Tout le Monde,

Wow! A thousand gallons of wow!

So shit everything that had happened that was full of crap.  Not that I'm a real 'stresser' for petty shit that happens in huge clumps of my life because God always sends a light at the most awkward of times.  It's pretty uplifting and I can always count on him to grow a rose in the middle of a war zone.

So post 'Hopeless' and I feel nothing for him but pity and disgust.  The ironic factor with the lost of my two favorites in the world, my phone and vehical, I have found close encounters with true friends and new ones.  So through all the muck I can pretty much say that I'm having the time of my life right now.

I'm staying off the fast lane and just cruise controlling my life and what do you know, my hate for guys has led me to one that is redefining the possibilities where 'this might work'.  Talk about not my type.  My friend introduces me to this guy that apparently is interested in me.  And of course me being me I'm always going to be skeptical about things, but this was different.  This was my friend suggesting that I try out somebody that she thinks can enjoy handling me.

So,  it's 1 am and I have a presentation due in 12 hours and right not I can't possibly do work right now because I need to vent on my trusted "Faith's Chamber".  I have the quirkiest smile and I don't know if it's the caffeine pill but my heart is fluttering.

Gorgeous, smart, and goal oriented guy that I did not expect to like in that way has definately left an impression on me, leaving me hungry for more.

A little unsure about how things are supposed to be with my foot steady on the brakes, but I think this might actualy work.  There only had been 2 relationships that I've been in where I took my time getting to know and hanging out with the person and they have been the only ones that i really cared about.  Of course one that turned to hell but the other that I still talk to frequently.  So I realize that if this is so with these two particular relationships that maybe things will be somewhat the same with this guy.

And so far he's been straight up with me and fun, And of course I've gotta leave my well known 'Guy Comment' and say that he is very ravishable. As painful as it is being in the slow lane, I can't wait but will wait till that time 'cums' around lol because I feel that I'm actually doing things right this time.

~Au Revoir, "Madamoiselle Lonelyheart" no more? ...