's a hell of a long way home/ Why don't you let me take you/ It's no good to go alone/ I never would have opened up / But you seemed so real to me/ After all the bullshit I've heard/ It's refreshing not to see/ I don't have to pretend/ She doesn't expect it from me/ Don't tell me I haven't been good to you/ Don't tell me I have never been there for you/ Don't tell me why/ Nothing is good enough/ Hey little girl, would like some candy?/ Your momma said it's okay/ The door is open; come on outside/ No, I can't come out today/ It's not the wind that cracked your shoulder/ And threw you to the ground/ Who's there makes you so afraid./ You're shaken to the bone/ I don't understand/ You deserve so much more than this/ So don't tell me why he's never been good to you/ Don't tell me why he's never been there for you/ Don't you know that why is simply not good enough/ Oh, so just let me try and I will be good to you/ Just let me try and I will be there for you/ I'll show you why/ You're so much more than good enough/ Oh, so don't tell me why he's never been good to you/ Don't tell me why he's never been there for you/ Don't you know that why is simply not good enough/ So just let me try and I will be good to you/ Just let me try and I will there for you/ I'll show you why/ You're so much more than good enough/ Mary Mary walks down to the water's edge/ And there she hangs her head/ To find herself faded/ A shadow of what she once was/ She says, "How long have I been sleeping/ And why do I feel so old? Why do I feel so cold?/ My heart is saying one thing but my body won't let go"/ With trembling hands she reaches out/ A stranger's flesh is offered/ And I would be the last to know/ I would be the last to let show/ I would be the last to go/ Take her hand/ She will lead you through the fire/ Give you back hope and/ Hope that you don't take too much / Respecting what is left/ She cradled us/ She held us in her arms / Unselfish in her suffering/ She could not understand/ That no one seemed to have the time/ To cherish what was given/ And I would be the last to know/ And I would be the last to let show/ I would be the last to go/ Mary walks.../ And I would be the last to know/ And I would be the last to let show/ I would be the last to go/ Elsewhere I love the time I'm in between/ The calm inside me/ In the space where I can breathe/ I believe there is a distance I have wandered/ To touch upon the years of / Reaching out and reaching in/ Holding out; Holding in/ I believe this is heaven to no one else but me/ And I'll defend it as long as I can be/ Left here to linger in silence if I choose to/ Would you try to understand?/ I know this love is passing time/ Passing through like liquid and/ I am drunk in my desire..../ But I love the way you smile at me/ I love the way your hands reach out and hold me near/ I believe.../ I; I believe this is heaven to no one else but me/ And I'll defend it as long as I can be/ Left here to linger in silence if I choose to/ Would you try to understand?/ Ooh, the quiet child awaits the day when she can break free/ The mold that clings like desperation/ Mother can't you see I've got/ To live my life the way I feel is right for me/ Might not be right for you/ But it's right for me/ Oh, I believe this is heaven to no one else but me/ And I'll defend it long as I can be/ Left here to linger in silence if I choose to/ Would you try to understand it?/ I would like to linger here in silence if I choose to/ Would you understand it?/ Would you try?/ Would you try to understand?/ Circle There are two of us talking in circles / and one of us who wants to leave / in a world created for only us / an empty cage that has no key, / don't you know we're working with flesh and blood / carving out jealousy./ Crawling into each other it's smothering / every little part of me. / What kind of love is this that keeps me hanging on / despite everything it's doing to me, / what is this love that keeps me coming back for more / when it will only end in misery. / I know too many people unhappy / in a life from which they'd love to flee, / watching others get every offered / they're wanton for discovery./ Oh my brother my sister my mother / you're losing your identity, / can't you see that it's you in the window / shining with intensity. / What kind of love s this that keeps me hanging on / despite everything it's doing to me. / What is this love that keeps me coming back for more / when it will only end in misery... / Ice The ice is thin come on dive in/ underneath my lucid skin/ the cold is lost, forgotten/ Hours pass days pass time stands still/ light gets dark and darkness fills/ my secret heart forbidden.../ I think you worried for me then/ the subtle ways that I'd give in but I know/ you liked the show/ tied down to this bed of shame/ you tried to move around the pain but oh/ your soul is