Tout Le Monde,

Opening up is hard to do.  Post Mr. Man I decided to let feelings happen.  Went into a relationship with Hopeless had fell hard than I would normally let myself.  Got out of that barely alive.  I thought that I've changed enough to share emotions in a relationship.

I realize that even through some changes, I have a long way to go.  I'm realizing that I still substitute sarcasm and avoidance for my feelings.  With this guy, I feel like perhaps I can change even more.  Become more open and more willing to feel. 

~ A Bientot