To Jackoff,

Could have Been - Tiffany

The flowers you gave me

A long time they've died

When I think about

What couldve been

It'd made me cry and hide



The sweet words you whispered

Didn't mean a thing

I guess our song is over

As we begin to sing



Could've been so beautiful

Could've been so right

Could've been my lover

Every day of my life

Could've been so beautiful

Could've been so right

Ill never hold what could've been

On a cold and lonely night



The memberies of our lovin

Still linger in the air

Like the faded scent of your roses

They stay with me everywhere



Everytime I get my hopes up

They always seem to fall

Still what couldve been is better than

What could never be at all



Could've been so beautiful

Could've been so right

Could've been my lover

Every day of my life

Could've been so beautiful

Could've been so right

You'll never hold what could've been

On a cold and lonely night



How could You hold what couldve been

On a cold and lonely night?

So then how could you?  I'm finally realizing that everything HAS to be your way.  Never had it been my way.  You had said to me that friendship first does help to be in a dating relationship yet everytime I had reached out my hand to become that you had left me alone because I either wasn't moving fast enough (overnight) or in or about another relationship.  And two, three times already I have come to you submissive, hands in the air and everytime you had taken advantage of that and treated me like I was the one who did wrong.  That is not beautiful to me.  That picture that I've had of you that lingered in my head and popped up everytime I seemed to measure everybody against you, is lost.  I don't see you that way anymore.  And I guess this is what it takes to realize that you weren't everything and that there are going to be guys out there that won't pass up a dating relationship with me let alone a friendship.  I don't owe you anything not sympathy, not regret, not even anger because I have tried on my side, but I guess some people can't change and not be on their pompous high horse when they aren't even attractive anymore to stay so.

~  It's not me, It's YOU