anchored/ The only comfort is/ the moving of the river/ You enter into me/ a lie upon your lips/ offer what you can / I'll take all that I can get/ only a fool's here.../ I don't like your tragic sighs/ as if your god has passed you by well hey Fool/ that's your deception/ your angels speak with jilted tongues/ the serpent's tale has come undone you have no/ strength to squander/ The only comfort is/ the moving of the river/ You enter into me/ a lie upon your lips/ offer what you can / I'll take all that I can get/ only a fool's here to stay / only a fool's here to stay / only a fool's here.../ Hold On Hold on Hold on to yourself / for this is gonna hurt like hell. / Hold on Hold on to yourself, / you know that only time can tell / what is it in me that refuses to believe / this isn't easier than the real thing. / My love you know that you're my best friend / you know that I'd do anything for you, / and my love let nothing come between us / my love for you is strong and true. / Am I in heaven here or am I... / At the crossroads I am standing,/ so now you're sleeping peaceful / I lie awake and pray / that you'll be strong tomorrow / and we'll see another day / and we will praise it / and love the light that brings a smile across your face. / Oh god if you're out there won't you hear me. / I know we've never talked before, / and oh god the man I love is leaving/ won't you take him when he comes to your door. / Am I in heaven here or am I in hell / at the crossroads I am standing. / So now you're sleeping peaceful / I lie awake and pray / that you'll be strong tomorrow / and we will see another day / and we will praise it / and love the light that brings a smile across your face... / Hold on hold on to yourself for this is gonna hurt like hell. / Ice Cream Your love is better than ice cream, / better than anything else that I've tired / and your love is better than ice cream / everyone here knows how to fight. / And it's a long way down / it's a long way down / it's a long way down to the place where we started from. / Your love is better than chocolate / better than anything else that I've tried / and oh love is better than chocolate, / everyone here knows how to cry. / And it's a long way down / it's a long way down / it's a long way down to the place where we started from... / do do do... / Fear Morning smiles/ like the face of a newborn child,/ innocent, unknowing./ Winter's end/ promises of a long lost friend./ Speaks to me of comfort/ But I fear/ I have nothing to give./ I have so much to loose here in this lonely place./ Tangled up in your embrace/ There's there's nothing I'd like better than to fall./ But I fear I have nothing to give./ Wind in time/ Rapes the flower trembling on the vine/ And nothing yields to shelter it from above./ The say temptation will destroy our love./ The never ending hunger/ But I fear/ I have nothing to give/ I have so much to loose here in this lonely place/ Tangled up in our embrace/ Theres nothing I'd like better than to fall/ But I fear I have nothing to give./ I have so much to loose./ I have nothing to give./ We have so much to lose.../ Fumbling Towards Ecstasy All the fear has left me now/ I'm not frightened anymore/ It's my heart that pounds beneath my flesh/ It's my mouth that pushes out this breath/ And if I shed a tear, I won't cage it/ I won't fear love/ And if I feel a rage, I won't deny it/ I won't fear love/ Companion to our demons/ They will dance and we will play/ With chairs, candles, and clothes/ Making darkness in the day/ It will be easy/ To look in or out/ Upstream or down/ Without a thought/ And if I shed a tear, I won't cage it/ I won't fear love/ And if I feel a rage I won't deny it/ I won't fear love/ Peace/ In the struggle to find peace/ Comfort/ On the way to comfort/ And if I shed a tear, I won't cage it/ I won't fear love/ And if I feel a rage, I won't deny it/ I won't fear love/ I won't fear love/ I won't fear love/ And if I shed a tear, I won't cage it/ I won't fear love/ And if I feel a rage, I won't deny it/ I won't fear love/ I won't fear love/ I won't fear love/ And if I shed a tear, I won't cage it/ I won't fear love .../ Blue Blue, songs are like tattoos / You know I've been to sea before / Crown and anchor me / Or let me sail away / Blue, here is a song for you / Ink on a pin / Underneath the skin / An empty space to fill in / Well there's so many sinking now / You've got to keep thinking / We can make it through these waves / Acid, booze, and ass / Needles, guns, and grass / Lots of laughs, lots of laughs / Well everybody's saying that hell's the hippest way to go / Well I don't think so / But I'm gonna take a look around it though / Blue, I love you. / Blue, here is a shell for you / Inside you'll hear a sigh / A foggy lullaby / Here is my song from me./




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