Never been so fucking scared
Little dolls and rocking horse
Scared that I won't feel remorse
The innocent child no longer here
Now I don't hear through my deaf ears
Keep forced open my dying mind
I think I do
Don't want to die
Childrens smiles and clockwork toys
Untouched painless girls and boys
Flying planes and railway trains
Didn't have this thirst for pain
The innocent child now locked away
Says she no longer wants to play
Keep forced open dying mind
I think I do
Don't want to die