| H: Particularly now, right? J: Right. Later on, people also told me and I felt, really� this is really an unnecessary misunderstanding. I also felt� (Host nods in acceptance, starts to smile�) H: The more he talks, the more he�s like that� J: Right� (grinning) H: Don�t get mad� ( she laughingly reaches over to rub her right hand over his left as if to soothe his anger) J: I�m not. Later on, it was because of this that I had to undergo an operation�I had an eye operation H: You startled me. J: It was because of this. H: He even talked with a twist! When you said �I went to DONG SHO�� ( hearing these 2 words would instantly make one think he went out to hit someone, when what he said was �DONG SHO SHU� meaning he went to have an operation), I thought you went to DONG SHO (went to hit someone). I was so startled! ( Jerry laughs too) J: Right, having the eye operation was to avoid these circumstances of having people say� H: This is very trivial issue but it truly affected your emotional ups and downs. J: Sometimes, people feel this circle is big, but if you think about it, you will feel it�s very small and it spins very fast. H: Right ( nods in agreement) J: Right. At the time when I just came to be known and have not seen so many reporters, I have heard so much already. These reporters probably must have some ideas about me or something. You would really feel that� H: Then you must be so afraid of meeting strangers everyday� J: No, you would just wonder why this is happening. Not knowing what I did wrong. But how could so many reporters start saying that �this person is frightening� whatever� you would really feel� actually when you first hear it, you would think it�s ridiculous, you would think, �I didn�t even say that��having really met those persons and then offended them. I truly did not. I never said it H: I feel that at that time, you were probably the target among the F4, What do you think? J: At that time� right. It felt like, all the bad things just kept coming my way. H: No, there were also the good things. Don�t keep thinking of the bad ones. The good came also in the same manner. J: I felt the good was actually the contributions from the four of us . Because it was the four of us together � consider it successful... it gave everyone this impression� H: Let�s look at this part, your friends. Actually, they also know you have been wronged several times. They have a lot of things that they would want to tell you. Let�s see Film Clip: Man in red shirt talking: That my saying he is too innocent is because in matters where talks are not substantiated by evidence, he takes it too seriously. He would consider and say, �I really have not�� saying it another way, �If I did it, I would welcome everyone to report it, because this way, I can improve.� Make up artist talking: We were chatting in the car, like talking while driving. After a while I said, do you know, people outside are saying you are gay? He said, �Is it true or not?!� His whole face looked so severely frightened. All the while I thought he knew about those things being said about him. He was like a prisoner having been put in jail, never knowing what was being said about him by the people outside � that he already killed someone, started a fire, or something. He completely had no idea of what everyone was saying about him. So when he heard it, he became totally stupefied. How could this happen? Back to Studio: H: The last one who spoke, Ai Le Fang� she is considered a very, very close girl friend of yours� J: Right. Because we traveled several times together and were able to spend time like this. I feel she is a good person. H: Right. Really like an elder sister� J: Right. Because, in this circle, people like them understand artists more. For example, let�s say when an incident happens, she sometimes� actually she gives me a lot of ideas. She has helped me a lot. To be very honest, I should tell her �thank you�. I feel she has totally seen� possibly those times when I was in a bad mood or at a loss. She would usually enlighten me. H: She talked about some rumors, people are saying, do you like men or do you like women You yourself .. you�ve never heard of these? J: Heard of it� (looks down, smiles slightly) H: At that time, when she told you about it� what I would really like to know is, has any man ever attracted you? Don�t tell me there is none, that face of yours. (she jokingly shakes a finger to his face, as he smiles) Is there? Tell Sister Fang. (Jerry laughs, uncomfortably) H: What�s wrong with mutual attraction? Has any man ever attracted you? J: It�s not considered an attraction it�s possible, they� how should I put it? I don�t know. I feel that regardless of what they are or are not as of now� if I feel that there are some people who are really talented, and are really capable, I will not care about whether he is or is not. Right, so� H: Right, but how about you? J: Of course, I am not. H: You like girls? J: �it�s because I would feel very strange, like� H: Wait a minute, you like girls, right? |